Throwback Thursday!

 Good evening everyone!

How’s your day? I hope everyone is okay.

Today is Thursday, and here’s a little throwback of me, a year back in 2021.

When I saw these pictures of mine, I felt regret and happiness.

I regret losing the chance to stay fit because now, I’m back to my old bad habits of eating too much and not being conscious of my body and health.

During those time, I am happy because I got to feel sexy and confident again.

Just a little background about my past, before the pandemic, my weight is about 65 kg. It was year 2020. I am not against for those who are chubby and fat, but it's just that I finally decided to try to lose weight because of my health condition, and I cannot do such activities at school.

The good thing about lockdown is that I got the chance to pursue my workouts and diet, where we cannot go around and have some fast foods. I worked out every day and less my food intake; I’m so happy that after a year, it has a good result, and I love it.

It gives me confidence.

I admit that I lose my confidence and self-esteem in the past. There are chances and situations where I cannot do some activities due to my body, especially regarding physical activities in school. I can see that some of my students are sad because their teacher cannot perform while other teachers can do the action without hesitation.

It gives me a chance to wear what I want.

For a long time, I have envied some girls who could wear crop tops and sexy dresses for a long time, So when I got the chance to lose some weight, I was so happy that I could finally wear some clothes I wanted.

I feel physically fit and healthy.

One thing that makes me happy is being healthy and physically fit. I have asthma, and weighing about 65 kg is hard because I can quickly get tired and lose my breath. But when I lose some weight, I feel something better about my body and am not attacked by asthma again.

These things make me feel so happy when I get the chance to lose some weight, and I love myself more.

But as days passed, I gained some weight again, and there was a feeling of regret because I’m getting back to my bad habit. Because of stress, work and tasks, I cannot manage to have some time to work out again, and because of this, I feel that my asthma is returning.

Though I regret it sometimes, I am positive that I can do it again if I get the chance to organize and manage my time well. Though I am not sure when it is that chance. But I know it’s not impossible.

There’s nothing to try once more! :0

How about you guys? Do you have some throwbacks that you want to get back?

By the way, I just want to say thank you to everyone for their support. My readers, and subscribers, thank you so much and more blessings to come.