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@kneelyrac in June 2022

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I really like Snow App, it makes my freckles less visible. Huehue. Anyway, my face is still chunky, and I only have 1 month and 16 days to lose more weight.

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I bought 250g of Pistachio for my rolled oats. Guess what, I've been eating it whenever I'm hungry. And now, I'm eating this ice cream because Pistachio is 💚.

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My table is a mess, but I do like it. It just shows I did something today other than work. So yeah, I start studying today, and I'm setting some June goals.

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I ordered an L-shaped sofa in Abenson online. I don't have cash here, I only have coins worth 23 PHP. When I was done signing the receipt, one of them told me that the guard house asked for a gate pass. I was thinking it's the same with Shopee, Foodpanda, and GrabFood, 10 PHP. Guess what, it's worth 50 PHP!!!! I called Antoni if he has money on his GCASH because this girl is erbop. Thankfully, he still has an extra, and the staff has a GCASH account. If only I could carry…

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What an odd pair, jjajangmyeon and iced coffee. I'm tempted to order a fruit tea, by the way. But this girl is broque already. Plus I need to pay the third one's tuition fee. Her course has a required summer class. 🙄

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Bought these sandals in CLN Shopee Mall because my pair of sandals gave up on me already. I decided to avail buy two for 1299 and then will give the other pair to my mother when I go home this coming July. Unfortunately, the store sent me the wrong sizes, size 40 instead of size 39. Hayssss I already raised my concern and hopefully, I'll have the correct sizes by next week.

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After 5 years, finally, my best friend, residing in Texas with her family, is coming home! She messaged me today asking to contact the lounge at the airport for a reservation. I am sooooo excited about meeting the babies! Can't wait to listen to AJ's British accent, courtesy of Peppa Pig. Hahaha. I'll wait for June 17 to meet with them since I can't go home to Lanao del Norte. Too bad the other bestie is in Cebu City and can't go home, as well.

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I added Matcha Almond milk to my pancakes, and I was like, "Ahm... It's supposed to be green, right?" But of course, I was just talking to myself. 😅 I can't imagine if someone answered. Anyway, my classmate in college wants to eat in Samgyupsalamat. Me is shookt. RIP, diet.

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My team lead was delighted knowing that I have possible new best friends from another team, who are currently checking the documentation. Last week... Team Lead: Okay, Caryl will have a new best friend. Hahaha. Are you ready? Me: It's fine with me, by the way. It's good that they will help checking the docs. Today... Him: I am furious with the changes. Furious to the point I am using this question again: Any reason why? Hahahahaha. I keep on reminding him that he should…

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I am surprised, sad, and at the same time, furious about the bad and sudden news I have received tonight. It reminded me of my experience way back in 2017. I was traumatized, humiliated, heartbroken, and bitter for more than a year. This is unacceptable. But who are we? We are just mere employees.

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Edit: It's a Chinese word for big brother. Okay, okay. Now, I know. 😅 Does anybody here know what 'ahia' means? I've been seeing that word everywhere and Mr. Google's answers are quite confusing.

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I went out today, with Antoni, to buy fruits and vegetables. I guess my Bisaya accent is still noticeable that the fruit vendor started talking in Bisaya. Her: Pila naman ni tanan bi. (Was talking to herself about how much is total) Her: Naa kay tres? (Asked me if I have 3 PHP) Me: Tres? Kajot lang te...Antoni, naa kay tres? ( Told her to wait for a while then I asked Antoni if he has 3 PHP) Her: Ayaw nalang. Kani nalang. Sukli no kay 343? Tama? (Told me nvm with 3 PHP and…

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My first Shopee 6.6 budol is here. If you've been with me since December, you'll know what this is. 🙈 Good morning! 🌻

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My lunch for today: cucumber with white onion and tomatoes, and a dressing composed of apple cider vinegar, olive oil, maple syrup, black pepper, and parsley. Then I paired it with a hard-boiled egg and a Matcha Almond milk.

