Please help me friends ðŸ˜
Hello my dear all friends, assalamualaikum.How are you...?I hope you guys are fine by the grace of Almighty.I am not good today at all.You can't imagine the reason guys.You may know I am a good boy but you won't say it again cause I have done a tremendous wrong thing.I was in a relationship and she broke up with me.Then I went into depression and anxiety and smoking.
Before going to the main discussion I would like to thank all of my subscribers and sponsers for their unconditional love care and support.I am so much grateful to everyone.
Then after going to depression my one of the best friend helped me to get rid out of it.She is now my love and my running girlfriend.Even after getting her support,I was fresh and gave up smoking till today.Today everything was going great for me till afternoon.
But I won't write so much today cause I am in a bad mode now.Yesterday I wrote that I am coming to home town after 1 months.So I was so happy.In the afternoon my some friends invited me to attend a function.I went there and met with my old friends.They are all professional smoker right now.They were good before but now they are properly addicted by drugs.And people are changing daily with the change of time.All was alright till they started to smoke in front of me.I didn't say anything to them.I tried to move out from that but one of my friends gave me a proposal to smoke.At first I refused him but then I don't know my mind wasn't supporting me.I was thinking if I smoke one-day it won't give much harm to me.
So I bought a cigarette and smoke after many months.I gave up this bad habits so hardly.But today I was unable to stop myself.Now I am feeling so bad and just asking myself why I did that again.Will I be able to gave up it again...?It is so hard to stop our nerves and mind to not thinking about that.I am again going to depression I think.And I didn't say it to my girlfriend that I smoke again.
Please friends give me a suggestion to handle it.I know tomorrow morning I will again think of smoking cause I know myself.But I don't want to go there again in my life.I can't share it with my family or anyone.It is a personal matter and they will bully me instead of helping me.So I just want to what I have to do now.Whats the best thing to do ...?How can I manage my mind not to do it.
Please feel free to give your best opinion cause I need you guys in my side.I need everyone's help now.I just want not to think about it again that I smoke again.
This is all I have to say today...thanks for reading guys...have a nice and beautiful day.
Change your friends? :D Kidding. I think you have to have a stronger resolve regarding that and let your friends know. Friends should encourage you and support you in your decisions.