This got me thinking

Today I wanted to try the slam blog that was started by my big sissy @Zhyne06 as what @emily2u said as I read her slam blog version. It got me more interested to have my own version as I read @Theblackdoll and @dziefem. I hope you will enjoy reading.

By the way, I choose to answer few questions from this link just click and generate your own questions if you want to try this with your own.

Lead image from unsplash

Here it goes.

Thank you for the wonderful question, next question please. Haha. This one is a good question, well if I could change the world if I would play god for a day, I would probably make this covid virus vanished and all its variant. I would really love to help so many people who is affected today but I couldn't make it just a day. Since this pandemic is the main reason of the suffering therefore I would make it vanished. Snap, snap! Ting** okay next question.

Piece of cake, hehe since I am a talkative person and I always love to send a message to my friends every now and then. I always start the conversation with "how are you?", Well, applicable only with close friends. But when it comes to strangers and I am the one who need something I would always starts with a greetings "good morning, good afternoon or good day" states my name and my purpose.

I am such a simple person with simply joy. Food makes me happy, not a luxurious one just anything and random. Whenever I am in bad mood food will always lighten my mood. I don't know maybe because I could feel comfort when it comes to food. Whenever I feel full, I could feel warm in my heart, sometimes in my butt 😁😁 opss silly me. Sorry, I'm just kidding.

I do random affection in the public so it's okay for me as long as it's not overrated and would not create malicious scene. A holding hands and a hello or goodbye kiss is fine. Just a a smack in the cheeks or forehead or a hug. But not the making out session though. It's kinda cute to see such acts in the streets especially from elders. It would always create warm touch in my heart. Awhh. I could appreciate people who is born sweet and proud to show the people there love to there partner. But then again not the overrated one though.

I could barely remember happy thoughts when it comes to childhood memories because if you know my childhood it's a bit dark and scary. When I tried to remember I couldn't seem to decide if that's the happiest already. I remember sitting in table with my champorado on the plate. I was happy but not happiest because mom wasn't there. I remember the feeling on my first time learning to ride a bike. I was happy but not happiest because I learned my own with the stolen brother's bike. I remember fishing on the river with my neighbor. I was happy but not happiest because they don't want me there. My childhood was stolen from me. I mature at a young age and work at a young age. Struggle at a young age. Thus I couldn't remember a happy childhood. That's life and I just move on from it.

I am a perfect and a snob. Perfect in a sense that I don't do bitchy stuff because they see me as a very religious person. But hey, don't judge me I am just a human being trying to be me. I know how to say bad words too. Snob? Gash no! They think I am, but I am not. I am very talkative person when you got to know me. It's just normal to be formal at first met. Who's not right? I mean would you get casual at first meeting? That instance? If so, congrats.

I want to be in the body of the most rich person in the world. I would travel the world with a personal plane and would invite my friends here, all of them especially the ones who travel in Munich and make it come true hehe. Be with Hardin Scott and go bitchin' hahaha I mean beaching rather.

I love the classical 90's music. It makes my mood and would make me feel alive. I just love the melody and it's meaning. Well, call me old but it's me. Child like height but old soul. Hehe

I would definitely wake up, to see what's going on the reality of the world. It's been a tough dream if it is. But if the reality is more tough then I would love to sleep again.

I am fine. I am good at keeping myself from the reality that I am not fine. Sometimes even with small words I easily get hurt. They say I am so sensitive without knowing that the pain and the hurt was filling up. And when something triggers it, it would just burst out. I don't want them to judge me because they see me as tough and strong woman. Little did they know I am a fragile and vulnerable.

I enjoyed this slam blog questions here. Some questions got me thinking and some is easy. But one thing I realized, I don't have happiest childhood memories. It makes me sad but I can't do something about it. So, better move on and create fun things now even though I am not a child anymore. It doesn't matter though the most important thing is that it may be not happiest memories still good and that's good thing.

Thank you so much for reading.

Thanks to my sponsors and friends old and new. I am truly grateful to you all. I appreciate you. I love you.🥰😘