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I opened my Facebook account because Antoni sent me a link to Python Programming Free Training. Unfortunately, only from CARAGA region repapeeepz are the target participants for the said training. Since I am already on Facebook, I was in maritessing mode, then I came across a post with a screenshot of Raissa Robles' tweet. It's really saddening that most people in the North see the South as a place full of terrorists. That is why it was heartwarming to see Kulas trip to…

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The first self-help book that I bought. I plan to start buying and reading books like this for self-growth. Also, my target June reads are four books only, but I will try my very best to be a beast and devour five books or more. I'm open to recommendations. 😊

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It was my first time doing an exercise at midnight. And the result? I can't sleep even though I was tired. I tried writing and reading blogs but my mind can't focus. I forced myself to have a good night sleep and got knockout around 4 AM. Surprisingly, I don't feel tired and sleepy today.

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Last week, my team leader assigned me a task. It took me almost a week to research and then finalized the output. When I submitted it, he said that he liked the PowerPoint that I made and teased me with bla bla bla. Then last night, he had a meeting with the other team leads, and then he sent this screenshot to me with a caption: Great job, Caryl! I didn't know what to reply, so I responded "Kachar ui!". Compliments make me feel awkward, but I am happy tho. Good job, self.…

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Yesterday was cheat day. I can't have a cake, so pizza it is. I ordered thin-crust Spanish & Freta pizza.

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Palapa (Muslim condiment) and Cheddings from Iligan City. Thanks to my thesis adviser. 😁 Sadly, he forgot to bring pastel. Tsk2.

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Anthony called just to tell me to check my Messenger. So when I checked it, he told me that Kuya (our senior in college, but a ComEng) is looking for me. Today is baptismal of his son and Anthony is one of the godfathers. My thesis adviser and my close classmate in college are there, too. They wanted me to come but I don't have a pair of decent sandals and a nice dress to wear for that formal event. All I have is a pair of slippers and lots of shorts, cycling, and big…

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Anthony called me that he is coming over together with my thesis adviser and my close college classmate. At that time, I was on a video call with my close guy classmate in high school. I immediately said bye to him and rushed myself to prepare. When they arrived, I was also done preparing and washing the dishes. Huehue.

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Finally! I have rolled oats again. That's why my late lunch - at 3 PM, 19 hours fasting - is rolled oats with chia seeds, almond milk, yogurt, cranberries, and banana. Also, it's already visible that I lose weight. Me is happ. 😊 I'm still quite far with my goal weight but laban! Anyway, happy independence day, Pinas 🇵🇭

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It slipped through my mind that I was supposed to greet one of my classmates yesterday. June 11 is her birthday and I just realized it's already June 12. 🥺 So I messaged her and she was like, "Thank you, Ling...And palihog ko upload na saato laag, please lang." 🤣 (Said thank you, and in her last message, she added that I should upload already our photos.) It's been a very, very long while since I uploaded photos on Facebook, even Instagram. So I told her that I posted some…

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I drank coffee (equivalent to 2 cups) before midnight struck because I plan to write three blogs before sleep. One down, two more to go. Lezzgoo!

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So yesterday, I went out to buy a big gallon of water. I didn't know that 2 blocks away, there's a store selling and refilling water. I had to carry that heavy gallon 12 blocks away from my unit. 😅 Vendor: Isasalin po ba? Me: Ahhh, ano po yung salin? Vendor smiled and grabbed the gallon. Me: Ah wait. I want to transfer the water. Napa-english tuloy ako. 😑 Word of the day yesterday: salin.

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It feels like summer today. Weather like this makes me want to plunge either into Timoga Spring Pool or into Tinago Falls. I want that icy-cold refreshing dip! 🥺

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When Antoni's colleague came first before him... Uhmmm. 😅 So I told him Antoni is waiting in front of the chapel to meet the others. 😅 This colleague told Antoni that we were classmates and groupmates in electromag subject. Unfortunately, I can't remember him. Haha. I just know that he's a computer engg. Anyway, I just took a bath and I'm already drenched in sweat. 😣

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That's our dinner a while ago. Antoni bought roasted chicken and liempo, while Patrick and Carl brought pineapple juice, rice, and adobong atay sa baboy (pork liver). There were five of us and another one joined 2 hours later.

