A Bumpy Ride to a Happy Place

It happen last month, end of the month I mean July 29. It it when Bitcoin Cash hit $165. I am waiting patiently for a chance to buy back because I wasn't able to buy when it hit $130 something. And I sell too early that time that is why when it pump I don't have any hodlings in my wallet. It is too sudden also that no one predicted that it will pump hard like that Ó╭╮Ò as in no one here. I am so brokenhearted, so sad and so so so regretful that I sell mine to early. And the happy trip to the moon of some become an eyesore to me.

The supposed to be buy and sell game become boring like hell. I was left behind, devastated and was crying on the floor blaming myself for selling too early. I have so many what ifs. I am so mad. While everyone is wishing for it to fly more, me on the other hand is silently wishing for it to dump. Or did I make it silent? I think no right? I have shown my emotions to everyone. I am sad that is why I wished for that but it never happen until BTC crossed $24,000.

I feel more devastated because of it. In my head what if it cross at $200. How about me? I will be left here with nothing OMG. I sound so dramatic here but you just don't know what I feel that time. Wait, I think you all know that right? You are all happy while I am sad. I know it's my fault and the blame should be pointed on me. Actually I want to point a Gun with a money as bullet on myself and hit my face with it. It'll be more lovely if I used coins. But off course I don't have that do I just slap my hands.

But I never give up, coz I know that when there's a pump, you know what comes next and it surely a dump. And it happen yes. I saw an opportunity last April 31. I grab it coz maybe it's a chance given to those who hasn't able to ride on the first wave of when it pumps. I set an order and set my limit at $143.7. And after just a minute my order was hit. I am happy that time. I was so sure that it will fly again to the moon and we'll go skrrr skrrrr broom brooommmm.

I waited and waited and waited It hit $149 I think but I waited more but that's the bad decision I ever made because BCH goes down and hit $128. But I pumps again after a day or two. But I still didn't grab the chance. It crossed $147, $148 for so many times. If only I grab that to sell for sure I already gain three $12. But because I believe that BCH will pump again, I ignore those chances. And I feel more sad because of it. Greediness, my only one problem when it comes to spot trading.

Because of the low profit that I can get I ignore those chances and I was left sad again. And then I will blame myself again for not grabbing it but when it arrive again I will still not grab it. Like seriously my fvcking self is the annoyance that is always on my way. But to honest I have a lot of thought of why I'm not grabbing those chance. It happens to me a lot of times already but, when I decided to sell that is where it pump. And when I decided to buy and is where it will dump. Oh crypto, quit playing games with my hearteuuuuuu .·´¯`(>▂<)´¯`·.

Aigooooo

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But then a chance arrive again. And this time I didn't ignore it. I grab it tightly and I am still not sure if it is the right decision or just like what happened before, I was being played again by the market. We just have to wait for sure of what can happen anytime soon. As for now my sell order with sell limit of $148 is finally filled - yes it takes a lot of time almost 2 weeks. It's not bad, but if grab the chance thay was handed to me even the first time for sure I can gain more.

But whatever I am being optimistic now that I will have a positive result this time, i hope? So far the market is a bit stable now. It doesn't have big movement. Thr price ks now ranging to $138 - $143. As for my buy order limit, I set mine to $134. I hope ma filled sya before the day ends. If not maybe I will change it higher than my sell limit.

Hows your trading journey so far?

August 13, 2022

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