Go on, go on.

Published: November 3, 2022
Time: 5:00 PM
Article #: 242

Greetings, Readtizen! I'm glad you're still here even though I've been away for a few days, and I'm grateful you can still read my previous articles.  Somehow still, I'm extremely thankful since I sense your presence even when I don't blog often.

Actually, there are a lot of reasons why I haven't been posting or socializing lately.

First of all, I truly need money, so I need to obtain a job outside the home. I am grateful that my son will have a budget when he starts school because I do some side hustles every weekend.

Second, I concentrate on a few websites where I can easily trade my earnings, such as PeakD and noise.app. Unfortunately, TheRandomRewarder, who also paid me a surprise visit months ago, seemed to have forgotten about me. I was honestly quite discouraged to write. And who doesn't? It is really challenging to come up with a topic, and I always make sure to abide by the platform's guidelines. But the saddest part is that it received absolutely no appreciation.

However, I continue to sense certain platform users' support. Many thanks, as several of them, continue to read and respond to my blogs. Rusty is a random robot, so even if I don't receive a visit, it won't matter, right? Maybe soon, the robot will notice me. Aigoo, Notice meeeeee Senpaiii! (∪.∪ )...zzz

Anyway, the third reason is that I am constantly exhausted and depleted. Being a full-time mother, a third-year student, and a goal-setter with side jobs is extremely challenging to balance. I occasionally wonder how I handle everything. Some people frequently question how I was able to manage everything, every day. "No option, that's my job, that's my commitment," is the only response I can give. No matter how profane I became in the end, I still got up and continued working.

Tired but I will never give up.

This is what I always remind myself.

Even if there are days when I want to cry because of the piles of work and my naughty child, I have many reasons to stand for what I want in life. In the end, I consider myself fortunate that I'm still alive and well. I'll finish college in a few months and enter a new stage of my life. I still have a lot of challenges to face, so giving up is not an option.

I am aware that each of my fellow students and our online pals here has their own daily struggles. Don't give up, please. We are capable of completing it. Everything we strive so hard for will ultimately be abundantly rewarded.

Padayon!

-Usagi