@Suffer1

Life is so short Finally I'm back for so many months. I've been a user for six months but I only had one article which is my introductory and Rusty and I never had our history . So why am I not able to access my account here? Since the day my friend introduced me this platform, I forced myself to still use my old phone which is the Samsung one given by my uncle. It was his used phone for five years and since he brought a new one, he gave me the old one. The day after I made my first article here was the day my phone give up. I don't know why, onw thing I confirmed is that the phones battery is that bad so the phone gets heat immediately and my battery percentage decrease at a short time. That was one of my hurtful moment, couldn't accept that my first ever phone is gone. So what did i do to make things back here?of course I found a job. I do singing contest, dancing, and do part time jobs. I stay up all night to watch this small store I am assigned. One reason of not being here immediately is that my uncle, the one who gave me a phone, got into a car accident, and he died. This past few months was so painful for me. I lost my uncle, the one who raised me a good kid. At this age of 25 I am still into hus care and love. I miss him so much, and he will always have a place on my heart. One reason he gave me his old phone is because i told him that it could help us in regards to our basic needs, and he worked so hard to get new one. But now his no longer with me the new phone he got with his Hardwork is now what I am using. Although my mind says I wont get this since its not mine, but the thing that uncle is gone, I think I have the right for this. And I am making this for him too. So just this morning, I went outside to get some papaya for my breakfast, I heard my roommate crying, and I just knew that her father died just thus evening. Last Monday they were happy celebrating her mothers birthday from heaven, and now her father died too in a way unexpectedly. Even me, I was shock hearing the information, I wonder how painful she is in right now, all I know is that losing is a supper pain. Her pain reminds me of how my uncle died. Life is so short, we never know how and when we will met our ends, only He knows, God the one who savedus from our sins. And even though losing is painful, the fact that we only borrowed the life we have, we only have the choice of acceptance. Accept everything and let your life continue to live. Acceptance is the key to success. Have a nice day!

I am a newbie Hi guys. I am a new member here thankful to my friend who invited me to join in thjs platforms. Well this friend of mind said this platform is a very nice one. And I just think of agreeing with her. I see a lot of you here are great writer's. As what I have observed after reading more than five articles, I can say that in this platform I will encounter new friends and new stories. I also think that I will learn a lot from here some issues and about BCH. I need to learn more fron it in order for me to understand how things work here. Hi you can have my name Suffer. Why? I am that kind of person. I suffer most of the time. I suffer the most. Let me share to you here a little background of me why I can say I am a suffer person... When I was on my college, I don't have a lot friends, I mean not like the others have. They have a circle of friend. Some of my classmates do say hi to me and I do a reply. I don't usually open first for a talk, I don't know if I was just shy or this is really what my attitude is. Years has past, few of those people who used to be mu friend rejected me and that it turns out enemies. They bully me and made some issues. Starting from that day, I suffered. I got so many haters. They hurt me and treated me like a trash. Bully me and made me cry. With that I suffer from depression, Anxiety, and I even bated myself for being me. I never did wrong I am just not that kind of, who open up conversations first, I'm afraid I might be rejected. I dont want that. That was the beginning of me who used to suffer a lot. What is important to me. Family First on my list. Who else would not prioritize family right? I love spending time together with my family, go to the beach, have some beer, go to the mall, to church, camping and many more. We could have a very memorable experience together with our family. Of course happiness starts in our families. Myself Hehe myself is very important to me. I was once lost and I don't want to get lost again. I don't want ro see myself crying because of losing those people. I realized that I don't need to beg them to stay, all I need is those who understands me and so I will understand them also. My studies I am now a graduating student and I do have a lot of challenges. I do fail but I never did surrender. Failures are part of growing and so I understand. I neef to improve more my understanding with the course I am taking and so for my future I could use the knowledge and the efforts I have. I don't wsnt to waste my rime. Double time if needed. My dog If I am with my dog, I don't think of having an animal, but having a family member. His name is blue and he is very cute. He has his blue eyes and so I named him Blue. He is my best friend. Whenever I get mad and feel lone Blue is there to make me happy. Dog is a mans best friend. Do you believe in that? What I fear the most Losing someone I love Favorite food Mukbang and any other spices Favorite song Dance with my father again Favorite singer Witney Houston Favorite K-POP ground BLACK PINK BIAS- Jisoo Favorite fruit All Favorite pet Dog I guess that will be all guys. I hope I can get allng with youe. I would love to met new friends here. Have a great day everyone. Keep safe everyone. Do not expose yourself too mjch outside, covid 19 is still there.our safety is at top of priorities. Se lets be practical in choosing what to do. Have a nice day. Suffer ❤