"I'm not with You Today"

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{July 16, 2021}

"Ohh, its the 16th day of the month! Its our Monthsary!" πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰

"Good morning Mamhie, Happy Monthsary to us! I love you." (It was a long message by the way) He greeted me early in the morning.

I didn't replied him right away because I was preparing my motorcycle and in a hurry, for I needed to submit another documents for the Teacher's Rankings.

While driving I was thinking if he will get mad at me for not replying his chat earlier. Right after the submission, I immediately grab my phone from my bag and typed my reply to him. It was a long message too, but bottom line, it was a Monthsary greeting for him.

The last month, he celebrated it with his board mates. Nag-inuman sila at tyaka jamming-jamming rin. Nag.send siya sa'kin nang picture nila. Nalungkot lang ako bigla kasi, gusto ko siya makasama, pero kita ko naman na masaya siya sa mga kasama niya sa boarding house nila.

Ngayong month naman, today, actually, umuwi siya sa kanila kasi may monthly session sila. SK Chairperson kasi siya sa Barangay nila. Honestly, nung una, ayaw ko na tumakbo siya kasi, magiging busy siya ata baka mawalan siya nang time saki'n, sa'min. (Selfish ko ba?) Pero, kalaunan nasanay narin, I supported him nalang kasi, masaya naman siya sa ginagawa niya. Natutunan ko na din naman na ilugar yung sarili ko sa kung ano ako sa buhay niya. Support ko na siya ngayon sa mga gusto niya, basta ba't nakakabuti din sa kanya.

A while ago, nag-chat kami. Puro nonsense lang naman yung topics. Tas pabirong sabi niya,

"Mamhie, punta ako nang Taiwan kasi malaki din naman ang sweldo, okay lang ba sayo?"

Nag reply lang ako nang "..."

Natahimik ako tas, "Kung pupunta ka dun, kalimutan mo nalang ako." Bungat ko sa kanya.

Nag-jo-joke lang daw siya. Di naman nakakatuwa.πŸ™„ LDR nga kami, tas mas lalayo pa. Alam ko naman yung purpose sa sinabi niya, kaya lang ang layo na nun, tas mahirap lalo na sa panahon ngayon na may pandemia pa. Inaway ko na tuloy siya haha. Ang dali-dali ko lang din talaga kasi mang-away. To the rescue naman siya, lambing-lambing agad. Marupok si girl, kaya na dali sa lambing. Naku!πŸ˜…

How I wished I am with him right now. I missed my bebu dadhielove.

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Thoughts for the day;

"Sometimes, hindi talaga maiiwasan yung kunting kibot away na sa isang relasyon. Pero ang importante, pinipili niyong ayusin kaysa palalain."

Kahit malayo kami sa isa't-isa ni MGD, ramdam ko pa rin naman yung presence niya sa mga chats at video calls namin. Sana lang talaga, hindi siya magbago. Hayy, namiss ko na naman siya.

To you My Dadhielove,

"Happy 70th Monthsary to us!"πŸŽ‰πŸŽŠ

Sana hindi ka magbago ha, love na love kita kahit minsan sumusobra na yung pagiging seloso mo.hihi Naiintindihan ko naman yun. Ingat ka palagi ha. Andito lang si mamhie, maghihintay sayo." "I Love You!"πŸ₯°β€οΈ

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Anyway, this could be just a short story for today, but I hoped you still find it interesting to read.

Thank you read.cash fam for reading!πŸ“–

To God be all the Glory!πŸ˜‡

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Congratulations and I love how you keep counting the months sis πŸ’– πŸ‘

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Thanks bro..☺️ Hmm.. I just love to, and I want every month be counted, because every moments by that months I'd experienced with him are very important to me..☺️

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Well it is cute and I agree with you , every moment is special sis

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Hmmm.. Would you mind sharing your love life too bro?πŸ˜…

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First of all, I just wanna greet you two a happy 70th month of love, stay strong po kayong dalawa. Now, My question is, kailan kaya ako magkakaroon ng ganyan dhaii.? hahah joke lang, I am happy being single, and I am happy for you. take care.

