And I Saw Myself Staring at Me
Mom had to go somewhere that's why its just me and Mom #2 again who was left on the house and also looking out for her store. It's okay with me but I'm just a little annoyed as I have to face different people again. And to an introvert hooman like me that's a big big challenge. I think I will never be cut out to be on this kind of job or work if ever. Tch. But I also dream of becoming a store owner but, I can do that while I'm on thr office or whatever ahhh, nevermind. I just hope heaven give me a lot of patience today. I will really need that for sure.
It's a start of another day doing this kind of thing. You have to stand up every second or every minute just to attend to those customer. And they will just buy one item and that will continue until the closing time. Imagine when you thought you can finally rest because no one is buying already, that's where another customer will come and arghh. I just cant stop myself on giving them a death glare to be honest. I know it's bad for business but I am a hot tempered woman so can't really help it.
It's 9 am already and we don't have viand yet that's why I asked Mom if she want a particular viand for that day so I can go to the market. I'm just having a second thought coz if I leave her alone, what if a bunch of customer come then no one will help her. But, we're having too much of canned foods in the past few days so canned goods is not included on the option that's why I really have to go to the market to buy something. Maybe fish or chicken meat again, aghhh.
Good thing Mom say yes and asked me to just buy some chicken meat. Just to make sure, I asked her first if she's okay alone here. I'll be gone for maybe 15 to 20 mins maybe if I found something immediately. She just assure me that she's okay and i feel like she really want me to get lost on her face that very moment. I just want to make sure Mom, don't be a btch, lol. Off course I didn't say that to her face hello. I can't, I'll still afraid of her lol.
Once I get the money on my hands I immediately went on my way and start my journey to my munchkin pie heart, just kidding lol. I have to move fast so that I can go back home in a jiffy. I doubt Mom can really take all of the customer all alone. So even if My crush get on my way I will just ignore him and do what I have to do so I can finally go back home. I think I finish buying all the things I need in just 13 minutes. Wew, I'm like thr flash in my panty and cape, lol.
I am walking fast as I want to really go home immediately but because I am too fast, an accident occur and that's the most embarrassing moment of my life in my entire existence. Being caught picking my nose is not that embarrassing, maybe just a litt yep but kissing a floor with a lot of people as a witness to my stupidity, that's the most and the ugliest thing that can ever happen to a person. I just want to disappear in that moment. I blame that sht rock on my way, tch.
I just stand up like nothing happened and continue walking. I'm still overthinking as what if my crushes saw me kissing the floor without fighting back. Argh! And because our house is just a few step away from me. I run faster anf when I get to the door of our house. I am like a dog sticking out my own tongue because of exhaustion from running away and from overthinking because of my stupidity that people witness back there.
Anyways, I'm about to get the key inside my pocket but I can't find it. Maybe I forgot it on my durabox or my other short. So I have no choice but to go back in front of our house to where the store are and get inside using it. I'm about to go walk to get in there when I heard the door opening. It's that cracking sound that you can hear in a horror movie film. I feel relieved coz I don't have to go back in front of the house so I said "Yes! Saved!"
And when I look to where are door at, I saw my own face and body with different outfit. Even our hair and chubby face is the same and seriously, it's really me. I know my face. But this one Infront of me is more human than me. I have dark circles while she doesn't. I even thought "Ah so that's what I look like if I don't have this loving dark circle of mine and my eyebags I look cute. Ehe." But I erase the thought again coz that's not the times to admire myself. I look at her and said "DARE?"
HAHAHA that's just my imagination. But what if no? What if you are teleported in different time and you go backward or maybe in the future and you saw your self, I mean you had a face to face with yourself? What would be your reaction? Will you faint and feel scared or will you find it fun? Lol. As for me, I don't know. Maybe I will really get scared or maybe more surprise. Coz hello, it's you but you are still in an unfamiliar place. You have no one to talk to. And you have no idea if what's really going on. Like you just fall down on the ground and had a lips to lips with the floor and suddenly you are on different time already. I think, that would be nyayyyy.
I'll be happy to know your answer guys so come on. What's your say about it?
April 20, 2022