Your smile makes me more Happy!
#9 (112)
Sometimes we feel the love we want from the wrong person and mostly even for those not related to us. We feel love when we show the love too. Care someone so they care about you too. Always remember that everything we do or act always reflect us. Treat others good if you want to be treated good too. Love and be loved.
Last December 29, 2021, is one of my sad days, it breaks my heart and makes me cry unstoppable. This is the day that I need to leave my baby kulit even it hurts me. I know this time will come and makes me cry and yes, it is. A week before my flight, the kids were too close to me and spend a lot of time with me that I don't want to. This is the time I'm training myself and them to be apart, I'm trying to let them hate me so when I left, it doesn't affect them. It's killing me softly, because every time I'm pushing them away from me, they keep coming closer to me! And it makes me cry secretly. I failed, I can't keep them hating me, I love them like my own kids.
The whole day of December 28, baby kulit sticking to me, maybe he knows that anytime I'll be left 😢😢😢 it keeps me cry, it keeps my heartbreak. I hate to leave him but I have to. The feeling that you keep your emotion to be hidden? It hurts. I cry and cry just to think, this is my last day to see, hug and kiss him personally. The pain always comes back every time I remember it.
That day, he build a lot of memories with me, he makes me cry more when he sings a song of ROMA AND DIANA for me, it's their favourite show on YouTube. It's a Christmas song, even he doesn't know exactly the words but he sings just for me. He's lying on my lap even I'm pushing him away but he keeps coming back to me, hugging and kissing me and it makes my heartbreak and makes my tears burst.
When I left home, they are all asleep already, when I arrive in Qatar for my first stopover, my madam send a message on my WhatsApp and asked about my situation and remind me to be very careful because of the new virus spreading. She send me a picture of my baby kulit and told me that when they wakes up, they are looking for me. Baby kulit looking for me even in our bathroom 😢😢😢.
The day passed when I'm in the quarantine hotel here in the Philippines, I get used to their absence although we keep in touch through video calls with the help of Mary, the new nanny of my baby kulit. She always updated me about what's happening to him. I'm so thankful for her because she loves my baby kulit like what I do and she cares a lot about him too.
Every time I miss them, I just recall our happy memories and open my gallery to see them, their memories remain here in my heart forever. I'll never forget you guys. I miss you always.
Thank you for reading mine today, To my commentors, likers, sponsors, upvoters and ofcourse The Random Rewarder, thankbyou so much for all the challenges and motivations. Thank you for always visiting and supporting me. God bless us all Insha Allah.
January 9, 2022 Sunday
Philippines time: 11:17 AM
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Sending of friendship,
@Sweetiepie ❤❤❤
The bond it not just easy to break. I feel it too when a dear one takes a leave.. but, time heals everything.