Today let's try to talk about my feelings and emotions throughout this prompt that I actually got from Pinterest. And since I don't wanna waste your precious time, let's begin...

Are you an emotional person? Do you ever cry or get angry?

Honestly, I'm kind of emotional person. I tend to cry even if I am angry. I am very much sensitive. Sometimes I can't hold back my tear's, I can't even explain my side as I am being swallowed by too much emotion. But sometimes I can also be an angry person. Depends on what things makes me angry, charrr hahahaha

Talk about a happy memory you have.

I was at my teenage years that time. We are already living near to my aunt's and uncles place, which my fathers siblings, we always have a family get together during Christmas Eve. We used to celebrated the Christmas Eve in our home and when the time hits the 12 o'clock, each one of us will greet each other with exchanging gifts and then we started to have a lot of fun. Dancing and singing our favourite songs. Eating foods.

The old family members are happy remembering how they use to celebrate their Christmas Eve during their time, while the younger ones are busy playing their favourite games. The whole night was filled of joy and happiness,

But that was all before and it's only now part of one of my happy memories.

What do you think is exciting?

Seeing the crypto market rapidly recovering. Hahahahahha. Who wouldn't feel excited about it? Imagine you woke up one of these day's and you'll see the crypto market is already in bull ? Won't you feel excited to see your investment recovering? I think you'll jump up with joy if this thing's happen soon.

One more thing is seeing each one of us being successful.

Have you ever been embarrassed? When was it? What happen?

Lol. Yes! I have been embarrassed in a public place. And that was year 2015.

So what happen is, I was in front of the MLhuillier pawnshop that time together with my best friend as I am going to collect the money that my brother has sent to me as my allowance. I saw the sign saying that it was open but I didn't think that I am in the wrong area, I thought that was the open door and so I walk as I was about to go inside, then *Splaattt* .

All the people from inside was all shocked as I bumped into the glass and my face got squished and it cause a loud sound. I was literally embarrassed that time as I have seen from their faces that they wanted to burst into laughter but they don't want me to feel embarrassed and so they are trying so hard to hold their laughter just for me to feel comfortable inside.

But we eventually all burst into laughter as my best friend literally laugh out loud because of how I look like. She don't even pretend that she didn't saw it and so I also laugh and everyone follows. Lol.

Is there anything that you feel nervous about these day's?

Well it was when the weather is freaking scary. Like what happen yesterday. I was really nervous with the loud sound of thunder and lightning. I've been scared of it since I was a kid and so I always felt nervous whenever there's a thunder and lightning.

Another thing is when my son just suddenly cried. I was worried that maybe our cat bite him or he might got scratch from her and so I literally run over him, specially if I was busy in the kitchen. Honesty his cry makes me feel nervous.

When was the last time you were really unhappy?

The last time was last year, when I found out that my sister was being played by her ex-live in partner. I wasn't really happy to think that her partner cheats on her after all the sacrifices that she does for their family as my sister don't deserve being cheated.

Is there anything you are tired of doing? What is it?

Yes! Budgeting and thinking about the food that I must prepare for us! Lol. I'm so sick of budgeting and thinking about what viands should I cook each meal as I am not good in cooking and budgeting as well.

Talk about a time when you felt really tired.

Every time I do our laundry and at the same my son is having his tantrums. I really can't finish my laundry immediately as I needed to entertain my son until he felt sleepy or else our neighbors would thought that I am not a good mom to my son as I let him cry. You know judgemental people's mindset are toxic. Lol. This is the time where I felt really tired because he sometimes go to sleep in the afternoon and since I am only washing our laundry manually, it took me hour's before I finished it and so sometimes I don't have any rest as after I finish my laundry I have to prepare our food then again baby seatting 😅.

Is there anything you are disappointed about?

Yes! Our very disturbing neighbors. Hahahaha i have already shared my issue about them here and so I think you guys would understand me. I am really disappointed with their insensitivity.

Are you jealous of anyone? Who? Why?

Honestly jealousy is not my thing. I wasn't that kind of insecure to anyone. But yes, I am jealous with someone right now and it was to my partner. Well, I'm jealous because even he is already a father he can still do everything that he wants to do. Like having a good time of sleep, hanging out with his colleagues if their boss invited them. He can still go wherever he wants to go, while me? I'm being stock inside our house as I am already a mom. I can no longer go out without my child with me, I can no longer stay outside without being in rush as someone is waiting for me to be home. Don't get me wrong, I love being a mom, but I still deserves to have a me time to pamper my self and free myself from stress.

Have any thing to say? You can also have your own version about this discussion and let's talk about it 😉.

...to be continued......

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