Remember the past(tagged again!)

April 11, 2022

I was tagged in madam @Pachuchay 's article I think last week and I told her I would definitely make it as an honor of being tagged by her. It's just I only get the chance to do it now and it felt like I can make it today lol!!!

So she tagged me in answering questions a total of six and I guess I can manage answering it since it's not the spooky thing that I answered at first...waaaahhhhh

And these are the questions that needs and accurate and valuable answer lol!!:

1. Flashback to a childhood memory.

2. Do you feel deserving of love?

3. What is the most lofty thing you are dealing with now?

4. What do you think of your worst habit?

5. Do you think that good things come after suffering?

6. What do you want to do before you die?

So here comes nothingness, if you're bored I'm sorry for this is real, this is me, I'm exactly what I'm supposed to be now, gonna let the light shine on me..nanana. forgot the lyrics but if you know camp rock Demi Lovato's era then you definitely sang it with me lol!!

Flashback to a childhood memory.

One of the best childhood memories I had was when I and my sisters we're given the chance to play with my cousins on their front yard, of course Papz was watching from the terrace. We played hide and seek, we played all the outdoor activities and even paper games. When nigh time we played hide and seek(Papz was having fun chatting with my other Tito) and when we got tired with all the playing we spread mat on their yard and sat in a circle mode, I guess we are fifteen or more in total that time including the teenagers, and then we had shared stories that make us laugh and cry in horror. It was one of the best days of my childhood.

Another one was also when me and my cousins decided to go bath in a lake near our house. We we're just innocent kids ages three to seven and the older who looks out on us is twelve. We we're jumping and swimming with no clothes on and then the older one told us to wear our undergarments because there's a lot of leech in the river so for safety matters we then decided to swim with our clothes on lol!!!And on the way home some of the boys climb a mango tree and we had our snacks hahaha.

Do you feel deserving of love?

I think everyone deserves it. As for me, I deserve love because I also give love, not that it's a give and take basis but as what my parents told me that you receive love because you give love as much as you can.

What is the most lofty thing you are dealing with now?

Anxiety and insomnia. At first I didn't want to admit to myself that I am battling over these as I always told myself the it's just one of those days that we get to have some total breakdown. As I got a serious talk with a close friend he then told me that I am suffering over these without me admitting it. There are times that I can't sleep at night until the neck of the morning.

I guess most working mother or even those mom at home always felt like these when things don't go their way or their plans got crushed or they got a lot on their plates. They also tend to overthink over small matters like their lives depends on it.

What do you think of your worst habit?

I can rate it at 9/10. People tend to judge me for being frank and tactful. I guess some of those who knows me here and outside Read knows that I sometimes become frank over serious or nonsense matters. When at work, some of my colleague would tell me to minimize my attitude of being straight to the point and being frank as they are sometimes offended to which I replied that they we're offended because they we're slap by the truth. Although I sometimes restrains myself but when it comes to serious matters especially at work I tend to forget that I am also dealing with this bad behavior of mine.
I once encounter some toxic people that when I become frank with them they get angry and then I changed for them, then one time some rich kids come at us and my toxic friends told me to use my ugly behavior over those rich pals, ugh

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Do you think that good things come after suffering?

I thing yes. I mean we all had different sufferings right and all those hardships will put to good use in the future. Not that you get to suffer for the rest of you life, you still get to harvest what you've worked hard for.

What do you want to do before you die?

Walk my son on his wedding day and have to cuddle my grandchild. I mean I want to see my son succeed on everything he do but I just want to walk him in the aisle and watch him wait for his bride since I never and don't want to experience wedding on my own.
And after the wedding come the little Timothy(if it's a boy) comes running towards his granny and wants some cuddles and kisses. Oh that would be heavenly satisfying to feel.
I didn't pressure my son since he's only five but I once told him that I want five grand kids lol!!!(excited much, I'm just good at talking at these topics lol!!)

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I was having fun answering such questions and thank you madam for the tag. Beep me again if there's any lol!!!

Thank you so much for coming up to the end.

Be blessed and be a blessing!
@mommykim