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My first meal of the day: cucumber with tomato, white onion, and an egg. I lose a total of 3.3 kg already. Huehue. I still have a long way to go. The target month to achieve my weight goal is on August. But I'm going home this July and not sure if I can control my intake. Unless I tell mama and nana (my grandma) not to cook delicious food. 😆

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Snack time: wheat bread with strawberry jam and a Matcha Almond milk. On a diet, but I still don't like to deprive myself. Fasting, eating in moderation, and sweating are the key. Sa Bisaya pa, tilaw-talaw lang gud ta ani mga seswa. 😆

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So I learn something today. And also, I'm using Docusaurus because of my current task, and the icon is too cute to handle. 🤩 Anyway, I made a sikwate because of the bed weather, and I'm still working. Unfortunately, I didn't like the taste. I prefer the tablea Ate @syrahjean brought when she went to Cebu City from Surigao. I forgot the name but I am pretty sure I will recognize the packaging.

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I want to write a blog, but this back pain is killing me. Like seriously. 😖 I badly need hilot (the traditional massage).

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Yesterday, I applied for a job position in a semiconductor company. And now, I was told that the team lead might interview me one of these days, purely circuit analysis. I thought it will be an exam because I'm confident I can answer it. But an interview? I.AM.TOTALLY.FREAKING.OUT. Job interview never fails to make me feel this way. Anthony told me to relax, and I replied, What is relax? Like I really can't relax and my mind can't function well. How am I supposed to live…

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My stupidity on this day will haunt me forever. I am disappointed and embarrassed with myself today, and I want to cheer myself up with this buko shake. But after a few minutes since my last sip, I'm back to square one. Should I buy my comfort food? Ah, wait. I'll just save this for tomorrow. I can't wait to see my bff.

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I think she is trying to comfort me by showcasing her beauty and also to tell me that I will still shine amid the darkness.

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There will be a power shortage from 1 AM until the sun is out (I don't know the exact time). I want to sleep but it seems like I don't know how.

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I will try to finish my task today so I can go to Manila and meet my bff and the kiddos before they go back to Texas tomorrow.

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I was hoping to become The Flash yesterday. The plan was to meet my bff and the kiddos at 4 PM. Unfortunately, I had to finish one task, and then an error came up. My team lead decided to have a team viewer with me, so I got out of the house pretty late already. Antoni was the first to arrive. Well, he was riding their company's shuttle. I wanted him to meet them first but he won't since he hasn't met my bff or her husband. I was hoping he would say yes because the husband…

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Loud noises scare the doggos. How much more if it is a thunderstorm? One neighbor has a caged doggo and didn't even bother to cover the cage when it started pouring. He's scared and can't sit still, so I put a cover on the front and talked him to sit behind the cover. The owner saw me and didn't even bat an eye. The other neighbor, their doggo is leashed outside their house and is barking nonstop. Why am I surrounded by this kind of people????????

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I forgot to add the required numbering for every commit message. I was so close to asking my thesis adviser because he mentioned amend, squash, and force push when I shared my lutang moments every git push I did. I had a cold sweat while doing the commands. I was too afraid the repository would be a mess. But my luck is with me! Yay!

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Done with work. Good night world! PS. I'd like to remove my back. This back pain is killing me.

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My youngest sister, who loves to play genshin impact and watch anime, forwarded me a message with the list of honors in their class. She's top 2. I'm a proud Ate.

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Not getting younger anymore... Me: Wait, where is my eyeglass? Continued working without the eyeglass. A few minutes later... Me: Oh, here it is! 🙄

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I was supposed to break the fast at 1:50 PM but was preoccupied with this and that, so I ended up eating past 2:30 PM. I decided to have oatmeal with yogurt, Almond milk, cranberries, and apple. I'll probably eat chicken with broccoli tonight. I cooked one last night, and it was good. Good job, self. Also, I'm flaunting my Matcha-inspired keycaps!

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The initial plan was to cook chicken with broccoli for dinner. But me having a not-so-good day became lazy so I ended up cooking a simple dish - two eggs with lamas - tomato, onion, garlic, pepper, and parsley. Trying to relax by reading a fantasy book. After this, I will have a 20-min yoga and 30-min workout. And before I sleep, I will try my very best to write a blog on Hive and an article on Read.