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uiiee.. Karon pa ka patim.aw ug balik daii..πŸ˜…

Anyways, Thank you sa greetings..πŸ₯° hmmm...naa lagi na daii, huwat-huwat lang, basin tua sa laing nasud pa na, wa ta kahibaw.. hihi..

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welcome dhaii.. heheh unta magkita nami ana ouie. aww

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hahaha, basin naa dinhi sa platform daii..😍😍😍

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In courtships there are always discussions of any kind, the important thing is to solve it and continue to know each other.

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Thank you so much for that words sir.. Indeed, the best thing to do, is to discuss and solve the problem together..☺️

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Happy Monthsary ninjo mamsh! Uban nalangs Taiwan. Hiring bitaw jod kuno adto ron.

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Salamat mamsh.. hihiπŸ₯°

Na.mahiring pa or dili, di lagi ko gusto ug sobra na kalajo hahah.πŸ˜…

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Hahaha majo man mem.

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hahaha.. kana gud mem..πŸ˜…

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3 years ago

I don't have to say Teacher Ren kung hindi "sana oll" kahit LDR 🀣

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ayssuss si sir Eunoia, .. maghanap kana kasi, wag puro writing hahaha.✌️

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Ayeeyyyy.... kasal na yaarrnn hehehehe Happy monthsary ninyo meemshhh hehehe

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hahaha.. kung pwede pa laman mem.. saon naa pa may mga kinahanglan nga unahon.. paabot ra ta..😌

Hmm..Salamat mem..❀️πŸ₯°πŸ˜

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Maojud meem gora, kami una2 sa laman mi hahaha

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hahaha...πŸ˜…

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How sweet πŸŽ‚πŸ₯° congratulations πŸ‘πŸ’—

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Thank you sir..😁❀️

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3 years ago

Ang sweet naman :) Cheers to more months to celebrate! Ang laki nga ng sahod sa Taiwan. Parang nakita ko din un advertisement na yan. Ganda din sa Taiwan. Dami magagandang pasyalan. Pwede ka din magturo dun :)

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Thank you..hihi😁

Dami ring magagandang babae dun kaya ayaw ko na pumunta siya dun hahah.. hmm ..wala pa sa isip ko yung pagpunta sa ibanh bansa eh' focus muna ako dito sa'tin..

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3 years ago

Tama yan. Magandang magkaroon muna ng experience din.

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Oo, sabi kasi mas better talaga yun... Kung ako lang din, okay na kahit dito lang sa pinas..😊

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3 years ago

Kung sabagay. Mahalin ang sariling atin :)

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3 years ago

Oo naman.. Malaki man o hindi at least meron.:)

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Stay strong sissy!!nakakatuwa naman Po Kayo☺️ Sana alls HAHA

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Hahaha.. Thank you sissy.. πŸ₯°β€οΈ

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Aigoooo! Happy Monthsary ninyo mem. πŸ’—πŸ’—

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hihi.. Thank you mem..πŸ₯°β€οΈ

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Mamsh the most important stay strong parin whatever struggles you've encountered... Fighting mamsh. . God bless you both..πŸ™πŸ˜‡

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Yes mamsh.. πŸ’ͺ Fight lang nang fight😁.. Kakayanin..

Thank you mamsh..😊 Kamo pud ha.πŸ₯°

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Mao gyud mamsh... thank you kaayo mamsh, God bless..πŸ™πŸ˜‡

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hihi.. Way sapayan mamsh uie..😁 God bless pud..πŸ˜‡

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Stay safe always mamsh...πŸ™β€οΈ

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Stay safe always mamsh...πŸ™β€οΈ

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stay stron ateeee, hirap ng ldr daming challenge pero kaya yannn. aja!

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Thank you dear..πŸ₯° Yun nga eh, pero kahit papano naman, nakakaya yung mga pagsubok ... Nawa'y hanggang sa huli, walang susuko.😌

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