beneath my fingertips is a world i dream of.
To be in a place where no one knows you is the kind of dream I want to have. But I am still a student, and our life has always been in the city where we know people who can help us. So for now, the dream that I have cannot come true just yet.
But places like this, a site where you can live and share your life without the necessity of people knowing you personally, is enough. At least for now as I wait for my main dream to come true.
I will settle for sites like read cash. Sites where I can share my thoughts are like a whole new world to me. A world where I can share what I do in the real world and also make up scenarios and stories for other to enjoy as well.
Although, this cannot happen in the real world, you cannot live more than one life. But in blogging sites, you can live a life that is not just your own.
I can create a world here. I can choose what I can become, I can choose what the world I have would look like, I can choose how the world will spin, and I can choose what kind of people lives in it.
In the real world, the city smells of smoke. But in the world i will make, the city smells of flowers and the vehicles runs with use of water as fuel. The city will no longer smell of slow death and cancer, it would smell of the kind of place I would like to live in. In the world I will make, I might no longer have the wish to move away and be alone.
Because in my own version of earth, people will be kind; they do not judge you silently in their heads, when something is wrong they will let you know without making you feel small. The people in my world, are my kind of people; not prideful, and sees everyone as their equal.
Sometimes I wish that the real world could be manipulated into a better place like what I can do with my written works.
But, it's not that easy.
The change has to start with me and you but not everyone would want to do that- and I can't force them and the whole world to shift. So I will stick with writing. I will create what i want to see, what I want to have.
And writing, while I cannot live in a faraway place surrounded with nature just yet, will be enough.
At least for now.
ENDING THOUGHTS: Don't you think it's nice that we can have our own safe place just with a few scribbles? Although we cannot build a clone of us in this world to walk around, it's still nice to have ourselves and dream. And when things get a little too much, we can pause and pray and live in our litlle bubble of imagination before facing the world again.
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This is a very difficult world from the real world, because it's up to you how you decorate it. This site is like a blank book you have to write because are the author. Your dreams and thoughts are similar to mine.