Hah! Rough Day

September 23, 2021

Gloomy!

11:50 pm
I plan not to publish anything since I don't feel like writing but I suddenly open read cash and started typing. Being used to publish every night became my habit so yeah I will just share what happened to me this day. I could say this day could be another usual day for me but it became eventful by afternoon.

My acct in Noise seems like a ghost because it has no value. I don't seem to care at first because I've experienced the worst before(experiencing four months no value and can't post anything because it always said "you are posting too fast" even though I didn't post a single one). So maybe the algorithm is having difficulties again on sensing spammers to non-spammers. I don't know what happened but I woke up last Wednesday it has no value.

Madam Jane was generous to me that she tipped most of my posts and I was happy.

We we're busy today, double the busy unlike on Monday. Something happened on the project site (Two people died from another subcontractor in an accident) so we need to gather our people and orient them again about safety to prevent such accidents to occur again. By the time I and Big Boss arrived at the office, it was already time for the online mass so we decided to order food instead of cooking so that it will cost lesser time and we can do other things.

We ordered Bibimbap from Lady Boss' fave Korean Rest. While eating we are planning to visit stores and canvass some materials for the project since we are short staff.

And then our Supervisor arrived from the site and report to Big Boss the updates. I was searching for some stores to purchase some special materials when he came to my area. The page is currently loading so I waited while writing the specs on my notes and the quantity when he suddenly says " You always have time to be lazy during this situation while we are busy going back and forth and doing manual labor, it must be great just sitting on your swivel doing nothing and not being under the sun."

I didn't react and wanted to reason out but as I sense the situation, he's on edge maybe because he came from two or three sites to do an inspection and came in the office to report progress, so I just apologized and swear to do better. I thought he'll stop but he keeps murmuring and spouting nonsense things saying he's a Supervisor and he's doing hard labor while his underling is idly sitting doing the minimal.

Minimal??????? Hah! Almost, I burst out but I just stay quiet and continued what I am doing. He turns to me and maybe he observed that I was in rage too (my ears would get reddish if I'm angry or annoyed) "what? do you have something to say? am I mistaken then? you're just sitting there while I am outside doing everything? good for you not to taste the heat of the sun because it's very cold in here..tsk.."

I didn't notice when Big Boss passed by our area because I was busy writing the materials and also checking my emails on the response I am waiting for from the suppliers, I want to cry out of anger but I just prayed and prayed not to let my anger explode. We are all on edge because of the schedule and I want to understand him in his situation but what he said just came way out of line.

Posted a rant on noise. I always say my rants on noise and even here so maybe it kinda became normal to me. Thank you baby gerl.

Lady Boss called me out and asked me to accompany her to the stores. While in the car we didn't talk. I was just looking on the outside. I don't want to cry. I don't want to show weakness. I want to be firm. So I smiled and talk about the materials with Lady Boss. Maybe she understood that I don't want to talk about what happened earlier so we only talk about the things we needed to inquire about.

We first went on the first boutique since we are looking for special stones and marbles for the resto that we are currently doing quotations for.

Purchasing is the hardest because you need to be specific on the materials you needed. You need to identify the interests of the designer by choosing such materials for this and those areas.

We also inquire about some laminates for the sidings like in the wall area or the behind the television area for the dining if ever the client wants to change it from stones to laminates so we also inquire the cost per linear meter.

Last stop before going back to the office we also look for some cubicle for the comfort rooms. Lay Boss is talking to the owner so I just stroll on the store. They have many special cubicles. What I love about this set is the flooring. They use ceramic tiles around the area of the cubicles.

We came back to the office and our supervisor already went home. Big Boss told me that I did what's best and not talked back at our supervisor. He also added that he explained to the supervisor that I was not a lazy frog because I'm doing the best I can to finish the task given to me. I can't even sip my coffee ugh.

I silently thank God for giving me a cup full of patience. I also message him and say my apologies. Although I was the one being hurt by the words he said I don't want to end the day having grudges on other people especially my co-workers. I don't want to sleep at night with a heavy heart. I am also thankful to my boss because they knew how to handle things like these.

Glad we cleared up the misunderstandings before it gets worst.

Do you experience being awfully accused as lazy? What did you do to correct it?

Hah! I thought I couldn't publish anything today but it seems like I can't let the day go without doing one.

oh I am just ranting I guess.. thanks for stopping by..

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Fin!