Better, Bolder and Wiser - My Yesterday and Today
Yohooo, I finished another Anime Series this morning. It contains 13 episode only so I can finish it fast. Though it took me three days, before I can finish it. Because you know, I just watch during my free time and grinding is still my priority. This anime series action and romance genre, which I love in a series.
Although I was left hanging and I am not satisfied with thr ending, still I enjoyed it so much. Now, I am thinking what should I watch next, I am contemplating if I will go with a movie or another series, but let see. Depending on my mood, I might just go with the latter, hmmmmm.
Anyways, the weather today here in our place is always unpredictable, lol. It's mood swings is so severe but woman's mood swings when on their period is much more, of course, lol. But whatever, I don't have any plans to go somewhere today or what so, I am safuuu, lol.
And, For today's blog, I will just answer this simple question that was answered first by Mj, then Fantagira and yesterday, it was madam @Jane 's turn naman. And I said I also want to try it so, without any delay or chukchakchenes emerut chuchu let's go get this...
(1) I don't beg now to my Mama to give me money just to buy candy or a snack.
I still remember those times that I feel so low for begging for a fee coins just to buy a snack or what. Five pesos before is already big to me and it's enough to make me happy. The feeling of hopelessness and I can't do anything about it because even if I want this or that, nothing will drop from the sky or even if I pray hard but if I am not taking any action to make a change, then I will be stuck as like that. A freeloader, a bum and good for nothing lazy witch, that's me before.
I want my situation to change but I feel like nothing will change even if I try. But thr truth is, I am really not trying hard. I lack of determination and I am just contented for being like that. Walang nararating sa buhay. But then everything changed because I come to the point that, I really need to move or make an action if I don't want to stay as a bum. I started looking for online job on facebook. I tried captcha solving, I also tried that invest, wait and earn, I also come to the point of taking whatever just for a cents.
The I discovered read.cash and you all know what happened after that right. I have a better life now.
Aside from that, (2) I also Have Saving now, while before even sinkong duling, walang wala ako. All I have is myself, I dont even have my own things coz those things in my possession that time was all given to my Mothers. But now, I can buy the things that I need that I just asked for my mother before. Even my own Napkin and shampoo, I still ask that to them. I am too shy because I became a certified tambay that time. I finished college but, I still have now work. This is really the lowest day of my life. And I don't want to back to that time again.
Another is, (3) I can now help to our home expenses, like buying viands and rice. This is what I am prouder to myself now. Because my life is so much better now than before, i can do this little help for the family. I never really imagine that I will come to this point of my life. I mean, I am useful now and I am proud to myself because of that. If we really want a change, we should start it with ourselves.
Another one is, (4) I can buy a load now for my Data Consumption that last for a month and not just for 3 days or a week. I know, those short validity promos helps me a lot on my journey here, but I have to watch my data usage and I can't really do that much because I am using Globe that time. Globe is so slow here in our area that I have patience using it, I really don't have a choice. But now, having a data that last for a month is much better now coz I don't have to watch for my data usage and my internet connection is much faster now which helps me a lot today.
My life is so pathetic before but I am still thankful because thay push me to do better today. There's a lot more of changes actually and not just those I mentioned above. You know when you get to earn your own many, you can really do a lot and you can decide on how you will use it. And because I don't want to go back to my pathetic life before, I made sure that I have a savings that I can use if ever I needed it. Even my mindset is much better bow than before. └|∵|┐♪
November 26, 2022