November 02, 2021
According to Lucille Ball, everything else will fall into place if you love yourself first. To get anything done in this world, you have to love yourself.
October was a prosperous month for me; not in the financial aspect but more on personal development and enjoyment.
Some of you may notice that I became inactive here for the whole month. If you will browse my feed, my last upload is September 14. That’s freaking crazy hahaha. I never thought that I could do that; leaving the platform for an entire whole month without peeking on it. This is why you seldom see me in your notifications or comment section. I also forgot to renew my sponsorships and to be honest I also forgot some of their usernames lol hahaha.
On the other hand, I am most active in noise.cash. I post some updates about the NFT game I invested in, some happenings with my daily lives, opinions, and other sh!tty stuff that I can think of.
I’m not gonna lie that I still need money, and writing here and making noise is the best way to earn money. Thanks to the people behind these amazing projects and they’re helping a lot of people to cope up with the effects of the pandemic.
I created an article before where I am planning to stop writing. But since SLP is going to hell and it is already not that profitable, I have no choice but to take back what I said in the last article where I said I will stop writing and will focus more on playing. I think no one can replace these two platforms hahaha.
Anyways, one of the reasons why I temporarily halt in writing is because of the state of my mental health. I also had a massive writer's block where it looks like I forgot how to write, and no ideas are coming to my head. I still tried to write by opening my Google docs and looking at it for almost half an hour but there’s nothing happening. So this is the time where I decided to let myself rest for a while.
During the era of my inactiveness, I decided to check my friends and get in touch with them. Considering that I focused too much on the crypto verse, my relationship with them has deteriorated. So I used my free time to message them one by one, talk to them and ask them how’s their life. My time is well spent since I learned some gossips, lessons and advice from them.
I also tried to test my flirting skills since it's getting bad already, lol just kidding! I just tried to use Omegle to talk to other people. I am doing this to practice my social and talking skills. However, by an unexpected chance, I met this guy who's a year younger than me. We vibin and we still talk until today. We are already two months old; still in the talking stage and share the same feelings. Minsan lang ako maging maharot pagbigyan nyo na, charot.
This month is also the month where I got vaccinated. Right away after I got my shot, I accepted the birthday invitation of my friend. This pandemic has stolen a lot of my teenage years, so why not take the risk of getting COVID-19, lol. I left the house at 6 pm to go to the designated meet up place.
We enjoyed the whole night. Until now I can’t explain the happiness I felt at that time; I am still left speechless. All I can say is it's worth it and I will do it again.
I got home at 3 am in the morning. Luckily, my parents didn't scolded me which is a bit weird since they’re strict. I think they just let me enjoy the night considering that I was jailed in this house for several months because of the pandemic.
Final remarks:
For the whole month of October, I only allotted my time for myself. I realized that I am too serious on achieving my goals and begging for validations from other people. To be honest, it is exhausting and maybe that’s the reason why I lose interest in writing.
And maybe the only thing I need for a while is to enjoy things that I enjoy back then. I overcome my struggle by loving and giving time to myself.
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Good to see you back. I myself have not been as active this past month here in read but I was more active in making noise too.