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Get some air now and let your edge out 9:10 PM - May 17, 2022 Tuesday Lumalalim na ang gabi Bumibigat na ang talukap ng mga mata Gusto ng magpahinga Ngunit di pa rin mapigil tumipa Sa patuloy na pagbalot ng kadiliman Mga isipi'y hindi maiwasang sumakop sa isipan Isa lang ang pilit sumasalit At yon ay ang buhay na may kasayahan Iniisip na bakit walang kulay ang sariling buhay Iniisip, bakit sa iba'y puno ng buhay Hindi maiwasang mainggit, hindi maiwasang mag-isip Bakit kahit gustuhin ay parang di pa rin makakamit? Uhaw pero hindi magawang gumalaw Gusto daw ng pagbabago pero bakit hindi magawang simulan? Nag hahanap ng makulay na buhay pero hindi ginagawan ng paraan Naghihintay ata ng resulta, kahit wala namang ginagawang hakbang Gutom sa karanasan, nag uumalpas ang damdamin Gustong pumalaot sa magulong mundo at ng matikman ang dinadalangin Pilit na sinisingit na sapat na kung anong mayroon Ngunit ang kagustuhan na kumawala ay mukhang mahirap ng pigilin Nag iisip kung ano bang dapat gawin Gustuhin ma'y takot kung mayroon bang mararating Insekyuridad isa lang sa isipin Pano pa kaya kapag nasabak na sa mundong gustong marating Pilit tinatanim sa isipan na sapat na ang lahat Kakuntentuhan nalang ang kulang malamang maaalis lahat Ngunit hindi ganon kadali, lalo at uhaw na sa bagong karanasan Kung hindi lang sa takot, malamang ay nakatawid na at naipag sapalaran Ni hindi pa nga nasusubukan, pero umaatras na sa laban Hindi ba at maigi ng subukan muna bago ito sukuan? Ngunit bakit kahit anong piit mo sa isipa'y hindi pa rin magawang humakbang? Gusto ko ba talaga to o nagdadahilan nalang? Minsan ng naranasan kaya naisip na bakit di muling subukan Maaaring ang oras na ito ang syang oras na para muling subukan Makikipag sapalaran at baka sakali ng palarin Ngunit bakit tuwing susubukang humakbang, parang pinipigilan? Isang hakbang nalang at maaabot na ng kamay Maganda at panibagong buhay, maaaring syang nag hihintay Ngunit kung kelang isang hakbang nalang Saka pa'y lakas ng loob ay bumubuway Kagustuhan laban sa takot, Alin ang mas matimbang? Hindi ko na rin alam, isip ko rin ay syang naguguluhan Hindi na alam sa sarili kung dapat pabang makipag sapalaran Bakit pa tutuloy, kung sa huli'y ititigil din lang? Tulong! Tulong ang aking kailangan Baka doon, lakas ng loob ay di na masubukan Baka lang naman, mas gustuhin nalang na maranasan Yong hindi na aatras at kakasa nalang sa laban Posible kaya? O baka sakupin na naman ng takot ang puso at maisipan na namang umatras sa laban Bakit kay hirap mo kasing masungkit? Kalayaan na di naman pinagkakait, pero kung umasta'y kala mo'y pinagkakait Im about to sleep but then suddenly some thought just appear in my head and I feel like being emotional. I already put my phone to sleep and put it on my durabox but after 5 minutes lying in my bed I cant still sleep. Maybe because I am thinking that it is still early. Like I go to bed at 8:47 PM and just about to sleep. I don't know, this thought just suddenly appear inn my head it is just about life and the life that I really want. But in the end, I can't still decide if what kind of life do I really want. Even I - don't know what I want. I want to try this and that but I'm not doing things to change something in my life. It's like someone is stopping me but I think is is just me whos stopping my own self. Screw this damn excuses! Tsk. I am just making excuses coz of this fudging insecurities. Why this have to be the obstacles of my growth no? Or should I change my brain so that I won't be affected anymore? But anyways, I finish writing this at 950 PM and it's like I type this for 40 minutes I also go to bed at that time and let myself in - in the dreamland. May 18, 2022 --
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Huwag hayaang alipinin ng pag aalinlangan ang iyong isipan upang hindi mabigo sa iyong mga pangarapsa buhay. Hehe, kaya mo yan!
