Don't mind me.

Date: October 24,2021
Author: Sequoia

Before I begin this nonsense article of mine, I just want to give you a heads up. Reading this might bore you and definitely waste your time. That is why, I would highly suggest to skip this one and proceed to other noteworthy write ups from other writers.

This article has no main subject and will mostly contain about random things and rants in life.

Well, to tell you honestly, I really don't know what to write as of this moment. I just want to release the things that keep on running into my mind and heart.

I welcomed this month with a great outlook, expectations and goals. However, it seems like everything is going on the opposite side. I know, I shouldn't blame the month itself because I was the one in charge with how I am going to deal with this. But can you blame me?

Lot of things are going on in my mind during the past few days. Quiting this platform is one of those thoughts. I am exhausted, not physically but emotionally. I just wanna find myself again. The cheerful and positive young girl back then. I want the old me back.

I want to see rainbows and butterflies in everywhere I look again. That this world is just a big playground and not a battlefield that we need to survive on. I wanna bring back the days where I would see the gloomy clouds as a chance to play and enjoy under the rain and not about heavy emotions that I couldn't contain.

I desire to see my genuine smile and laugh in every funny things I see and not only during the click of the cameras. The times where I would just follow my mother's trails in order to avoid getting stuck in the mud and not become clueless on where should I start.

Please bring me back to those times. My soul is calling out for help. Somebody help this wandering soul. Please get me out of here.

'Take me out of the dark my Lord, I don't wanna be here...'

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I am so sorry for all my dramas in life. As what I have said, reading this might just waste your time and if ever you are still reading it until here, I am so sorry for wasting it.

Anyways, enough with all my rants. Now, please allow me to share with you all the happenings during the past few days of my inactivity.

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Date: October 23,2021

Double Celebration

• Eziah at 6 months

My adorable niece turn 6 months old yesterday and we did a small celebration. I bought a cake for her and we prepared some foods, good for a family lunch. Eziah is considered as a miracle baby since she was an overdue baby. My cousin needs to undergo a cesarian operation because the baby has already a slow heartbeat and pooped in the womb, that makes the situation perilous for the both of them. Thankfully, the operation was successful and both of them were safe.

• Nanang @ 30

Nanang was my goddaughter's mother and my bestfriend's older sister as well. She celebrated her birthday yesterday and she invited me to come over. They have an evening celebration and we all enjoyed the night. We grilled some shrimp and pork. They also have spicy buffalo chicken, pizza and of course the cake. I was amazed by the balloons. It is so pretty for its price. The balloons only cost for about 380 pesos or $8. I slept with a happy tummy that day hihi.

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Author's Viewpoint

I'll do my best to be fine by tomorrow so that I can make it up to you guys. I miss reading your piece and I'll surely spend some time to catch up with those articles. For now, I'll first spend time with myself.