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How are you, October? Struggles and How I Overcome It. **November 02, 2021** According to Lucille Ball, everything else will fall into place if you love yourself first. To get anything done in this world, you have to love yourself.

October was a prosperous month for me; **not in the financial aspect** but **more on personal development and enjoyment.**   Some of you may notice that I became inactive here for the whole month. If you will browse my feed, my last upload is September 14. That’s freaking crazy hahaha. I never thought that I could do that; leaving the platform for an entire whole month without peeking on it. This is why you seldom see me in your notifications or comment section. I also forgot to renew my sponsorships and to be honest I also forgot some of their usernames lol hahaha.  On the other hand, I am most active in noise.cash. I post some updates about the NFT game I invested in, some happenings with my daily lives, opinions, and other sh!tty stuff that I can think of.  I’m not gonna lie that I still need money, and writing here and making noise is the best way to earn money. Thanks to the people behind these amazing projects and they’re helping a lot of people to cope up with the effects of the pandemic.  I created an article before where I am planning to stop writing. But since SLP is going to hell and it is already not that profitable, **I have no choice but to take back what I said in the last article** where I said I will stop writing and will focus more on playing. I think no one can replace these two platforms hahaha.  **I may or may not leave this platform.** https://read.cash/@kli4d/i-may-or-may-not-leave-this-platform-e1a4f77a Anyways, one of the reasons why I temporarily halt in writing is because of the **state of my mental health.** I also had a massive writer's block where it looks like I forgot how to write, and no ideas are coming to my head. I still tried to write by opening my Google docs and looking at it for almost half an hour but there’s nothing happening. So this is the time where I decided to let myself rest for a while.  During the era of my inactiveness, I decided to check my friends and get in touch with them. Considering that I focused too much on the crypto verse, my relationship with them has deteriorated. So I used my free time to message them one by one, talk to them and ask them how’s their life. My time is well spent since I learned some gossips, lessons and advice from them. I also tried to test my flirting skills since it's getting bad already, lol just kidding! I just tried to use Omegle to talk to other people. I am doing this to practice my social and talking skills. However, by an unexpected chance, I met this guy who's a year younger than me. We vibin and we still talk until today. We are already two months old; still in the talking stage and share the same feelings. *Minsan lang ako maging maharot pagbigyan nyo na, charot.*  This month is also the month where I got vaccinated. Right away after I got my shot, I accepted the birthday invitation of my friend. This pandemic has stolen a lot of my teenage years, so why not take the risk of getting COVID-19, lol. I left the house at 6 pm to go to the designated meet up place.

We enjoyed the whole night. Until now I can’t explain the happiness I felt at that time; I am still left speechless. All I can say is it's worth it and I will do it again.  I got home at 3 am in the morning. Luckily, my parents didn't scolded me which is a bit weird since they’re strict. I think they just let me enjoy the night considering that I was jailed in this house for several months because of the pandemic.  **Final remarks:** For the whole month of October, I only allotted my time for myself. I realized that I am too serious on achieving my goals and begging for validations from other people. To be honest, it is exhausting and maybe that’s the reason why I lose interest in writing. And maybe the only thing I need for a while is to enjoy things that I enjoy back then. I overcome my struggle by loving and giving time to myself.

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