Blog : 102-5th
Date : June 08,2022
Time : 12:08pm

I am always been proud of myself for raising my daughter alone for 13 years. Anyway, I am writing this 2nd part of the Questions about Feelings and Emotions. It was originally from sis @GarrethGrey07 if you wish to read her version just click meeeh. So let's start.

Are you mad at anyone? Who and why?

To be honest I am mad at myself. I am mad because of all the impulsive decisions that I've made. Now I end up being miserable because of those impulsive decisions.

Talk about something you did that you are proud of.

I am proud of myself for standing up for my decision when the father of my daughter wants to abort my baby. I was just 17 years old at that time when I ask him what he will do if I got pregnant, He then told me to abort it, I told him I will never do that, I rather raise my baby alone than commit that mortal sin.

I was been a single mom for 13 years and I was able to raise my child alone with the help of our Almighty God. I am proud that I raise a wonderful and loving daughter alone.

Talk about the time when you were really scared.

I was really scared when the time I knew that my daughter's father is not willing to face his responsibility. I was scared if I can raise my child alone. I was still young at that time and I don't know if I can be able to raise my child alone. I don't even know how I will face my daughter one day if she will ask me where is her father.

Are you bored or busy these days? Why?

I guess both. I am busy at home doing my responsibility as a mom, especially this time that my son is not feeling well at the same time I am bored at work because my mind is a bit messed up this time, can't still figure out things that have been happening lately. As much as I wanted to be more active in both noisecash and readcash but my min is not cooperating. I didn't have enough sleep for straight two nights already because my son is sick and he's been being so clingy and fussy at night. He is having a hard time breathing because of his asthma.

Do you feel comfortable when you speak English? Why? Why not?

Hmmm. It depends on the place where I have to speak English but honestly, I am more comfortable speaking English than speaking Tagalog because Tagalog words are way longer to pronounce or to say than in English.

When you are angry do you ever shout, throw things or break things?

Yes, especially when I am totally angry, like when I am fed up with everything.

I throw and break things before when I get mad just like when I get mad with my ex -LIP I was trying to contact him because he suddenly walk out and leave me after we had a confrontation, I tried to call him and I can't reach his phone so out of my frustration and anger I smashed my phone on the ground. It was my first time doing that terrible thing in life. Of course, I regret what I did.

What are you interested in? What things interest you?

I am interested in reading love stories these past few days. The thing that I am interested in is doing some side hustles while working. Since I work in a computer shop and internet speed is a bit faster so it's a great opportunity to find some side hustles while working. That way I can have some extra money.

Do you have any 'pet peeves? Does anything drive you crazy?

Yes, I have 'pet peeves. When someone asks me more than twice. I don't know but if someone asks me more than twice already it annoys me. Also, when someone I just know or someone I don't know or not close to asks me a lot of questions, I hate being interrogated. It annoys me also when people ask me stup*d questions.

Ending thoughts

This kind of article saves my day, especially since I can't still focus on writing as I don't have enough sleep for two consecutive nights. I hope you enjoy reading this article and see you next time familice.

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