Finally I am entering in my second relationship
Hello my dear all friends,what's going on today's life..? Hopefully you guys are passing your day with full of happiness and enjoyment.I am also happy cause I am going to a new place for my education.Again a new place gives us sole new experience and information.But everything has some sight effects.So I have to be very careful even though I know the place quite well. Today I am happy so I just want to share something which will help you to be happy in life as well.
At the very outset of my writing,I would like to thank all of my subscribers and sponsers for their unconditional love,wish and support.They helped since the beginning I have come here in this platform.They taught me how to improve my writing, growing connections with others and many more .So I am thankful to them and to this platform for this special opportunity.
Now,you guys all know about my best friend.What is her name and how I connect with her.I described everything I know about our friendship relationship.Today I don't have much time cause I have a tight work schedule per day.So I am just going to write part 1 of this article and I will share second one later hopefully.Again yesterday I share that I have some good feeling about my friends.But I don't know when it moves on a girlfriend boyfriend relationship.I can't share her picture anymore cause she said not to public her picture.I told that once upon a time I was in a relationship where the girl cheated on me for not being so wealthy and stylish.But I love her so much that time.
I never imagined she will betray on me without any reasons.End of the day she left me and I was alone and went to depression.I had noone with whom I can share my personal feeling,opinions.I started to take alcohols, cigarettes to satisfy my mind.Slowly slowly I began to lose my personality,my image,study etc in front of everyone.That time she came and helped me again to get rid of depression.She worked so hard to making me realize she was not for me and I deserve many more.I thought why to destroy my life only for a selfish girl who didn't care for me in entire relationship.I started to stay with her and her name is Pushpita send.She is in my class and she is an amazing student.She is so kind towards poor people and that's what I like about most.
In fact,I wasn't so comfortable with her before but she is so familiar and free with me.She also comes from a rich family and that's the main issue cause I am not so rich.I though if her family don't agree with our relationship and separate ourselves from each other then I can't tolerate that pain.Even our friendship bond will also be broken.I realized long time ago that she likes me and also loves me.I didn't have so much feelings for her before but slowly slowly the feeling is growing in my heart.I was just thinking yesterday it will be right or not if I tell her my feelings about her she will agree or disagree.Somehow I was able to express her with my words.She gave me a lot of promise and also took a great deal of promise like I can't smoke,can't have another girlfriend,need to give her time, fulfill my education and many more.So I was agree with her.And I just said one thing you can't live alone in life doesn't matter what happen in future.She said I will.
After that at night I closed my phone and went to bed for sleep cause it was so late already that time.And we are gonna meet one another today in a coffee shop.She told me to buy a flower for her and chocolates.All things were set yesterday but the problem is I am so nervous.A new relationship means a new responsibility and burden.A girl is always a girl ...today she wants a rose tomorrow if she asks for a car what will I do๐ ๐ .But the thing is I can't live without her.I got jealous when someone touch her,try to imprees her.I throw all the negativity from my mind and decided to start a new healthy relationship with her.I don't know if I am making a good decision or not.It will help me or give me pain again like the previous one.Please guys if you know me and read this whole post give me a proper suggestion cause I really need it today.And our friendship was for almost 2 years.So I have many more things to share about our friendship.But I won't write if you guys don't want.Please feel free to leave a comment down below and give a good advice what to do at this very moment.
Thank you so much friends for reading this whole post with me.Hopefully you guys like this article.I hope all of you will take care of your health and safety during this pandemic situation.We will meet in our next post till then stay safe and secure ....have a nice and beautiful day...bye bye
I am a girl and I admit that we have a very complex brain. One day we want this, the next day we do not like it haha. But please bear with girls because we are more complicated than men, I believe.