May 23, 2022

It's the yesterday evening when am sitting on the stairs of my home and taking cup of tea. Mobile is in my hand but am not in mood of using it am just thinking one thing that once again am losing my interest in everything. Once again the sadness surrounds me. I want to weep but tears didn't supportive me. Weeping with tears is much better than the heart-weeping.

My Profiles on all the social media platforms hurt me and giving the vibes that the user is getting died.

From the past five days I didn't open my noisecash account and even didn't post anything. Within one year journey of noisecash first time it's happened so it's heartbreaking for me.

Same situation with the read.cash account, I drafted this article a week ago but still have no zeal of completing it and somehow I feel it's become the reason of losing my interest here. From the couple of days am too much inactive here and the reason is my heart.

My activity bar on the main showed my absence there. From the past more than one month am regularly using the main network and earned more than 1000 tokens.

But now from the past one week I also don't dare to open my main-network profile.

I thought that am losing my interest that am using these platforms from the long-time. So decided to join the new blogging platform Hive. Because my friend told me a long time ago Arooj join the hive it's too much supportive. So with the help of her I made my account on hive in this Wednesday.

But hardly I made my first posts with the thinking and efforts of more than five hours because the laziness of mine convinced me Arooj leave it and write in tomorrow. After publishing the first post I didn't post anything there. But hive is the good platform. I will try to use it regularly once my mood swings getting normal.

I used twitter and telegram accounts because of the SmartBCH projects. I remembered once am too much active on my twitter and telegram accounts but now from the couple of days I didn't open them means I also loose my interest in SmartBCH projects.

Scrolling on Instagram is my favorite fun activity but now I forget to open my Instagram account. But my for Snapchat is still alive sometimes my mood swings also affected but it's going okay.

Same situation with the study zone if I opened my book I start thinking of making the streaks, making my cup of tea and sometimes start using my laptop.

Closing Thoughts:

My mood is off when I start writing this article but now it's okay means writing and talking heals us. If am loosing my interest in blogging and using other social media platforms. I take it okay because from the more than one year am doing just these activities so taking the short break is okay. I will just try my best to keep me active in the study line and complete my assignments and notes.

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