Heartbeat at first read I

Disclaimer: This is a work of fiction. Unless otherwise indicated, all the names, characters, businesses, places, events and incidents in this article are either the product of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental.

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The book looks old and the cover is very weird. I was going to ignore it but I changed my mind and carried it with me and if you will ask me why, I don't know either, maybe because it's a book? Or maybe my eyes were captivated by the moon inscribed on it.

"Having this kind of feeling is very unusual to me. I mean, I know this but I never experienced it before. It is beautiful indeed yet too painful. Uncertainties are always there but no matter how I try to avoid things, I can't help but feel the excitement whenever I can spend my time with you. The heart will keep on beating so fast like there's a race and it's just like magic that you will appear whenever I want to walk with you. It was like the first time that I try to read the emotions behind your gazes and one thing is for sure, there's a heartbeat at first read."

I closed the book. So it's not really a book but a diary of someone?! No wonder why it looks so weird.

Something like smiling while washing the dishes and he suddenly popped up in your head. You snapped it when you realize what you're doing, and then you keep on smiling! What in the world? Geeez, the author must be so in love, eh?

I mostly express what I really feel, what are my thoughts and what are the things that keep on bugging me before not until my feelings were neglected for the first time and after that, I decided to let go and remove the butterflies. I went outside to look up at the sky, waiting for the stars to show up but I can't see anything except the moon that lights the darkness of the night.

It was me and my thoughts again. Wondering why there is some point in your life when you need to choose between the stars or the scars.

Stars and Moon are so beautiful, the luminosity of it pointed the light in the sky. I look in my dream just like the stars above that are shining beautifully but so damn hard to reach. Like hey, I can see it but what should I do to reach it? Should I get my rocket ship? there are so many things in my mind that popped up but the thing is I don't know where to start.

We know it’s a rare thing and it makes us feel special, we think it’s either luck, destiny, a sign that something big is going to happen, etc. What could it be?

I will let you hanging for now🙂 see you on my my next update.

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Author's Note:

Article #98  (September 27, 2021)

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