Ako naman muna.
Aug 8,2022
10:59 PM.
Good evening everyone. It's really cold in here tonight because of rainy weather. A cuddle moment or maybe a soupy dish will do with this kind of weather hihi.
For today's blog I want to share to you a song that I played so many times after I heard it sang by one of the contestant on Idol Philippines.
I was really moved by this song because of the lyrics. I heard of this song way back as I remember but I just ignored it with the unknown reason. Just that moment when I heard it again on Facebook. Maybe because I can feel the song because of circumstances that I am facing now.
Kada hakbang sa lupa ay para akong inaalon.
At nalulunond sa batikos ng mundo. Sa kung ano lamang ang kaya ko.
Sometimes it's really hard to live in a world that full of expectations and standards. I always did my best but sometimes it's not enough. It's really hard to please the world and the people around you. It's really exhausting to be better and better each day because you always feel demotivated by some reasons.
Pigang piga na sa mga problemang hindi masolusyunan agad.
Parang wala ng bukas. Pwede bang umiwas.
Its been a two years since I've been drowning to problems that I am not sure when will end. The feeling that one day when you woke up you already had this trials and circumstances and even if you want to go away you cant.
Hinahanap ang sarili ngunit dina kakayanin sa ligaw na dinadaanan ko.
Saan na to patungo.
Saan ako patungo.
To be honest , my life has been stopped. My dreams and goals got delayed but I don't want to blame other people for it as it's my choice to be here in this situation. We will just go with the flow until the day comes that we are finally free.
Dahan dahan nating simula muli ang paghakbang
Dahan dahang tumingin sa salamin upang makita ang ating kagandahan.
Dahan dahan nating iangat ang mukha upang masilayan ang malayang kalangitan.
Its really hard to fight for your life , for your dreams and goals but thank God because He always gives me the hope and the strength to continue. He always show me that life is still worth to live. He always showed me that there's always a hope.
Oo pagod kana. Ngunit dika nag iisa
Kayat lumaban ka at sabihing ako naman muna.
Im really exhausted. But as like the song says. I am not alone in this kind of situation that's why let's us encourage each other to be strong and fight.
In God perfect time I know everything will be okay.
It's okay to think yourself ince in a while, minsan gusto ko din laging sabihin yan, but being a breadwinner, parang hindi pwede, lalo na din if para sa mother ko. Nakakapagod,nakakaubos pero pag alam natin kung para kanino tayo.lumalaban, for sure po hondi tayo magsasawang lumaban at magpakatatag. and siyempre, nandiyan po si Lord, He will not leave us alone. Kaya let's have wait and faith, lahat ng pain natin ngayon mapapalitam din po ng saya at blessings.