It's too hot. The shirt got wet because he got on the local bus. It seems that I just took a bath from the pond. I am standing on a bus pole. I feel nauseous after being pushed by people from the front and back. But there is nothing to do. I am in a hurry. I have to submit an assignment to college today. So I am forced to go to the bus. The only person pushing me is this unbearably hot. I want to overturn the bus. I controlled the anger and looked at the next seat. Suddenly my eyes went to a girl sitting by the window. Her open hair is flying in the air. A drunken smell is coming from her hair. It is driving me crazy. The smell is very familiar to me. This is the smell of Nilima's hair. The girl is looking outside. So I can't see his face. Anyway, I have to see his face. And why Nilima will come here. Seto lives in another city. Neelima is my ex-girlfriend. I'm blue. Honors is in the 3rd year. And Nilima is also in the 3rd year. Seeing him that day, a shiver awoke in my mind. Every time I looked at him with a smile. From then on I followed him. This is what he noticed. One day he came to me and said,
Nilima: What is your problem this boy? Why do you follow me every day?
I was silent that day. His words seemed very sweet to me. I walked back without saying anything. I used to follow him for about 6 months like this. Neelima used to call me occasionally and scold me a lot. I used to listen to him ha. With a lot of courage, I offered him love on a twilight afternoon. That day he hugged me and cried and said,
Nilima: It took so long to say this?
Me: Tell me what to do. I come every day to say the word but I can't say it.
Me: In front of you, I actually forget everything.
Nilima: That's right.
Nilima: Will you never leave me?
Then Nilima hugged me tighter. From then on we walked the path together. But there is a saying that happiness does not last long. A Kalavaishakhi storm came and ravaged everything. Nilima can find out about us at home. Then his father took him to another city. He also broke his SIM. I searched for him a lot. But I didn't find him. It was not possible for me to forget him. I fell in a lot of tension. I used to stand in front of their house all the time. I died. Then I would come back. I gave up eating and drinking. My parents used to cry when they saw my condition. One day my mother came and said,
Mom: Dad, how much more will I hurt myself. Think about us a little. Tell me how we will survive if something happens to you? Please forget all this and start all over again.
I didn't change my mind after listening to my mother's words that day. I left my hometown to forget Nilima's memory and moved to this city. In fact, I tried in many ways to forget about her. But I couldn't. Even after coming here, I cried thinking about her. I couldn't think of finding her like this today. I'm still looking at the girl. Suddenly she turned her face towards me. I was surprised. It's really Nilima. Tears welled up in my eyes when I saw him. I saw salty water in Neelima's eyes too. She was much drier than before. There were black spots under her eyes. Neelima was looking at me with a smile. And I looked at her. It was very dark. The assistant said,
I have moved to Mirpur.
I'm getting ready to get off early. I see Nilima getting ready to get off too. The two of us got off together. But no one has spoken yet. Suddenly Nilima said,
Nilima: How are you Nil?
Me: Like you left it.
Nilima: Sorry, forgive me. Dad forcibly brought me here that day. I didn't want to come. Believe me, I really love you.
Nilima: I only remembered you every time I knew you. I cried every night thinking about you. I couldn't communicate with you anymore because my father broke my mobile. You know I'm very lonely today.
I can't stand Nilima's crying at all. I am having a hard time seeing her crying. The inside of my chest is twisting. It is very hard to see the man of love crying. Then I said,
Me: Why can you be alone? Uncle Aunty is there.
Nilima: No, they died in an accident a few months ago. And I am left alone in this world. It is very difficult for a girl to live in this world. She has to pay a lot of tuition for tuition and other expenses. (Crying)
This time I started crying too. She has suffered so much. Didn't she try to tell me once? I said,
Me: Could you tell me once?
Nilima: How can I tell? I didn't have your number.
No, I will not let him suffer anymore. Maybe I still love him very much. More than myself. So I cried when I saw him crying. I will not let him suffer anymore. Then I said,
Me: Will you give me another chance to walk with you? Will you give me a chance to embrace your sorrow. I love you very much. Just more than before.
Neelima cried and hugged me like the first day and said,
Nilima: You would never leave me?
I will not go. And I will not let you go. Come with me.
Me: In the office?
I: To make you my own forever.
I called a rickshaw. I and Nilima are sitting in the rickshaw. The rickshaw is moving at its own pace. And Nilima is crying with her head on my shoulder. This is a happy cry. Don't cry any more.
May this kind of love last a lifetime.