I'm entirely absent-minded in a nutshell yesterday, so I couldn't provide my daily consistency in writing articles, and I unarguably felt pity for it. Nevertheless, I still earned BCH by making constant noises, and I know that I still lost an opportunity to accumulate before the pump, though. Moreover, I presently hate the fact that I pressured myself to do an article due to peer pressure in our house since they're noisy as hell.
Yesterday, I was obliged to make my article in my daily grind, but I couldn't do it since I need to do other obligations. In addition, my mind was unfortunately not working by that time, so I just published late. Personally, that occurrence is not literally good for my mental health, and I couldn't help but to overthink like a rock. Anyway, I will just tell the reasons here, so I can start.
Yesterday, I was browsing multiple Tik Tok videos on my For You Page for over an hour, and I was having a hard to build an article since many thoughts are overlaying my pessimistic mind. Likewise, that occurrence made me insane to the point that I couldn't connect the dots. Nonetheless, I just needed to set it aside, so I can create and produce a better topic. But somehow, I still wasted my precious time laughing, and I left dumbfounded on the fact that I didn't have yet topic to begin.
When I already have a topic in my mind, my younger sister was relentlessly shouting on us because she didn't get what she desires. Argh, my topic that I built on my mind was gone again! Since she didn't want the video that was playing on our television, I couldn't help but to follow what she wants so she can shut up. In the end, my topic that I should ponder on that day was already devastated, and I couldn't gain it back again. An unproductive day, though.
Personally, I have a lot of possible topics that I could write in my cellphone. However, I'm not comfortable with my environment, so all of my plans are only ending in a plan.
Believe it or not, our house is one of the noisiest things that I knew due to these reasons. Firstly, my mother likes to shout on us every time she ought to bid us like sweeping the floor, wiping the dirt on windows, and washing the cups that they used. Secondly, my younger brother likes to speak gibberish languages or non-sense words which I'm easily to get stressed. Lastly, my younger sister habits to shout every time she didn't get what she wants to watch. In short, our house is kinda chaotic.
Relatively, they can't even give me the time that I undoubtedly need like concentration, silence, and being alone. You know, the pressure which you are keeping in your mind in a long run, and the only treatment that I can use to alleviate it is through writing.
Subsequently, my mother told me directly that they will go to my grandmother's house, and I was happy. However, she needs first to associate my grandmother in city proper since she will get her first dose of COVID vaccine. Unfortunately, they took a lot of time to finish the line, I take care of my siblings.
Later on, my father contacted me through Messenger, and he said that my mother will go late. Therefore, he advised me to take care of my two siblings, and prepare four hotdogs and one egg for our lunch. As usual, I cooked our meal, and I abominated the fact that my younger brother will just go outside his bed if it's already a time to eat. In other words, he's certainly a great palamunin and walang ambag sa bahay. I just utilized the conyo word to make my statement sarcastic.
My mother just went home after she went on town proper, and she immediately sanitized herself before she will hug my sibling since she's still young, though. Due to that, I abruptly went inside to check if my sibling cleaned the house and accompanied my younger sibling, but I was wrong. Honestly, I'm having a hard time to handle his broad manners, and my calm head just burst in anger due to what he has done.
To end this article, I didn't do anything and I thought that I will be productive yesterday, but it's certainly a lie. Pressure is kinda messing me off. Thanks for reading.
Hehe. Ganun ata talaga mga nanay. Naalala ko din noon bata pa ako eh nanay ko lang maingay na nakakarindi. Ang masakit pa doon eh ako lang din lagi nauutusan kasi ako babae. Tapos tatay at kuya ko mga chillax lang silang dalawa. Pero masakit yung term na palamunin at walang ambag kasi yun din ang tinatawag ko sa sarili ko. Hahaha. Nahhurt din ako kapag sinasabi ko yun sa sarili ko pero sabi nga, the truth hurts. Naiimagine ko kayo sa bahay niyo. Mamimiss mo din yan kapag nagsolo living ka na.