Living A Boring Life

This article was already in my draft for almost a month, but I just transferred it recently due to my busyness. That's why most of the contents that I'm sharing is originally written earlier than you expected. Anyway, how I wish that I'm living a rich lifestyle where I don't need to live like this? I don't know why, but my mind is much occupied with my future. My only center of attention is my future which I needed to work in the present, and I didn't realize that I'm living the most boring life na.

Just to illustrate my life outside the virtual world, I can say that it is quite boring. It feels like that I'm born to have an ugly appearance like this. I have a dark-colored skin since I'm easy to get dark, I also have crooked teeth and dark gums even I'm not smoking, fat body since eating is my main comfort zone, and any other attributes which you can't find pleasing to your eyes. Aside from that, I also don't prefer to talk much verbally, and I am not confident enough to face in public.

To sustain my never-ending needs, I need to grind, to study daily, and to do my responsibilities. I already written an article about my daily responsibilities or obligation in my notebook, and I wrote it in the middle of the night. Personally, my main opponent in writing daily on read.cash is the time, and I can only write after 10 PM where all of the people in house is already sleeping.

Back to the topic, in our Filipino culture, it's not different that we're required to follow our parents as a sign of respect even we don't like it. Unlike to others, they can almost do whatever they want without restrictions. But here I am, living a rotten potato. How I wish living a life on my own without minding other relatives complimenting my daily routines, haha...

Byt somehow, instead of being jealous, I only used it as a motivation to come up with a better version of myself. Just trusting the process of my endeavor, and I know that I will be contented just like them even I'm late to accomplish it.

By the time of writing, I remember our Coach in the AxieBCH community. He is just 16 years old along with his friends, but his life is almost free like damn. He has a nice body since he's always going on the gym, and I feel like we have a huge gap in terms of wealth, maturity, and appearance. How I wished I'm also have that kind of attribute even I know that I only have a late glow-up. Anyway, at least I'm still proud on who I am even there's a part of me thinking my life like them.

But in fairness, they aided me an opportunity to be the best version of me in the process of my grinding. In fact, they're the reason why I have a scholarship in both Axie Infinity and Pegaxy with a very high percentage rate. I'm so happy to be a part of this guild even I feel bothered sometimes.

Contrarily, even my life is boring, I'm still happy and hustling. You know why? It is because I'm linked, connected, and bonded with the people like you. Even I say that my life is just rotational because I need to do consecutive grinds, I can say that I am still living without depression even I look like haha. Thank you for reading.