Depression almost got Me!

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Sometimes there's a lot of decisions we make without thinking and its ruin the plan we build for a long time. Sometimes we decide even we dont think a lot and search first for assurance. Trusting someone you dont really know in person is a big mistake. Yes you know them in social media but you dont search for their background. Sometimes they're taking you for granted. They dont care even they broke your trust.

Its happened to me a few months ago. I trust one of my virtual friend as I know her for how many years but I dont know her background, yet she trust her friend to without knowing the background too. She let me share some money for a business online, maybe something like that. I dont have even any idea as I base on my trust on her as a friend and she trust her friend too which is the one whose holding our money. With trust too, thats why she even encouraged me to join and give me assurance that my money is in safe and good hand because her friend promise her a lot to change her life in better when times come. And base on her story, her friend is secret millionaire in a young age and even own two resorts in CEBU!

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Im saving some money for our simple renovation for our home sweet home. But because she encouraged me that my money will be safe and can gain either so I decided to send her my money without asking more information because I trust her a lot and her words. Gods only is our witness for everything as i give her my money with my pure heart and that money I earn from my sacrifices as OFW or household worker. I even send more and a total of 75k php.

I wake up every morning full of positive mind, full of dreams as she promise me, my money is in a good hand. I even planning some vacation with my siblings as the money will gonna gain a lot base on her but after 2weeks of my perfect day, I got a message one night. I lost everything! My friend inform me that her friend can't be found everywhere even delete all her connection to them. On that time, I really cried a lot because I blame myself why I trust easily. I cant sleep well for how many days thinking of my st*pidity! I cant do nothing but cry. Im just an housemaid with low salary then why they can afford to do this to me. I been good to them eversince. Depression almost got me but I trust in God. Its just money, I believe it's part of God plan too, it's too hurt I can earn it even someday.

Because I feel a light depression, I even posted it in my noise.cash account and some of my virtual friends advive me and cheer me up to continue the life like nothing happen and God will provide everything. Accept all my faults and serves as my lesson. I realized that money can earn anytime but the trust take time to earn it back.

Just thinking of what i lost and our house keep comin in my mind, to know my siblings sacrifice a lot when heavy rain is around, so I decide to stay more months to earn some money for our renovation and yet i did it for good.

Our simple house

I afford some simple renovation only and still ongoing. I just feel happy that I dont let my depression to be win above me. Life is good, live in simplicity and learn to accept what just the blessings of God sent to us. God is good always and everything is under His plan at all Alhamdulillah.

As of now I almost recovered from what happened to me. I even tryingbto forget everything, I just share ut her sobI can be totally feel more comfortable.

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Always trust in Gods plan. Yes we always make mistakes but let it be serve as our lesson and be careful next time. Trust is the hard to gain back again so please keep it as good as you can.

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September 27, 2021 Monday

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Battling depression is not easy po ..experienced kona iyan ..at salamat naman po kasi kahit papano nalabanan mopo yung kalungkutan na pilit kang kinukunsumo...Maganda din na may mga nag aadvice sayo ..

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3 years ago

Maraming salamat, nong una grabe ang sakit ng naramdaman ko biglang gumuho ang lahat ng pangarap ko. Para akong nakalutang sa hangin. Yong hiya ko sa mga kapatid ko ang diko kinaya dahi binawi ko ung pampaayos ng bahay namin para lng ibigay sa kaibigan ko at yon lang pala mangyayari. Sa noise.cash ako humugot ngnlakas sa mga virtual friends na ng aadvise mostly ky God. Alhamdulillah ngayon ok na ako at kinalimutan ko na mga nangyari.

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3 years ago

Habang binabasa ko po sis yong kwento na sad po ako sa nangyari sayo.Pinaghirapan po po yong pera tapos sa isang iglap nawala lang Ng ganong kadali..Si Lord na Ang bahala sa gumawa non sis Ang importante ay nakayanan mo po yon at nakabangon ka ulit..

