I have had a wonderful relationship with rain since I was a kid. It was there when I wished for some rest. It even brought along strong winds just so the classes will be suspended. I remember feeling so lucky then.
Every time I asked for rain, it answers.
Check out the reasons why I am motivated to write everydayIt rains when I want to sleep in after staying up late. Even when the weather forecast the day before say nothing about any heavy rains, when I cry wishing for rain. I will wake up to the sound of it as if embracing me. I know that I have been heard.
It was raining the night I made the worst decision I made in my life. To listen to my kind side and lend a helping hand. The rain sounded angry then, it did not stop for days. It turned out that I will be living in hell for the next few minths to come.
Still, it never left me when I needed. It rained when I needed a reason to go home. It rained when I just do not want to leave. It saved me from unwanted meetups.
It comforted me when I felt alone. It there to listen to me whisper the pain and sadness I felt.
The rain never left me even when the sun is awake.
When it rains I know that I am heard. I know that the worries I have will disappear.
The rain always appears just as I was close to breaking down. It appears when I fall apart unexpectedly.
Sometimes, it rains just to remind me I am not alone. That is why I have learned to bring umbrellas everywhere I go.
When it rains I used to feel sad and comforted. The worries I feel is washdd away with the rhythm of the rain drops, my heart light as the last of the rain falls to the ground.
Just a few hours ago
It was raining continuously. I think that it is expected now because of the rainy season. But it still brought me great comfort.
The cold that greeted me this morning made me fell asleep again. It gave me more strength to face the day ahead.
The sound of the rain accompanied me for hours as I finished up the crochet top I am making for my sister.
Even now, I can feel the effect of the rain. I felt so light and comforted. I feel like I have been embraced. I feel like the worries I have were washed away.
This is just something that I wanted to get out of my system. Think of it as free write of some sort so no, I am not sorry about how it is not as cohesive as it could have been.
The article actually took a turn on its own. This was not what I was intending to write but the words write themselves so might as well let them stay. I kinda like seeing this again since it has been a long time since words just came pouring out of me.
I feel tired of trying to write what others might like so now I will just write whatever my mind wants to write HAHA.
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Rain brings a soothing effect to me . As I hear the raindrops at the rooftop..It feels like that it's filling me up with so much positivity. I listen to it to the point of falling asleep ...😊