I Want to be a Man
Yesterday, I can already feel it. Then afternoon came and yep, there it is. I'm still okay yesterday, no pain, it's not that strong as in no nothing then when I woke up this morning - that's where I feel the pain. Even now that I am typing this the pain is still here. I am just on my bed with my phone. I want to do other things but laziness is up.
Seriously - Having a dysmenorrhea is so annoying, the pain is bearable sometimes but most of the time? It is not. I can't focus sometimes on what I'm doing and the worst part is - it's uncomfortable. I will never get used to this, seriously. It is urghhh! I am just lucky that when I have my period sometimes I don't experience dysmenorrhea.
I don't know but there are really times that I don't feel pain. Just like my last two on the previous months. My mens that time is also not a lot compare right now that you I can really feel the way it drops. It's like I have a faucet in my vagina and it's really not cool. I hate it so much. Can we swap gender please? Anyone?
Right now, what I want is to transform into a man so that my nene will disappear for a while. Even just for 2 days is enough to me. Anyone who knows a Genie here. Please introduce him or her to me huehue badly need them now as in. Because of this I wasn't able to got the market. Mom is asking me to buy a veggies for the meat but I just can't go. Not right now.
If you can see me right now, I look like a zombie na pinapalagutok ang mga daliri at umuunat unat pa. Not sure how to call this mannerism of mine but this happen when I am in discomfort. Can you relate to it? Or do you know what I mean? I can't even remember the number I go to our comfort room kasi pasok talaga ako ng pasok. I feel like I have to release something from my nene.
I am like a bedridden old hag right now just staying in my bed tapping my phone. Seriously, I started typing this since morning but it's already 3:38PM but I'm still not done, lol. Aigoooyahhh. Oh regla layuan mo akong punyawa ka huehue. I hope wala na to agad bukas. For sure I'll experience a cramps again tomorrow for sleeping in one position. ┐( ˘_˘)┌
And I heard bawal daw talaga maligo ang may regla, so saved by the bell ⟵(๑¯◡¯๑). Hahahahaha - not sure pala. It's hot in here and I feel malagkit na talaga. So in the end baka makaligo rin me. It's just so hard coz nagkasabay sabay talaga ee. Imagine may regla na tapos wala ng pera ang bulsa. Isn't that too harsh ( ꈍᴗꈍ).
I can't even buy myself a coke cola. I want it right now. Don't know anything about you but Coke works on me. Like the pain will disappear and my menstruation will be gone agad agad. Like before it will really take a week before my regla will be gone. Not sure if it's only on my mind but that still give me comfort, so yeah. Let's go, sa Coke! Rawrrrrr!
Sorry for this long rant guysuu, this is just the effect of my hunger right now, for him - I mean for Fudgee Bar huehue. How I wish ulanin ako ng pagkain right now, anything will do basta Pizza or Angel's Footlong or maybe Cheese Burger wahhhh I want it right now - oops sorry again. I got lost again because of foods. Tsk .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·..
Buy anyways, I heard biogesic is good daw for this kind of pain anyone here who already tried it?
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August 22, 2022
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nakuuuuu habang nadagdagan edad mo mas magiging malala pa yang sakit na yan...take it from me...wag kasi rin palaging junkfoods...nakakadagdag pa yan sa sakit