Dancing In The Dark |
Surprise and excitement overwhelm him, he doesn't even notice that he has lost his way in panic. At the age of twenty-two, he had never seen such an event in his eyes, nor did he remember it. No way. Such a huge, such a fatal event, with so many people. This does not come to his mind, it is not understandable. Yet it is as if he understands and feels everything, thus his consciousness has been swallowed up by the crowd on the highway and the actions of the police. He seems to have become a crowd himself. He did not get stuck in the crowd, he stood in the corner of the closed shop from where he could easily enter the narrow alley next door when he wanted to get out of here. But whatever it is, you are the one who is tied up. The roar of the crowd, the sound of gunfire, the throbbing in the chest, the blood in the veins becoming turbulent. Fear is suppressed. Not in fear, not in the calculation of saving oneself, this habit of having to move away from the commotion is just a little urging to flee. But he insisted. It does not occur to him that the commotion is so steady and steady that people do not run randomly in clashes with the gunmen. What a mess from which no one escapes! So, he seems to be leaving, but his legs are paralyzed. How can he escape if no one escapes.
Without it, the mind felt his intense dissatisfaction, deep curiosity. Why is such an incident happening, why is the tide of the full moon flowing in the yellow river next to his body stopping? From the sea of one and a half crores of distance, a man-like rush of high water rushing from the sea, it does not stop, nothing can stop him. On many a full moon day, many a night he would quietly leave the house without waking up his parents, standing by the dead river at low tide for the thrilling appearance of the tide of Kotal.
How many crocodiles sleep in the mud of the river at low tide during the day. It looks like an innocent good-natured creature. What is it like to suddenly become like an arrow in a small body of water? Sharks cut the water in a long line and catch prey. What a strange kind of fish jumping into the mud-water. How then becomes depressed. Ganesha's mind. Oh, sad river, how many creatures like sharks, crocodiles, fish, there is no vibration of life, as far as you look to the right and to the left. Life will come to this river, as if the mad Shivathakur himself is coming to dance, cutting the universe and wearing a crown of white foam, in the same way. The tide of life. There is so much joy in Ganesha's soul too, which cannot be measured.
If that accustomed, familiar, terrifying, insane tide of Kotal came roaring in his mind, the tide stopped on the way to the city so long after he left, he sat down on the pavement on the sidewalk. What a motionless roar, what a wave of black hair instead of white foam.
Shot or not? Or a stick?
Osman asks Ganesha in a tone of hesitation, in deep sympathy. The boy is standing leaning in the corner of the shop, the blood coming out from where he is soaking red, the dirty fatwa of his body cannot be understood. If the bullet hits, wherever it hits, how is the boy standing, when the side of the fatwa's chest is drenched in blood? The look in his eyes is strange. It is as if the dead are staring at the living. Kulimjuri probably does. The total is down.
Um? I don't know, baby. Ganesha's voice sounds very angry, they will not go ahead baby?
Baby! Osman's chest was scratched a little. He is wearing this half-shirt with Kalibuli, the color is blue cotton pants, he has no shoes on his feet, he has not shaved for seven days. Yet the boy calls him Babu. Disgusting baby cheeks! Osman's current regret of leaving Trump's work is stirred once again. This regret has intensified after the success of Osman's last strike. Even in Trump's second class, no one ever insulted him as a babu.
But yes, this boy earns a living. Probably Nehat came from the body due to hunger. It has become a habit to call everyone a babu except a beggar and a mute laborer.
They will sit and stand, baby? Don't go?
This time Ganesha's throat is like the throat of a cough patient with mucus stuck in it, and the throat of a tuberculosis patient with blood stuck in it.
What if it doesn't go ahead? Osman said with a soft smile, without a doubt. When everyone did not retreat and run away, just like the engine that did not clear the line, just for the sake of rules and decency, stopping and rushing forward, then why not go ahead! The next time you press the call, it will go ahead.
But whether-Ganesha tried to speak loudly and hugged. He leaned his back against the wall of the shop and knelt down. The back is bent and the head is drooping. He would have taken refuge on the sidewalk if he hadn't found the curved base of the high foundation of the house where a small house leaned against him in the corner of the house.
Life goes on.. I'm really exhausted. Is there any way to earn money without investment.
He will come back
Wait, Sadiq. I have a talk with you.
I looked back once. Nira is standing with a rough look. I turned around and started walking again. As soon as I came out through the gate of the varsity, I heard Neera screaming.
- Sadiq! Wait?
He said it quite loudly. I was a little annoyed. How everyone around is looking. An uncomfortable environment was created. My mood also went up a bit. Yet I restrained myself. Looking back, I saw Nira standing in the same place as before. Not at all. I know he's not going to be this way or that. I have to go to him As much as he is more stubborn than stubborn. Arrogant. Pride in his anger. And the biggest thing is that his ego is more. So much so that it is unimaginable I walked slowly in front of him. He was looking at me sharply then. As if to eat the whole I did not raise an eyebrow I went to him and said,
- Let's go and sit on the field.
