Let's Do It This Way
I know I am immature in some ways but it really depends on the situation because as I said Immaturity had no Age Limit. I still act as a kid to tell the truth and I can't stop it because I really feel that I am still young, lol ಥ‿ಥ. And there are times that I am acting like a kid, unconsciously. Yes, yes I didn't notice it and just when I realise it, it is already too late because I already acted like one and I can't help but to be ashame for myself, lol.
But doing some thinking after writing my recent article I just realise that I am more mature now than I can imagine. Well, sure at my age my thinking should be more mature now so it shouldn't be this surprising. But, I tell yahh man! I feel like I am still young that I acted like a kid, so carefree and has no problems. But I only acted that way because I thought why focus on those problems and let Mr. Devil watch our Misery happily. I mean he's having a good time with our misery so why not just do the the same, lol.
I know I am too simple to think this way but sometimes, I just feel like we are complicating things and that sometimes make us loss our focus on things and we are trying too hard. I mean, look at your back man. I can tell that you are carrying a heavy baggage in your back and if you don't help yourself theres a chance that it will let you fall on your knees and if that happens you'll be having a hard time to stand up again. So let's take a breather sometimes and let our mind, heart and your back rest even just for a minute.
I know too that I haven't been into anyone shoes for me to say this. Because even if they want a breather they just can't because no one will help them to carry the load that they are carrying, no time for rest and all. Move fast or die hungry on the bed. I know that, but doing things like that will make you feel more suffocated I think about everything and that is really bad. What I'm saying is, rest and after doing that struggle but with the new strength you gained with that short rest that you had.
I faced a lot of problems too. And that is where I learned that if I focus on what I can't do then I will just be depress and will ended up hating the world and myself. And that is bad. So instead of focusing on that, example is when I still had my Nasal Polyp. I can't do a lot of things that time but I still find a way to enjoy myself. Because if I will only think and think and think? I will go crazy and that would be another burden to my family. And now I am still the happy go lucky that I was before.
You will be annoyed to me sometimes coz I take things lightly like it is not big deal at all like I don't even 1 bit of seriousness in my body like everybody is already anxious but here I am still easy go lucky. But know that it is just my way to lift some weight on those problems. I don't want to add more because I am the only one who will suffer in the end. Dibaaaa? And the heavy baggage that I am already carrying? It will get heavier and heavier and I can't take that. If there's a way to lift even a little percentage of it's weight then why not grab and take it?
Just like when act immaturely without noticing it. Same in Maturity. We don't know that we are already on the phase of adulting. We don't take it seriously sometimes but there are times that we are so eager to do this and that like what a mature people do. And another thing, lol. I just notice that instead of getting into an arguments, I will just do what my business here and let them talk and talk until they run our breath in too much talking. I am mature now where is my man why I haven't receive mine yet? Will he ever cum ಥ‿ಥ? Kidding. Hihi.
It's so nice to be happy.
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July 31, 2022
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may mga kilala rin po akong ang lalaki na ng read pero sobrang immature at may bata pa pero sobrang mature na talaga.. tama po kayo depende talaga