I found my life's purpose

I never thought I will be writing about this for I believe my life has no meaning other than rides and motorbikes. Before, I was not sure where could life take me and will I be happy when I get there. Don't get me wrong. I was happy before but today, I am at my happiest. God gave me someone who really came from my own flesh thus, my love for her is more than I love my self. And of course, I am again talking about my little warrior, my daughter. The song, "Can't take my eyes off you" by Frankie Valley is now my favorite because it suits my daughter very well. I feel like my eyes were only made for her. Well I guess this is just a normal feeling of being a father. Isn't it?

My baby girl is growing too fast. I feel like time fies like a wink of an eye. One blink and then she is like that. I am not ready to call her big girl for I am not yet over of carrying her and kissing her tiny hands for I can't kiss her chubby cheeks. I can't believe how she grows fast when she's still a month a old.

It's true that taking care of a baby is tiring and challenging but these can't overpower the joy I felt when I see my baby smile. Before, I am not sure if I can really be a good father. There are a lot of things that I am not yet ready and there are a lot of things that I need to learn. I did not know how to carry a child, to change diapers and everything a child needs. I was afraid I will give her what she does not need. For instance she's crying because an ant or something bit her but I will mistakenly think that she's hungry. As a result her problem can't be solved and she won't stop crying be because the root of her problem was not addressed properly lol.

But then I realized I will learn everything because I am the father. Now I believe in father's instincts. All the things I believe I would not learn are now already mastered. In fact, I am enjoying everything. How can I not be? My baby is too adorable and I can't get enough of her cuteness.

I can now carry her 24/7 but then I have to let her mom have their bonding since I don't have milk whenever she's hungry lol. We also argue if Clea looks like me or her mom but I think she looks like me. What do you think? Hmm.

Yesterday, her mom decided to make fun of our little girl lol. I and her mom are both drunkards before but now, it's only me as of now because her mom can't drink alcohol for she breastfeeds our baby. We would always take a click on every precious moments with her and including the funny ones too. In fact, I have another batch of crying Clea photos in my gallery. I will make sure I get to click photos of her as she grows because I have never experienced it. My mom doesn't have any baby photos of mine so I did not get the chance to see myself as a baby, a toddler and a kid. How about you? Do you have baby pictures?

Sorry if I talk a lot about my life as a father. Fatherhood had taken all my life and I think I will be always like this. As of now, I am lying next to my baby girl because her mom is eating. I need to go again because I can't be online for long when she's still awake. I feel bad for not responding to you all here but I will make it up as soon as this angel sleeps.

Hope you have a great day!

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