Nira said in a very strong voice,
- No. I'll stay here. I will stand here and talk to you.
- It's sunny here. The sun is unbearable for you
- Even if you don't think about it.
- All right. Varsity has given leave only 7 Let everyone. Then we'll talk slowly. How?
- Oops! I'll talk to you now. I can't stand this for another moment I don't have time to think about who saw what and what they said.
- I know him. Tell me, what do you want to know?
- Why are you avoiding me? Why don't you talk to me? It's been two days since we talked Only at varsity if seen. You don't even talk Avoid it What are these? Is this your love? Is this his sample? Before proposing, you said very much, do this, do that, now what happened to all that? Have you forgotten everything?
I just smiled. I said quietly,
- What did you say I didn't do? Didn't I do what I said?
Nira was a little shocked. I did not think what to say I said again,
- You really wanted to get wet in the rain. Call me and ask me to come to your house. It was half past eight at night. Am I not here? Didn't you walk down the street with your hands on the pitch? Do you want to walk barefoot? Didn't we walk? Have you ever wondered where I got off tonight? Do you think so? On the contrary, you have called me in the hope of being late. Luckily the rain stopped and came again. I thought our breakup would be over that day. And you say I did nothing?
The arrogant expression on Neera's face kept slipping away. Hiding the roughness, his real beautiful face started coming out I said again,
- You want to see me at midnight You can't sleep Didn't I wake up and come to see you? You want to eat ice cream. Didn't I bring ice cream? And you say I did nothing? Seriously?
Nira stared at me stunned. He couldn't believe it, I could talk like that I said,
- You wanted to walk with me in the morning mist. Didn't I buy an anklet for you that day? Didn't the two of them walk on the dew-drenched grass? Who wanted this? Why did I do this? And aren't you saying I didn't do anything for you?
Nira looked at me with a simple look. I kept saying,
- I wanted to get on your boat. He will be sitting holding my hand dipping his feet in the clear water Aren't you staying? Who took you there? Not me? I wanted to see your blue lotus flower. Didn't I take you to my village home and show you? If you want to see the big red lotus flower. I did not show that? Didn't I introduce you to a firefly in that village? Have you not seen a swarm of fireflies flying over the clear water of the pond? Who showed all this? Who? Am I not? And what are you saying? You say I did nothing for you Wow! Fine!
Nira's face looked quite dirty. The eyes are weeping. I didn't put it on. I said,
- Who would walk around with an umbrella over your head to walk in the heat? Who? Isn't he this kamalata? When it comes to shopping, there are so many bags, who carries them? Am I not that servant? What have I not done? If you want to enjoy the moon, stay with me I did that too. If you want to go around. I took it. And you say I did nothing for you? Nothing? Ok fine. I did nothing What have you done for me What have you done? This is the day, when you see Mihin in a rickshaw. What to do that day! Shit! What was the need to slap Mitu girl? Why do you sync so badly? I do not respect the value? Mihin does not! Didn't you bother to behave so badly in front of so many people at the varsity gate? This is what you had to do?
What is your anger for being late to meet one day! Someday I have to leave. Hey, come to meet you with so much jam, at least to think about me and wait a little, or to talk a little less. Did you do that Do you know how hard it is to hope to meet the jam? Sweating is to become monotonous. Hey, you will understand the suffering! Come in the father's luxury car. Come to AC. You don't have to worry. So what happens if you wait a little? I did not wait? Didn't you sit down and wait for the day you were late? Didn't say? Will he be able to go back?
Nira's face turned black It is as if it will start raining right now I said,
- I didn't let you cry. And you? I cried all the time. Have you ever wondered how your behavior would affect me? Don't I feel bad? Nira, I am also a human being. I also have a mind. Doesn't it hurt me?
A drop of water fell from Nira's eyes. I did not apply it again I said,
- What do you think? Where did I get the courage to talk to you so loudly? How did you get so much courage? Nira, don't you think you are doing me wrong? Don't think so? I liked seeing you for the first time. I liked you too. Nira, who said before proposed? Me? Or you After all, I fell in love with you I have accompanied you in every critical moment. I thought, loving you will fix your ego and arrogance I will try to normalize you. Didn't I try that? What is the result? Zero! You haven't changed. You said very much that change will happen What has changed? What did that old man's rickshaw look like with your car that day? You insulted him by going. The man can be poor Doesn't he have a mind? No self-esteem? Do you have all the self-esteem in the world? Nira, I can't take it anymore I can't stand all this anymore. I can carry it So I let you go. Do as you please. 7 by marrying someone like yourself That would be good. What else were you saying! We haven't spoken in two days. Well, it didn't happen either But did you try to communicate? Did you play ball? I stopped here Nira 7 I can't anymore. I lost myself in so many Igor crowds of yours. Classmates say I'm your servant. The big guy got the girl so I hung up. And you? What do you say You say, 'I have a boyfriend who will take care of me. He will do all my work. Even giving. Don't you see, Sadiq does everything for me. Will give in future also I have to give it to him. ' Didn't you say all this? Tell me? Didn't you say? I doubt it! Did you love me at all Or these performances. Take me to work. I'm sorry Miss Nira. I can't anymore All this is not being tolerated anymore. Just leave me Elon. You go your way. I'm going on my way Go by 7
I said the words and wanted to leave. Nira grabbed my hand. Said,
- You misunderstand me. Please don't do that. I can't stand it Completely useless without you. I can't think of anything. Please ...
