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Mixed Emotions

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Written by Β Β 106
2 months ago

We feel different emotions at a time whenever we encounter situation that excite us, that cause so much overwhelming feeling. Sometimes we feel like crying of so much joy. Joy that brings butterflies in the stomach, passion, motivation and much more.

Lately, I have been receiving few sponsorship from generous people here in this flatform. Whenever I open my account and see notifications of new sponsor, I feel different -mixed emotions.

Feeling of much excitement

All of my nerves is shouting of excitement. The butterflies in my stomach are flying like having seen my crush or kissing my favorite person. I don't know but I feel the excitement all over. Especially when I click that new sponsor notification and learn who is the person behind.

I was like,

"ayeee! Someone is trusting me. Someone is reading my article. Someone is supporting me."

That feeling, if you know what I mean. Super kilig πŸ₯°

Feeling more motivated

Whenever I see those notification, I feel so much more motivated to continue my journey here in this flatform. I feel the urge to always write and reply the notifications that I got as much as I can. I feel that I am alive and full of soul. I always feel that there is so much more inside me that I didn't get to show, and everyday with the support of these wonderful people, I feel motivated to do my best.

Feeling some sense of purpose

Whenever I see those notification, I feel a sense of purpose. Each new sponsor notification that I receive give me a sense of purpose. That the path I have chosen is the right path and will not go in vain nor be wasted. I felt that I belong to this world and the people who supported me are the instruments to realized that I am indeed belong to this writers' world.

In this world I felt a sense of purpose whenever someone read my writings. Whenever someone learn something out from my writings and someone could relate my writings.

Feeling the passion burning

I love writing since I am young. I just don't know if I am really a budding writer. I become a member of school publication until my college days. I remember writings poems but not stories. I focus on my drawing skills than my writing skills. But now that I am actively engaging here in this flatform and becoming a wanna be writer.

Whenever I see new sponsor notification, I feel the passion burning inside of me. The passion to write, the passion to share, the passion to continue what I have started.

Feeling of trustworth

Whenever I see the notification, I feel that I am trustworthy. They give me their support without even knowing me. They give me chance to grow and do my best. They trust me, see me more than how I see myself. They are such a wonderful people, that I am so blessed with.

Closing thought

Today I am writing this because I am overwhelmed by the support I have received. Expressing this mixed emotions of mine that I don't know how to convey to you that I am very much grateful. I want you to know that the support you gave even just by reading my article give me excitement, motivation, sense of purpose and fuel my passion. Knowing that the people on this flatform known and unknown are very kind and generous, give me so much happiness. Let me feel that I am belong and loved.

It may sound weird and nonsense writing this but I want to let you know how happy I am. How this things touch my heart and my life. Few days now and I will be 2 months old in this flatform and I am not expecting the hugeness of support that I received.

As you can see I have nine current sponsor and 56 friends subscribing me. It may be not as many as you have expected to be celebrated but still I want to celebrate it today. I want to give thanks to all this people, sponsors and friends, for the support and the love. Few weeks from now, one of my dream will be realized and this is because of all of you. Also to the generous randomrewarder that we have in this flatform. I will not tell you now what that dream exactly is but soon I promise.

Small or big things in life is worth celebrating. Because big things comes from small things.

And my dream is realized because of this small things. The happiness can't be contain that it's needed to be shared with you friends. I have mixed emotions right now. And I am endulging it and sleeping with smile in my face.

It is mixed emotions but all in all I am happy.

Thank you so much for reading. I appreciate you all. I love you πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜

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how to be you, miss? hehe

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2 months ago

You can't because there only one me in this world chussss Lang hahahaha

Sus lupigan man gali ta nimu

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2 months ago

hahaha sakto sakto lupigan nga wa gani tay alamag puro r kabuang

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2 months ago

You deserve all of it mem. πŸŽ‰

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2 months ago

Thanks mem.

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2 months ago

Congrats,you've done a great job.Keep it up.Hope to read more from you.

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2 months ago

Thanks for the kind words win πŸ₯° I appreciate it.

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2 months ago

Congratulations mamsh..πŸŽŠπŸŽ‰πŸ‘ Happy 2nd month to you in advance ...

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2 months ago

Thank you mam πŸ₯° Cheers another ice cream to be utang 😁😁

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2 months ago

hahaha.. pila na gajud na ka.galon mamsh..πŸ˜‚πŸ€£

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2 months ago

Ahemm murag tulo Naman tali πŸ˜…πŸ˜…πŸ˜…

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2 months ago

hahah.. tingbun la naman jud na mamsh... Basin muabot na na'g usa ka barrel..πŸ€£πŸ˜‚

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2 months ago

Oks Lang ma'am order laman tag balig wampayb kana ganing sudlan sa ice cream na magkiling2 libud 😁😁😁

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2 months ago

hahaha.. hala murag matagbaw na ko'g kaon ana mamsh..πŸ€£πŸ˜‚

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2 months ago

Congratulations for your sponsors. I hope that every day you will have more and more sponsors.

