So before we start, I would like to say thank you to anyone who sponsored me, who renewed their sponsorship and for those who's supporting me. I know I'm not this active like before but I'm still trying my best so that I can keep my activeness alive.

So before we start. I have some today's chika, how to deal with untog ba? HAHAAHAH. I'm always nauuntog 24/7 without knowing whyyy, I mean, gladly I'm not nabubukulan ng malala pero even if how many times ko isipin na double deck tong kasama I always ended up na nauuntog. Natatawa nalang jowa ko, pero she keep reminding me naman na baka mauntog nanaman daw ako at hinay-hinay lang.

So stop with the chika, let's proceed na.

What's on your mind right now?

• Bath HAHAAHAH. I want to take a bath already but I want to make my article first so that later I'm not into panic mode while finishing everything. I'm done eating. Washing dishes and also I'm done na magwalis.

So what's on my mind ba? Nothing. I've got nothing inside my head but to take a bath. I'm alone right now because my partner is on her work and her cousin is on his class, I always left alone when monday, wednesday and friday came. So what I'm doing is, that's the time where I'll move and move and move around to do house thingy since I'm not used to move around when someone is on the same place as mine.

If I have other something on my mind, it's about to read some article since I just read 3 articles for today. My internet was not that good inside of my partner's boarding house so I need to come outside and start doing ny article and reading thingyy.

When you wake up in the morning, how do you most want to feel?

• Being too comfortable, actually when I'm still at my parent's place I always woking up uncomfortable because of my parents shouting voices or because of their loud sound outside of the house, it's never been peaceful just like now.

When I move out to their house, this is the first time where I feel comfortable at everything. I wish this worries of mine will be fade of forever even if I know that it can't be. Ofcourse, I know that there are still times where worries will eat me away and where my depression will be bad again.

When I don't feel alright at all, especially when my partner is at my side, all I do is keepinv my emotions calm and try not to burst out.

But wait lol, there are one time where I really burst out and I just go outside to take a fresh wind. She's home already that time. She go outside also and noticed me, she asked my why I'm crying and what happened. Ehdehdhej, I hate crying when there's someone at my side so I just hold it back and try to say everything.

I don't even know how she can understand my whole situation and my whole emotion since my family was messed up but yet she can really understand it lol.

What big changes do you want to make in your life?

• Simple! I want to change the weak me into the stronger one. You guys knew how negative I am when things are approaching. I hate it and I literally don't like it, like how can you guys be so positive when the negative things was raging off?

I was amazed by the people who good at handling things like this. I mean, they were means a lot to someone who have a weak mind vecause they are full of positive energy where everyone can get.

Final Thoughts.

I'm more on question diary right now, soon I'll try to write a normal writings again. I'm just too busy lang rin kasi.