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3 years ago

Masakit sissy pero naisip ko God always see everything kaya laking pasalamat ko din nakayanan ko. Maraming salamat

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3 years ago

You are such a brave woman. Not all can surpass that kind of sadness. The person who did that to you deserves a stroke of bad luck for his whole life. God is always with you. He will not leave you. Keep going strong!

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3 years ago

Thank you so much for this cheerful message, I let God handle everything and I'm so thankful I made it

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3 years ago

Hugs, sissyyyy! I know how it feels :( So sorry you had to go through all these :( May mas magandang kapalit daw yan sabi ni God.

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3 years ago

Maraming thank you sissy, alam mo ang kwento nito diba hehe pero nakakarecover nako at ngayong naisulat ko na. Ibabaon ko na talaga sa limot in Gods will

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3 years ago

loveyah, sis. pray lang tau lagi ha?

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3 years ago

Salamat sissy mwahugs

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3 years ago

As in ate grabe hindi manlang naawa yung tumangay ng pera niyo ate..Nakakagigil naman yun ate..Pag ako siguro yan ate matagal kong dinamdam. Mapalit na yun sa 100k eh...Huhu naiiyak ako para sayo ate.. Diyos na bahala sa kanya ate..Godbless u more ate..

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3 years ago

Ganon talaga buhay sissy maraming halang ang kalukuwa. Kaya instead madepress ako kinakalimutan ko nalng hehe. Grabe ang 2021bko sissy more than 100k nawala sakin dina ako nadala ahayy

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3 years ago

Thank God you choose to trust God despite what happened. This is why we shouldn't trust anyone even the ones we see physically. No one is perfect and we can do and undo. Thank God for you because God gave you the strength during that moment.

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3 years ago

Your right sis, and I believe that always put God in our heart and we are always safe from devils command. Its hard to think why this happened to me but, I know its part of Gods plan and I need to accept it. Just serves a lesson for me ,dont trust anyone when its come to money matter. Thanks sis for the nice words

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3 years ago

So sad to hear the amount lost from you as you work full time there being an OFW, and away from your family. May God be the one to give just punishments to those people who did that to you. Actually, one of my sisters got scammed before as well from trusting someone greedily. A friend of her friend, and a friend of her neighbors. There was no one to trace to get the money back. So in the end, our parents ended up paying my older sister, which later turned out to be her debt or loan from their company. My older sister regretted in silence and she was able to pay it back. How? By giving us allowance when we were still in college, monthly. Whew.

What if, sis, I'll say, I knew a trusted person whom you can give your money. It will be in good hands. Will you trust me as your friend virtually? Please don't. Huhu.

I'm a little depressed now. 😥😭😭😭 It's not my problem but it's because of one of my siblings. How can she solve her problems financially. I hope, God will help her. Or Allah, as you term it in your own. Whew. Always take care sis.

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3 years ago

Grabe sissy pinagdaanan ko noon and isa ka din sa nga bg advice sakin once at LynOmarPaito if you remember . Masakitbpero kasalanan ko din at ngtiwala ako agd, pero biktima din xang gaya ko, di din daw nil kilala personally pero i trust in my friend thats why ngbigay ako not knowing na late na nia sinabi sakin virtual friend din pala nia. Kaya till now kahit sa friend ko nawalan na din aqo ng tiwala, sad to say mahirap talaga magtiwala pagdating sa pera

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3 years ago

Oo sis. Naalala ko pa un. Hehe.

True sis, napakahiral magtiwala ngayon. Maski na kakilala, kamag anak, kapit bahay. Ingat po.