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2 months ago

Thank you gert. πŸ₯° Sponsors or not I am grateful to the people who supported me, especially you who always visit my article. I want to say my deepest gratitude to you gert. May God bless you always.

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2 months ago

Congrats meem. Well deserved. They’re really helps us to be more motivated. Even me I felt so excited and overwhelmed as well everytime I had new sponsor and someone renewed their sponsorship to me.

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2 months ago

Thank you meems. Sahay Lang Kay dili ko kabantay sa mga nang renew kagabie palng Jud ko ka sogod ug pasalamat sa mga Ng renew.

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2 months ago

Bitaw ako pud ganindi ko kabantay sad usahay

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2 months ago

Hehe hope mo renew gihapon sila naku bisan dli ko kathank you 😁😁

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2 months ago

hehehehe for sure meem, there’s so generous here.

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2 months ago

Lageh maka overwhelm.. pero palahi ta meem Mata pa lageh ka no?

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2 months ago

O usually 12 nako matug memsh

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2 months ago

Ang saya talaga kapag mag ganyan nakikkta sa notification 😍πŸ₯° nakakakilig na ewan haha. Sarap sa feelings nyan ibigsabihin isa na sila sa susubaybay sa every article na ma publish mo. Congrats Sis 😊

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2 months ago

Thank you sis πŸ₯° Hehe you feel it too. Super makakilig Jud. Nagpapa salamat din ako sayu sis for visiting my article, you may not be a sponsor but you are also one of the reason why happy ko Everytime I visit my account here.

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2 months ago

Congrats! Keep posting quality contents and soon more sponsors will come. Keep the excitement going. Keep the passion burning.

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2 months ago

Thank you art πŸ₯° You may be not my sponsor but you are also one of the reason of my happiness and passion. Thank you always for visiting my article and leaving kind words.

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2 months ago

Ito yong eksaktong pakiramdam na nararamdaman ko every time na may bago akong sponsor ee. Nakakakilig ano, yong parang pinag katiwalaan ka nila kasi baka nagustuhan nilanm ang article ko, mga ganon ba. Nakaka motivate lalo na mag sipag amo 🍰🍰πŸ’₯

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2 months ago

Yee.. hehe buti nakakarelate ka din sis I thought Kasi no one would like my articles and would visit me. Pero super happy ako to have you all. Thankful din ako sayu sis, you may not be a sponsor but still I am grateful to you Kasi you keep on visiting my articles. Nakakataba Ng puso πŸ₯°β€οΈ

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2 months ago

You deserve it and it is because of your wonderful articles from day one. If they don't like your articles, no one would sponsor you. But keep proving yourself because they are always here to visit you and keep encouraging them too. Congratulations to you and many more. I can't wait to read that you reached your dream here.

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2 months ago

Thank you so much princess. πŸ₯° Thank you for the kind words and thank you that you always visit my articles, you are also one of the people who motivates me even though you are not a sponsor. Your constant visit keeps me going too.

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2 months ago

Congratulations for your sponsors po. Sana all po muna kami hehe. Joke lang, more BCH and sponsorships to come.

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2 months ago

Hehe thank you king πŸ₯° You too, more BCH and sponsorship. God bless πŸ™πŸ˜‡

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2 months ago

Ayeeee, deserve pud na nimu dai. Kanindot baya kaayos imu mga sinuwat gajud. Padayon lang gajud dai kay para nindot ang kaugmaon πŸ₯°πŸ’š

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2 months ago

Thank you so much te πŸ₯° Thank you for everything. You maybe not my sponsor but the greatest thanks goes to you. Because everything wouldn't be realized and achieve without you. You are my constant motivator. Salamat Jud ate. I am so blessed and happy to have you. πŸ₯°πŸ˜˜

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2 months ago

Muhilak na ba ko ug monggos dai hihihi bitaw. Padayon lang jud dai. Basta magkugi naa jud maabot πŸ’œπŸ₯°

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2 months ago

Cgeh te Kay mingaw nakog monggos 😁😁 Bitaw joke ra te. Sakto Jud kugi is the key.

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2 months ago

Yeeey! You deserve it mars ❀. Like you, mixed emotion din ako everytime may nag ssponsor sa akin. Sobrang saya ko nga nung first sponsor ko since nag join ako dito. Keep writing lang talaga tayo.

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2 months ago

Ayehhh .. kakilig so happy and thankful, salamat sa pag sponsor mo sakin mars πŸ₯° words are not enough to tell how grateful I am. It means a lot to me.

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