365/365 COMPLETED ✨

Date: December 31,2021
Author: Sequoia

Stars so bright.

Moon that gives so much light.

The cold breeze of air,

that we can all feel everywhere.

One, two , three...

I close my eyes and breathe out heavily.

The agony and bliss,

As we venture the path of challenges.

Mold me into someone that I've never expected.

I was beaten into the ground of failures.

Almost killed and quit.

Still, I choose to get up and treat my own wounds and pain.

Because that is who I am.

A fighter surrounded by His grace.

A fighter that may stop and rest from time to time.

But will never say die.

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Few more hours to go and we will finally say goodbye to this year and will embrace the year 2022.

Looking back, I can't help but be proud of myself. I've gone through a lot, give up many times, complained and even lost the tiny seed of hope in the bottom of my heart. But still, I managed to come out alive from this year's war zone. Being that said, I think, a tap on my shoulder will hurt no one right?

Judged.

Mocked.

Left Behind.

Hurt.

Betrayed.

Lost myself countless times.

Those were just few of the things that I've experienced this year. But today, I praise God for letting me undergo those things. It molded me into somewhat that I am supposed to be.

I became stronger, braver, confident , and realized that I was able to survive all those things because of His grace like an ocean. I was sinking and immersed by His goodness and mercy. Couldn't imagine where I'll be right now if not because of God's grace and mercy.

When I couldn't fight for myself. God was there to fight for me. In my darkest time, He was there all along. When I couldn't understand anything, He was there to understand me. I am not just a product of this world's hardships and struggles. Because I am a product of God's grace.

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Let this last article of this year and month be all about my thanksgiving, realizations and reflections with my own life and journey. To start, allow me to share the top 3 things that I am so grateful about.

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Thanksgiving

Good Health And Safety

I couldn't thank God enough for these things. We are in the midst of pandemic but God never fails to protect me and my whole family and I praise Him for that. Money can be earn, but a healthy body is what matters the most.

• Family/Friends/Loved ones

Arguments and misunderstandings are normal in every relationshiop. In fact, it can even make your relationship stronger through those things. I thank God for giving me supportive, trustworthy , and real people whom I can lean on. It is so rare to find this kind of people nowadays. Therefore. if you have one them, please do keep them and never take for granted

• Readcash/Noisecash/Bitcoincash

I could say that these are my greatest plot twist this year. I learned about these amazing platforms and cryptocurrency last July 2021 and it is the best encounter for me. It changed my life upside down and gave a lot of opportunities, learnings and meet awesome people as well. I can never imagine how my life would be this year if I didn't met readcash and noisecash. I will be forever grateful with the people behind this platforms. More blessings and power to all of you.

Realizations

• Take risk.

I know. Taking risk is not easy at all. Taking risk means you are also putting yourself between losing and winning. I must admit that I am really not a risk taker and I regretted that. I lost so many open doors and chances because of my fear of taking risk. I forgot that life itself is already a risk. If you are the type of person who are afraid to take risk. Then this is the time that you leave that attitude behind. I am saying this you, it will bring you nowhere. In order to survive in this world, you gotta make a decision and take some risk. Lose or win, atleast you give it a try. If you have to do it afraid. Do it! Opportunities will not knock on your door twice. Think about it properly.

• Express what you feel

Life is too short to keep feelings and emotions within ourselves. We are human and those things are normal. Don't act and pretend that you can't feel anything and it's just okay with you. Because we know from the start that it's not. Express what you feel. Show the people you love that ypu love and care for them. Admit when you are mad and annoyed. Say no with the things that you aren't comfortable with. You gotta pour out yourself from time to time to avoid from exploding. Trust me. It's okay and it will make you feel better.

• What is yours will always find you.

I am a strong believer that if it is really for you, then nothing can stop you from receiving it. You don't have to force things. Don't expect and assume. Just let things be.

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Conclusion

This year have thought me a lot of things and made me realize certain points that I never know before. Despite of the hardships and struggles that we faced, we are still grateful. We choose to be happy and enjoy what is in the present. This year I survive. Next year, I will try to live again . To all the people who was with me this year, please know that I am grateful with you all. Let's all end this year with a fresh heart. Let go of the things that makes you feel bad. Forgive and set yourself free. You deserve it!

May we all have a prosperous New Year! Happy New Year readcash Family! I love you all!