Still a good March!
Date: March 31,2022 Author: Sequoia
HIGH YET ATTAINABLE GOALS.
That's how I exactly envision my journey as the first day of this month started. I can still vividly remember the eagerness and determination that I had within my heart as I am making my first article for this month that day. My heart is so full of hopes, declarations and positive thoughts that this will be my winning month.
But seems like the universe turned deaf towards what my heart is shouting. As the days passed by, things are slowly going on the opposite way of my plans. However, I choose to keep my faith and take heart. I always told myself that the month isn't over yet. Things will still surely work out as it needs to be.
First week, everything was sailing smoothly. I received a good news and unexpected turn of events that's in favor of me.
Second week, the waves are slowly building up and skies are turning gray. Despite of that, I still managed to capture big fish. I was happy. Because I thought that it'll be the kickstart of my successful and overflowing journey.
Third week, the sky turns black and heavy droplets of rain are starting to fall. Maybe just a test, that's what I thought. I still have several days to achieve my other goals, that's how I convinced my heart. But the scenario keeps on repeating itself and the situation worsen.
Fourth week, I lost my ability to hope for better days. I let myself drowned with my anguish and disappointments.
With those being laid down, I assume that you are already aware with the result of my performance this month. However, I will still provide the clear result if I was able to smashed my goals or not.
Be active in Chad’s P3 racing guild
ACHIEVED! Actually, I also became a scholar this month. It was unexpected and I am so happy with it. I'll be forever grateful to be part of this guild.
Gain my 1BCH back month
FAILED! This breaks my heart. I wanted to hodl 1BCH again in my wallet but seems like it is impossible to do it right now. I have a lot of things to prioritize. Aside from that, face-to-face is already waving which means that I have to rent a room again near our school. This simply implies double expenses. I'll be supporting my family's needs while supporting myself in the city as well.
Grow my SmartBCH tokens
FAILED! For the sbch holders, we all know that the market is quite bloody and I haven't regain my profit still. However, I will just let my investment sleep there until the tokens that I have will recover and pump.
Looking back, I can't help but feel sad for myself. Not because I wasn't able to achieve my plans for this month but for allowing it to be so affected with the things that I have no control over. I chose to torture myself without realizing that everything happens for a reason. I failed to remind myself that we can plan big things as much as we can, however, the decision will always be up to the Lord.
"In their hearts humans plan their course, but the Lord establishes their steps" Proverbs 16:9
Just because your plans failed, means you are a failure as well. It doesn't work that way. Sometimes God would close doors because he is opening a window. Let us learn to entrust everything to him.