Jealousy and Money

Admit it or not, we are sometimes envious to someone's progress that they've been chosen to the point that it will break down our system. Probably, I'm also encountering those pieces of jealousies in earning here, but I used that instead to motivate myself from attaining goals with indefinite deadlines. Certainly, I guess that I'm not the only one having that disgusting attitude since I'm a human at all.

Besides, I just thought through my inner self that the world is like a wheel since we're sometimes on up, and we're sometimes on down. In short, we're not completely consistent, and we'll also go to the point that we will experience tremendous challenges. If they are sharing their victories, we're also sharing our disappoints too. Inversely, if they're sharing their unfortunate days, then we'll also be sharing our lucky days too.

Conversely, I have a sibling who is completely jealous through my achievements in life, though he doesn't give her best from attaining what he deisres. Earning in a young age is not an excuse if he wants to earn money. As a matter of fact, I recruited him to join in Discord to trry his best to get a manager, but he's only neglecting my request.

Finally, after a few months of being hesitant to find a passive income, I finally found my niche. They offered me many benefits why should I write in this platform, and I'm already happy since I'm already found my greatest comfort zone. Definitely, this platform doubtlessly help me to achieve slowly the material things that I want to achieve in life. And if you can still remember the article about my fiat bank unboxing, you'll clearly glimpse the money the fruits of my thoughts.

As I told in the first part of the article, I opened it because of my younger brother irritation. Anyway, here is the video of my shameless published video on YouTube.

Probably, I told there that the money that I saved must be allocated through my phone purchase, but it was delayed because of my great biological mother. Obviously, she borrowed it, and she's always saying the term "babayaran ko linggo-linggo". And guess what? She didn't pay it, and she's always excusing the term poverty which I just passed out. That's the reason I don't want to withdraw my money anymore. They'll manipulate your decision, and you don't have choice but to pass it out since I barely understood why she's doing it. Besides, I'll be looked bad if I'll argue with her, you know.

Anyway, despite my mother's manipulation in my doubtless decision at buying my phone at online store, I still got what I wanted to be. After I safely got the parcel that I received last Thursday, we've been already opened the plastic bubbles that was wrapping through my phone package. Riduculously, my mother and my sibling is my main audience on unboxing the fruit of my hardships, and it seems that they are more excited rather than me.

Unfortunately, after I fixed the settings and apps that I must be installed through my phone, my mother poisoned my brother a potion of jealousy which she gradually burdened my happy life. My mother couldn't shut her mouth by telling these teasing statements which pesting my optimistic thoughts at life like, "Pauutangin mo ba 'yung kapatid mo ng 3k tapos the rest sa kaniya na lang yung perang matitira?". Definitely, I answered no since I can gradually earn it for more than 15 days, and I'm certain that my sibling will only do it for gaming. Believe me.

Because of that, they called me selfish without glimpsing the money that I gave to them. Is it really needed to be obligated to give them money just because I can earn here? Am I too selfish if I just want to think my future first? Actually, this phenomenon is making me sick, as they didn't appreciate all my gifts. Apparemtly, they're just completely toxic.

I wish that I can be independent if I'll step out on my college life, lol. Certainly, I'll still think about giving him Php. 3,000 as a surprise to his birthday. I just freakishly hate their gullible words which is pesting my healthy thoughts.

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