We feel different emotions at a time whenever we encounter situation that excite us, that cause so much overwhelming feeling. Sometimes we feel like crying of so much joy. Joy that brings butterflies in the stomach, passion, motivation and much more.
Lately, I have been receiving few sponsorship from generous people here in this flatform. Whenever I open my account and see notifications of new sponsor, I feel different -mixed emotions.
Feeling of much excitement
All of my nerves is shouting of excitement. The butterflies in my stomach are flying like having seen my crush or kissing my favorite person. I don't know but I feel the excitement all over. Especially when I click that new sponsor notification and learn who is the person behind.
I was like,
"ayeee! Someone is trusting me. Someone is reading my article. Someone is supporting me."
That feeling, if you know what I mean. Super kilig 🥰
Feeling more motivated
Whenever I see those notification, I feel so much more motivated to continue my journey here in this flatform. I feel the urge to always write and reply the notifications that I got as much as I can. I feel that I am alive and full of soul. I always feel that there is so much more inside me that I didn't get to show, and everyday with the support of these wonderful people, I feel motivated to do my best.
Feeling some sense of purpose
Whenever I see those notification, I feel a sense of purpose. Each new sponsor notification that I receive give me a sense of purpose. That the path I have chosen is the right path and will not go in vain nor be wasted. I felt that I belong to this world and the people who supported me are the instruments to realized that I am indeed belong to this writers' world.
In this world I felt a sense of purpose whenever someone read my writings. Whenever someone learn something out from my writings and someone could relate my writings.
Feeling the passion burning
I love writing since I am young. I just don't know if I am really a budding writer. I become a member of school publication until my college days. I remember writings poems but not stories. I focus on my drawing skills than my writing skills. But now that I am actively engaging here in this flatform and becoming a wanna be writer.
Whenever I see new sponsor notification, I feel the passion burning inside of me. The passion to write, the passion to share, the passion to continue what I have started.
Feeling of trustworth
Whenever I see the notification, I feel that I am trustworthy. They give me their support without even knowing me. They give me chance to grow and do my best. They trust me, see me more than how I see myself. They are such a wonderful people, that I am so blessed with.
Closing thought
Today I am writing this because I am overwhelmed by the support I have received. Expressing this mixed emotions of mine that I don't know how to convey to you that I am very much grateful. I want you to know that the support you gave even just by reading my article give me excitement, motivation, sense of purpose and fuel my passion. Knowing that the people on this flatform known and unknown are very kind and generous, give me so much happiness. Let me feel that I am belong and loved.
It may sound weird and nonsense writing this but I want to let you know how happy I am. How this things touch my heart and my life. Few days now and I will be 2 months old in this flatform and I am not expecting the hugeness of support that I received.
As you can see I have nine current sponsor and 56 friends subscribing me. It may be not as many as you have expected to be celebrated but still I want to celebrate it today. I want to give thanks to all this people, sponsors and friends, for the support and the love. Few weeks from now, one of my dream will be realized and this is because of all of you. Also to the generous randomrewarder that we have in this flatform. I will not tell you now what that dream exactly is but soon I promise.
Small or big things in life is worth celebrating. Because big things comes from small things.
And my dream is realized because of this small things. The happiness can't be contain that it's needed to be shared with you friends. I have mixed emotions right now. And I am endulging it and sleeping with smile in my face.
It is mixed emotions but all in all I am happy.
Thank you so much for reading. I appreciate you all. I love you 🥰😘
how to be you, miss? hehe