The Last Time I Laughed So Hard

May 27, 2022 (Friday)

Good day readcash citizens. Today is the last Friday of the month of May. Next week, we will welcome another month again. Time seems to pass quickly for next month, we will be in the half year of 2022. Next month also is a plus one of my age and I don't know if I will celebrate it or not.

For today, for the nth time, I can't think of something to write. Thank goodness that I saved some prompts on my Keep Notes as my reserve if time like this will happen. I read this blog from madam @Jeaneth , so I thank her for saving me today and sorry for the mention.

Let's begin...

When was the last laugh I laughed so hard?

-This question made me think and no matter how I tried to recall the time that I laughed so hard, I can't able to tell when. Living here in my partner's place is different than in my parents. Here, I can't fully express my thoughts and feelings or even crack some jokes. Unlike the time when I was at my parent's place and be with my friends. I still have laughing moments tho but not to the point that I almost have tears because of laughing too hard.

Do I like who I am right now?

-I can say Yes and No. Yes because I am getting more mature and become more responsible. On the other hand, no, because I always deprived myself from expressing what I truly feel just to avoid misunderstanding from the people around me.

What would I truly regret not doing if I died tonight?

-Maybe my regret would be not making a way or do an initiative to reach my biological mother and ask her questions that have been in my mind for so long. I have been wanting to hear her reasons why she left us and give her a chance to explain herself. I don't want to die holding grudges to someone. i want to depart this living realm with peace.

What would I do with my remaining days if I had only a year left to live?

-If I only have a year to live, I would spend my remaining days with my family of course. I would make beautiful memories with them so when I'm gone, they can have something to remind me. Also, I would find courage to contact my biological parents and make peace with them. With that, I can die peacefully.

Why am I afraid of being true to myself when others are around?

-I'm afraid to be judged and criticized. We all know that we cannot please everyone. Not everyone will like our personalities.

What do I really want from life?

-A life that is stress free. Who wouldn't want that right? Our world is full of stress stimulus like problems - financial problem, family problem, relationship problem and many more. I want my life to be free from those, yet it is very impossible. Problems are already part of our life and no one in this world have no problems, not even an ants.

Do you believe in giving people second chances, and why?

-Yes, I do believe in giving people second chances. Why? Because I believe that a person is capable of change. How a person be able to learn from his/her mistakes if he/she will not be given a second chance to redeem himself/herself, right? But we must also remember that there are limitations in everything. Giving countless chances is not healthy anymore.

Honestly, I am not in the mood today and I don't know if I give justice to the questions. So, pardon me if my answers are not good enough. I have no plans of writing today but when I browse and count all my write-ups this month, oh my, I only have less writings. I became so lazy this month. I let myself devour from procrastination which is not good for I have goals that I set.

This will be all for today everyone. I thank you so much for still reading my drafts even though it is not interesting. I hope you won't get tired of supporting me.charzzz amardz yarnn lol Till next time fellas. God bless and be safe all the time.

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