Feb-Ibig: A 13 Days Countdown.

Read it at your own risk, bawal bitter.

Just kidding,

So before we start, I wanna say sorry for any sweetness that you'll read here than can cause bitterness to you. This is a advance anniversary article and I want to reply to this old conversation where she just chatted me after 2 days of calling her baby.

Please again, read at your own risk. I'm not bragging how healthy my relationship was but yes, flex natin to HAHAHAAH.

Hey, you chatted me at February 14 while we knew each other at Feb 12, I called you baby at February 12 also.

You even asked me if I had a date knowing that I'm single for like 2 years before you came. It's unexpected to meet you tho.

Ofcourse there's a char so that it's not obvious that it's seriously. Soon you'll be the reason why I enjoy life right hahaha.

You're joking right? I'm not even planning to be one of your reasons why you enjoy life. I didn't plan it because I want it, I didn't plan it because I literally like you and I wanna be the reason why you enjoying your life without stress.

• You want me to be the reason why you enjoy life, but instead you make yourself one of the reason why I'm able to enjoy my hellish life again without being worried all the time.

One Day, someone will walk into your life and make you see why it never worked out with anyone else.

Source: Thought Catalog.

:Are we official Already?

Me: you want? Why not?

: I just want to make sure. Maybe you want it too. Why don't we give it a try right?

You already knew that I am from with a failed relationship. That I am an idiot and a stupid b*ch who used to be an ass in my ex. When you asked me if we're official, I'm 50/50 because I'm afraid to get hurt again, I'm afraid that someday you'll end up like others who didn't do anything good.

But instead of feeling scared, instead of feeling uncomfortable. I feel so comfortable and I really feel so right when I am talking with you. I didn't feel anything wrong, it's just a smooth feeling where I feel that I've known you for a long time. You even didn't tell me that you feeling the same.

I just told myself that I'll give it a try again since I'm already bored of being single for like 2 years without anyone to flirt. My messenger were so quiet and no one even chatting except group chats.

"I didn't wanna fall inlove, not at all. But at the some point, you smiled and holy sh*t, I blew it."

Source: Pinterest.

I want to know you better, I felt like you're good. It's just my feelings.

I'm not good because I am sweet, just kidding.

Some users here especially those who were chatting on my messenger knows me already, they already knew how sweet am I and how willing I am to answer each question while waiting patiently for a reply.

But yeah, ilongga's are sweet. That's what they said, so I don't know.

I want you to be happy, that we're happy.

I'm become happy since you cane, you bring back the smile on my lips. You wake up the happiness that has been sleeping for a long time, you teach me how to be happy again. Whenever that I'm laughing hard, I'm thankful because you were the reason of it.

You know, before I met you I'm always busy being talkative at GC. Where there is someone who's courting me also but we ended up nothing because she's not my type. I mean, she's taken during that time and supposed to be she gave all of her time to her girlfriend but ended up giving all her effort to me and I hate it.

I felt like she's cheating to her gf already.

I've been cheated by my ex for like 11x and more. Please take note that I don't want to get hurt anymore, I know you knew that already and I'm thankful because you apply everything to our relationship. I love you, baby. And I'll always do.

I'm a dramatic and very emotional gf of yours, you know how effort I am when we have misunderstanding. I kept calling and chatting you like there's no tomorrow, it's because I love you.

Hey,

You already knew that, eversince you came in mylife, you change everything. You change how I see the world, you change how I see myself. You change how negative my mind was, you change everything accordingly. You make me feel that I'm worth to be loved, that I'm enough. You show me that I'm worth it, that everything on me was fine while my mind was thinking that I'm not enough, I'm not worth of the love that you're showing.

When we were knew, I kept asking myself if I deserve everything that you show off. Like, I'm just like this so why you putting so much effort for just someone like me? Maybe, I didn't know the difference of before and right now. Because I'm from a failed relationship so maybe I'm just having some unfamiliar vibes because you're the only one who makes me feel like that.

: When you're here, atleast I can already see everything that's happening to you or what emotions you have.

Me: Don't think about what I feel, because even if you asked me I don't know also. I'm just thankful because you're there, I can feel you. That already enough for me.

: I'll be okay if you're here because you're the one who will lift up my feelings.

: You'll be my resting area when I'm tired.

It's so rare for you to talk about this things. You're not the type of person where you want to show what you really feel, you always hiding it inside you. To be honest, I'm shocked when you told me this. It's the first time that I figured out that sometimes you're being true about what you feel huh? I didn't imagine that you'll actually going to say this words.

• You're the type of person where you don't actually like to explain yourself.

• You're the type of person, where not romantic but at the same time sweet.

• You're not the type of person, where you were talkative at the same time you're too quiet.

• You're not the type of person where you actually telling me about how much you love me not until you actually says those words against my expectations.

But, you're not the type of person where you will actually let me feel down for a sec. That you will let me feel unworthy, feel sad, or anything that cause sadness to me.

You're the type of person where everything was your happiness, when you told me that you felt like everything you do is always nothing, all I wanna say is.. you're wrong.

You change everything, every small little imperfections of mine...you change it.

Do you know the reason why I am proud of you?

It's because of who you are. You're the one who can make me happy, who can make me smile, who can make me laugh, you can make me kilig, who can make me giggle, and everything. You're the source of my strength, you're the source of everything why I'm still standing until now. You become a source of mine where you literally show me what the love is. You became my crying shoulders, you became my bestfriend and also a guardian of mine. There's no words that can explain how much I love you.

We're not fighting always, you're so understandable. I'm really proud that I make a first move befor someone else, and I love you just like the day that I fall for you.

Nothing's change, nothing's new. See you next month 💗😹💗

Author's Note:

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