And the Procrastination Continues....

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We are already on the fifth day of the first month of the year 2022 and here I am, doing nothing productive. I wasn't active in noise.cash and also couldn't read that much article here in read.cash. So many piled-up articles in my notification. Trying to read 5 articles but then another 7 articles will be added. And so on. Why you're all so diligent in writing, hold your horses, take it, easy man! ( just kidding, I am not feeling well, that's why).

It is not because I want to but it's because my body won't let me. My body becomes weaker each day. I don't know what is happening now. Couldn't get a hold of my doctor. But I guess it was because of the cold weather we are experiencing now. I have a cough and a cold. It was just a runny nose at first but it get worst. Just this afternoon, I need to use the nebulizer again because I am catching my breath. It felt like something is pressing hard against my chest.

When I looked at my husband, I can see that he's worried and at the same time, I know what was running on his mind, that when my condition worsens, it's another problem again. That is the reason why sometimes I am not telling him when I feel sick because I don't want to complicate our situation.

Good thing that after the nebulization, I feel much better. Although I still have a cough and cold and am a little feverish. He kept on asking me If I'm okay, I said yes and went to our room to take a nap. When I woke up, he made a hot choco drink for me and told me that I am forbidden to have coffee from now on(no more coffee is life for me!).

Then while having my snack, my friend Madel messaged me that our friend Daphne was already on board bound to Paris. I felt sad all of a sudden. The feeling of being left behind because both of your friends are now abroad.

Madel is in Italy while Daphne will be in Paris hours from now. They have plans on meeting up in Paris. I wish I could be there with them. I am inggit, char!

Before, they often told me that they will find an Italian guy for me so that I can go to Italy or Paris, hahaha! But of course, it's just a joke..it has been our dream to meet, the three of us but it is now impossible. Although I have met Daphne but not Madel. But Madel is planning to visit me here when she'll have a vacation in 2023 but Daphne is in Paris so the three of us meeting in one place becomes impossible. I just wish that I could go to Italy or Paris too, who knows right?

Okay, I'll end it here na. My hand is trembling if I hold my phone for long. His Myasthenia gravis is giving me a hard time. Well, anyway, thanks for reading. This is just another nonsense article from me.

Date Published: January 5, 2022