'Ex I never had

September 19, 2021

This song was realeased just a few days ago and I only discovered this earlier when my big sisters ask me to play some trendy songs.

And as a very obedient youngest I am 🤣 I played some songs for them while my phone is connected to the speaker.

Upon looking at the playlist Lalisa came in first😍.And Ed Sherran also have a new song yay.. I downloaded the playlist so that I can play it offline☺ And when I heard the song "ex I never had" i look my phone and saw that it was sung by my hubby LANY🤣🤣.

And then I thought to myself if ever I had an ex I never had. I misunderstood the title so what I posted in noise is not relevant😂😂.

apologise for my crazy willy mind. I misinterpreted the title and the song 🤣🤣

I shared this with @ExpertWritter about this one person whom I have flings with before since she asked about my experiences on relationships😏😏😏

I had this one fine man that I can actually say an Ex I never had.

We met in a get together,way back year 2018,we are introduced with each other by a common friend and actually we clicked. I thought I will only meet him once that time since I only attended that event for attendance purposes😂. He's good looking and taller than me. So we chatted longer that night and exchanged laughters and giggles. I became a teenager that night👩🏻.

And here I thought we'll only met once but he sent me a friend request but until now I never accepted his friend request😂😂.. I am nkt chosy I just don't want to. And then he request to send me a message and I accepted it. He ask why I didn't confirm his request. I just told him I am a private person🤭🤭.

We exchange messages for days and months up until he decided to meet again. Since he was friendly enough so I agreed to it. We met and dine and talk as usual,and then he asks me if he can court or pursue me.

I told him I don't fancy couples same as I don't fancy marriages so I don't want expectations. He understands and told me that we can still hang out as close friends.He is insisting that he's courting me for years,already ever since he said he'd pursue me😂😂🤣

We went to places in the city. He lives far away but he exerts efforts to come see me after work. I always had a hectic time and he is the one adjusting with my schedule.We go to resto, there was one time we quarreled over paying bills. I told him it will be my treat that time because it'sy payday but he already paid. We argued until we got out and he just kept on smiling while I am in rage because I thought about treating him for that night.

The set up of us meeting and eating together didn't stop until pandemic last March 2020. So imagine we've been going out for soong but we are just friends close friends to be exact. We hold hands like normal couples do but no label. He never insited but I know he wants it to be official but I firmly said NO. I only feel like he's a close brother to me but I never said it out loud.

Earlier this year I told him to meet new people and stop expecting from me. I told him that there will never be us inthe future for my heart didn't open up eventhough we've been going out for a while. So he told me " Ouch,I was dumped again and again and still my heart longs for you" cringy but I just told him to find happiness in others.

Date nights is always nice when you have a little fun together😎

Up until now we're still in contact but rarely interacts because I am busy in work, family and also here in and in Noise.

I can totally tell we broke up but we never been together. Silly you may say I am but I am just like that when men came in to be a part of my life. I didn't feel the sparks or fire so I say maybe after my son gets married that I can say I can be happy with another man again.

Aigoooooo that was one hella story. I also remember those times though😁😁.

Do you have a person you can say an Ex you never had??? Do share them in the comments..

And I will be back to work tomorrow aigoooo..So I can read all my unread articles also tomorrow at work😁😁😁

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Keep safe and God Bless!

Fin!