Annoying Typographical Error and another Life Update

I am really not in the mood to write right now. Aside from my fingers is like having an issue typing, my mind is also empty. I mean, why would I be surprise. That's nothing new naman, aigooo. I feel like my vocabulary has a limitation again. It only use a word than even a 5 year old can understand. Well, my brain is really at fault here, and my fingers.

Why did I include my finger? Well, just because. Kidding aside, lol - because my typing skills right now drop to merely 50% with the number of typographical error I am experiencing. I feel like my head is also empty and just feel like a sh!t and not on the mood to even write. I mean right, who would want to write and think if you are already annoyed with the way things are right now?

I want to ignore my typo and just edit it later but then my mind is also hating that I am currently experiencing something like this. If it's you what would you feel? Will you smash the chair to the floor and feel the satisfaction while doing so? Tss, I really hate that I am experiencing this rn. I want to finish it without typos but this sh!t of a hand i have has no pakikisama like it is even taunting me "you, go biatch and get annoyed with this."

I can imagine it in my head. I hate typos, I want to finish it without a problem but why luck is not with me today? I mean, there are times that I can perfect it but why not today? What's the different of today from yesterday aside from today is Saturday and yesterday is Friday? Come on men, I am literally releasing some smoke out of my nose coz of annoyance. Is it weird that I got annoyed with my own typing error?

I hope, I am not the only one who's like this. Because if I am the only one then I am abnormal. Oh gosh, I don't even know why I'm getting mad. It's partly my fault why I have a lot of typos. But, well yeah it is, that is why I am annoyed to my situation and at the same time, I am super duper omega annoyed with myself. Hating ourselves are normal so, and I am abnormal so, yeah. I know I am not making any sense right now. Gomen.

Have you ever feel like scratching your own face because of annoyance? The urge is very strong and sometimes it's hard to control it. But, I'm literally doing some exhale and inhale technique here. I don't want to burst because of annoyance. You all know how my mouth works when I am in the situation. It has no filter and definitely not choosing any gender to get bitchy. Aigoooo, aigoooo. Hayhhzt!

Anyways, nevermind that, I heard theres a new typhoon that will enter in PAR and once it enter, they will call it QUEENIE. Like seriously, ipa-exit naman muna si Paeng sana, my goodness. Oriental Mindoro, my province is still under Signal #2, unfortunately, not all part coz there are part of Mindoro that is already in signal #3. Sana bilisan na nyang umalis here, exit na sana agad agad. Tch.

If yesterday the rain is like a signal light with stop and go, today, it is really non-stop but I'm still thankful that it is not that strong. How I wish it will completely stop so that the little river at the back of our house won't overflow. If that happen again, there's a chance that we can experience floods. Specially Mama who's located at the lowest part where flood can easily reach her house.

She's actually moving important things on the upper level of the house like the washing machine and some other. I just really hope, nothing bad, happen today. Coz if this rain continue until night, ahh, I don't know what might happen. Mama has a lot of pet, chicken and the newly cracked egg of a chicks, they are seven I think and I am not sure where the hell she will put them. I hope she figure it out later. Arghh! I hate this.

Please Guide us po. Let's be alert guys. We are currently out of electricity and it's been on since morning. That is why I am not that active here, just in case this brownout will last until night, I have emergency light that I can use which is my phone. I just hope di naman ganito ang mangyari. I hope the electricity will be up again tonight.

Ingat Lahat!

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October 29, 2022

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