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I was so close to my target weight when I took this photo - just three more kilos to burn. I even wore my 1st-year college shirt, which was more than 7 years ago at that time. Huehue. And if I was able to achieve my target weight, it's toning time for the muscle. But then... 🙄 Oh well, it's hard to get back in shape and be fit again. But I will get there. Soon. 😁

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Napaka-annoying talaga ng mga taong nasa labas lang ng bahay nila yung aso. Kahit umuulan, nasa labas parin. Kahit konting compassion lang kasi may buhay din naman sila. Kung sila kaya maging aso? Kung hindi nalang kaya mag-alaga ng mga aso? Urrrghh!

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First, my BFF gave me an HP book before she migrated to Texas. Then it was followed by a Marauder's map umbrella on her first Balikbayan box. And now that she came home with her husband and the kiddos, she gave me a wand and a book. Both her and the other bestie residing in Cebu City love to spoil me, like really.

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The other week, I sent money for the third's tuition fee. And yesterday, I sent again for the second sis tuition fee. And now she called me that the money I sent is not enough because of the 3,000 PHP plus for the yearbook. I paid almost 2k the last sem for the yearbook, and another 3k to be paid. Does that mean the year book is worth 5k PHP??? I'm literally penniless today. I can't ask for money from my parents since they are the one who pay the bills at home (except for…

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Problem solved. I can now eat my late lunch peacefully - toasted wheat bread with cream cheese and strawberry syrup then paired with an iced coca drink. It's Friday already. May we all have a great and still productive weekend ahead. 😊

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Period is coming because I'm too emotional and annoyed at myself. I want to eat something but I don't know what that something is. I also accidentally bumped my swollen big toe; the pain is tolerable but my tears are flowing like waterfalls. PMS is tough.

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My sister, the third one, was the first in line. She waited more than an hour before the opening of the ticket selling. Then she called me as I have instructed her last night to call me 15 minutes before noon. When it was her turn already, she checked the site and the tickets are already sold out. I am pretty sure there are hoarders (resellers) out there, who buy tickets and sell them at a much higher price. Tsk!

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For the whole afternoon, I kept on refreshing the sm ticket site nonstop. I was even kicked out from the site twice and back to queue. The tickets were all unavailable, but I didn't stop pressing F5. When the slots are available again, I immediately select the seat as fast as I could. I was about to click the Confirm button, but it became unavailable! It happened to me three times. What sorcery is this? I believe my net is fast, but why? Maybe others can click five times in…

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Ordered a humidifier and it arrived this morning. I tested it right away if it works and it does. But I don't like the scent of the two free essential oils - lavender and lemon. I need eucalyptus or mint in my life, prolly the same scent as Omega. 😅

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I didn't notice that it was dark already, then a few minutes later, the rain started pouring. And I immediately checked the doggos of my neighbor. Neighbor right took their doggo inside their house. Very good! My stare-at their-doggo every time I passed by worked. They are Bisaya, too. Guess they heard me saying something about their dog. Neighbor left's daughter was outside enjoying the rain. The dog immediately looked at me as if he was asking for my help. I called the…

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May isang babae na hindi nakatulog. Ano na? Nakalimutan na ata kung paano matulog. 😒 Good morning 🌻

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I used the humidifier this morning when I was about to sleep. A couple of minutes had passed, and my breathing started to become ragged and a little bit painful. I was not even wheezing, but it felt like something is blocking my trachea. Thankfully, I still have one nebule left for my nebulizer. I know my body well; I was so sure my inhaler will be ineffective since I can hardly hold my breath for 10 seconds. And now, I have a headache. I am not sure if it was all because of…

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What a cold evening! And I'm craving takoyaki and fruit tea. 🥺 Anyway, I'm almost done with this book. Hopefully, I will finish this tonight.

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I almost forgot the training, but I did forget to read the materials. Hehe It's already 2:31 PM, and there are ten docs to read.

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I can't handle spray paint. It's too strong for my very, very sensitive nose. Last week, I asked Anthony to look for a darker shade of green (spray paint) to pair with my Matcha keycaps. I sent him a picture of the color that I want. Matcha and Green are my two faves, and tadaaaa... Isn't she beautiful?