Sana ay ganon kadali at sana ay di muna pangunahan ng mga agam agam para paa'y akin nang maihakbang 🥺
Ngayon nanamn lang ako ulit nakabasa ng tula mooo ruffa chan ❤️ ganda ng paka sulat tsaka yung theme
Ehee, salamat Chachan 🥳🥳
Just follow what your heart wants mare. Don't overthink too much later para makalaya sa sumpa. Charot! I am rooting for you mare, anuman yan pinagdaraanan mo, hahaha! Charotera lang😆
Hahahaha, karerin ko nalang kaya ang pagiginf hugot queen mare? Sana may sweldo ang ganon no huehue para diko na need mag isip ng mga ganito blabla hahah
Huwag kang padala sa takot at insecurities sissy. You're amazing inside and out
Pano di mag overthink ba 🤧
Believe in yourself sis. Iba iba man tayo pero same tayong tao if nakaya ng iba Kaya mo rin
Step out of your comfort zone. Mahirap pero worth it 💕
Bat diko magawa madamsss, nagbabalak nga ako diba sana mag work kasi if evsr magsara to na wag naman sana. Yon ang plano ko, pero parang gusto ki na naman umatras. Ang dahilan? Yong kalsada na puno ng sasakyan. What if tatawid ako tas di ako makatawid kasi ang daming sasakyan kakatakot pa naman ang ganon 🤧🤧🤧 grabi na talaga ako nag overthink pati itong maliit na bagay ee HAHAHAH ewan talaga.
Batangas ka Naman mag apply diba? Madami naba sasakyan dun? Kaya mo Yan. Nung nag aaral kaba mahiyain kadin?
Kaya yan madams, wag ng maalinlangan at wag matakot subukan malay mo ang premyo pala ay mga kalalakihan🤣charootsss
Have a good sleep sister and don't think what people say. Because more you mind more you get hurt. I have simple formula, I listen criticism and after that I completely forget before deep sleep.
Ohhh, but it is not that easy though 🤧. See I am a negative thinker my gosh
You can be positive thinker. Because there are very few people who know about thier weakness. So change weakness into your strength..
Kala ko sinJose Rizal ang sumolat🤣 Peru ang galing mo ruffs halatang galing sa kaibuturan ng iyong puso ang ginawa mo hihih, peru weyt wala ka palang puso I almost forgot😁 Alam mo ano dapat una mong baguhin? Yang pagkatao mo, lagyan mo ng puso sarili mo, maging masaya ka, ang comfort zone ay boring try to explore the life😁
Nuxxxz coming from Melchie-chan UwU. I will take that to heart. You should also apply the last part of your sentence to yourself. Open up and try to explore your beautifulness 🥴🤗😉
Hahahahah bat napunta nanaman sakin😢 beautifullness talaga beuha ka ruffs,😅
Umalis ka sa nakasanayan at pumalaot sa malawak na karagatan
Kelangan ko ata ng magsasagwan dahil di ko kakayanin kapag akong mag isa lang 🥺
Galing naman ng tula, did you write it continuesly? Isa kang magaling na makata hehehe... Be brave to try something new, don't allow your excuses to be the hindrance that you can try new things.
Yep yep baka kasi mawala ung idea kaya need talaga daretso sulat 😽 But it's not easy as it may sound. Ang hirap oii 🥺
Couldn't translate the article so I just read the last part in English. I wish I can go to bed as early as 8:47pm that would mean I get a good rest all night. I hope you find your sleep, and a good sleep at that
I had a good night sleep thank you hehe. U too
Fear can indeed cripple us... Malagpasan mo sana ang takot madam
Thanks madamsss, sana nga makaya.
aja madam!
bakit mas ma no nosebleed ako sa tagalog kesa sa engols mo
Kuuu noona, awan ko talaga sayo ha. 🤣
I believe that when we want to make a change in our lives, the only one that can stop us is us and nobody else. People might only try to discourage us.
Yeah, but before that we should take a step first even just a littke maybe. But, this ks where I am having a hard time to be honest 🥺
If you keep postponing it, you won't be able to do it. There's a trick I usually use on myself and that's not predicting my next move, I will just do it, I won't think about it, and even if it doesn't always work out, at least I did it and that's a win for me
I believe that when we want to make a change in our lives, the only one that can stop us is us and nobody else. People might only try to discourage us.
Relate ako dito ah, bakit ba kasi ang hirap abutin ng mga bagay²
I feel you, minsan sa dami ko gusto gawin, hindi ko na alam ano ba talaga gusto ko😂
Takot talaga kadalasan humahadlang sa atin mare kaya let us keep pushing hanggang maabot natin.
It happened to me so many times, that I was interested in different things and I did not know wat to do. I mean which interest I should go for. I was doing a little bit of everything (playing the piano, learning digital painting and many other things.) I ended up not mastering any of them.
Minsan tlga sis nkkpg isip lalo na kung maraming iniisip na pwedeng gawin at paano sisimulan ang mga bgay na gustong gawin