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3 years ago

Ganyan tlga, ako din before 100k nawla sa akin sis diba, baon ako sa utang, pero nakasurvive naman ako, ndi din tayo pababayaan ni God

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3 years ago

Tama ka jan sissy basta wag lang tau bibitaw, God is always good to all of us

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3 years ago

Grabe naman yun sis hindi na nakonsensya sayo alam naman na galing sa pagsisikap mo yung perang ibinigay mo. Hays may mga ganyan talagang mga tao bahala na ang diyos sa kanila.. Npakabrave mo po at nkayanan mong malabanan ang depression sabagay nasa isip lang ng tao yun kya dapat talaga may pananalig tayo lagi sa diyos ang lahat malalampasan din natin yan. At yung nawala sayo sis dodoblehin ang balik sayo non baka triple pa heheh kapit lang tiwala lang sa diyos...

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3 years ago

Tama ka jan sissy, pera lang yon kikitain pa pero yung trust ang sayang

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3 years ago

Naniniwala ako sis na ang mga ganung tao, never yun pagpapalain ni Lord.

Pero advise ko sayo sis, mag open ka nalang ng bank account at doon ka magsave.. Mas safe yun.

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3 years ago

Lesson learn n tlga sissy, naubos pinaghirapan ko

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3 years ago

Kaya nga po.. Malaking halaga yun..

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3 years ago

Oo sissy pero kahit anong gawin ko wla na din pag asa mabawi pa

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3 years ago

move on nalang sis. Atleast natuto ka na this time. Hindi kana basta basta magtitiwala. Mas mabuti pang ibangko mo ang extra money mo. Doon, mas secure.

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3 years ago

Tama ka jan sissy mas ok pa ganon kung meron hehe kaso naubos na 😁

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3 years ago

Makakaipon ka ulit sis.. Tiwala lang

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3 years ago

In Gods will sissy, salamat sa pgpapalakas ng loob ko

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3 years ago

Anytime sister

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3 years ago

Ang sad naman ng nangyari sayo sissy..Mahirap po talaga basta basta maniwala lalo na kung hindi mo talaga masyadong kilala..Kaya lang may times na comfortable tayo sa ating mga ginagawa kaya hindi natin namamalayan na mali na pala ang ating mga desisyon sa buhay...But believe po ako sa sissy kasi sa hirap ng pinagdaanan mo ay nagawa mo pong bumangon..Kapag andyan talaga si god walang imposible..mga pagsubok lang yan sissy..

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3 years ago

Masakit sissy pero napaglabanan pa din and im ok na God is good

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3 years ago

God is good sissy ! Yung mga ganyan tao na mapang lamang sa kapwa walang peace of mind yan ,laban lang .

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3 years ago

Buti nlng sissy nakarecover din agd hehe

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3 years ago

Oo naman ikaw pa kaya mo yan malakas pa tayo kikitain pa natin doble pa ang balik sayo .

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3 years ago

Tama ka jan sissy laban lang

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3 years ago

We experienced this too Sis kaya ramdam ko din ang sakit ng na experience mo, but you're right it's one of GOD's plan. Lesson nadin sa atin to na di dapat magtiwala basta-basta lalo na't about sa pera. Stay strong Sissy.

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3 years ago

Salamat sissy, nong time n yon grabe down na down ako pero nanalig parin ky God kaya napaglabanan din

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3 years ago

Sa ngayon Sissy mas mag iingat na tayo. Yaan mo makakabawi din tayo more pa dun sa nawala

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3 years ago

Tama ka sissy kaya kinakalimutan ko na lng din

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3 years ago

Ako din sis ilang beses ng naluko hahhahaha nakakainis pero hndi na talaga mauulit pa, sobrang hirap Kaya kumita ng pera at ung mga manloloko wala talagang kakonsensya konsensya. C God nlang ang bahala sa kanila.. anyway think positive nlang sis... makakabawi ka din soon.. just trust God..just what I did..kya ngaun tinatawanan ko nlang ung karanasang un

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3 years ago

Tama ka jan sissy atleast galing sa mabuti ang perang nawala sakin and maybe its partbof Gods plan too

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3 years ago