I took his hand and said,
- If I didn't love Mihin or Ritu more than you, the girl would have sacrificed her life for me.
With that I left. I got out of the varsity gate and got on the rickshaw I also saw Mihin coming out through the gate I called him I said,
- Come here. Let's go together.
He looked at me once He looked at Nira again. I said,
- Don't be afraid. He will not do anything We have a breakup
Nira shouted from behind,
- Mihin, it won't be good. Be careful if you get on the rickshaw. I'll finish you
I got down from the rickshaw and went to Mihin I took her hand and looked at Nira I said,
- You cant change Nira.
Saying this, I grabbed Mihin's hand and pulled him away. We both left in a rickshaw I saw Nira running. He came to the gate and stopped. Only 6 looked at our rickshaw When I was next to Mihin in the rickshaw, my body was shaking I could not stay still Tears welled up in his eyes. I started crying with my hands in my mouth. Mihin did not say anything Just held my hand.
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In the evening a call came from an unknown number. I was asleep then. A few times the ring woke me up. As soon as he picked up the phone, an old man's voice came from the side. The man said in a very shocked voice,
- Are you talking about Sadiq?
- Yes. I am Sadiq. Who are you
- I am Nira's father
- Assalamualaikum Uncle. How are you
He said in a little silence,
- Not a very good father It was evening and Nira had not returned home yet. The thought is terrible. He is not even picking up the phone Do you have
I was a little surprised and said,
- No, uncle. No. Don't worry He will return home Your daughter will not go anywhere.
The gentleman said nothing more He hung up the phone I sat still on the bed. There was a little worry. I thought there is no benefit in thinking I don't know anyone named Nira from today No one I don't even need to know what happened to him I got up and had a cup of tea. I brought tea and sat on the verandah. After a few sips, the eyes went down. I saw Nira standing leaning against a tree He is looking at me My eyebrows came up. I pointed out,
- What's here?
He made a profit with his hands. I gestured to pick up the phone. I will call He shouted from below,
- You come down I will talk to you
I fell into discomfort. Wonder what the girl is starting! Now I see that he will eat the respect in front of the house. I was really in a bad mood this time. I left the mug of tea and called my uncle I said that Nira is here with us. I texted the address. Then I went down to Neera As soon as I approached him, I knelt on the ground. He put his hands together and said,
- Please! Pargiv Mr. Sadiq. Please 6
I made him stand. I said,
- In front of the house. Everyone here knows me well. Please don't ruin my dignity here Please!
Nira looked at him. What a simple vision. How innocent! I said,
- You can come and sit at my house if you want. Then insult as much as you want. Please don't be here
Tears welled up in Nira's eyes this time Said in a wet voice,
- Sadiq, I love you. More than my life.
- I know that I have got a lot of love so far
A few drops of water fell on his cheek Said,
- You know. I am like that You also know that I can't live without you Then why are you doing that?
- I have known wrong for so long Wrong. You were never mine
After saying the right thing, I saw that Nira's father had left He got out of the car and ran. I then went back to the house. Nira kept calling me.
- Sadiq, this is Sadiq. Wait. Please wait.
I left there I don't know how her father took Nira. However, I heard in public that I had to force myself I didn't flinch at all. The more you can avoid the girl, the better But it can be avoided either face to face But from the mind? How can I avoid him from my mind. How can I forget? How can I not remember him? Will it be possible at all? I don't know I don't know anything It is not possible for me I tried so hard to forget him. I was busy in sports I became active on Facebook. I started chatting But to no avail. In the subconscious mind, his face floated again and again I can no longer forget him When I sleep, I just move from side to side I can't sleep I remember him again and again. I want to talk to him The mind wants to see. I can't stay. I thought I would hate him. But no form of hatred comes from within Rather the mind wants to love. Really true 6 You can't hate people you want to love. It is not possible. These days I have got a lot of sense. A few days later, one day I set foot on the way to varsity. There was no desire to go. But I could not resist the urge to see him. Went to varsity. Seeing that familiar face in class, my restless soul suddenly calmed down Sucking like a sponge took away all my fatigue, exhaustion. I started to feel pretty I think there has never been so much peace Even so close I stayed away from him. He is doing wrong. He must get a proper punishment. No matter how much I suffer for it, I will bear it At the end of the class, Nira wanted to talk to me. I avoided mangoes. He looked at me with big helpless eyes. My whole body trembled. I have never seen such a look of Neera before The girl is in pain. The ink under his eyes is proof of that. Yet I avoided it. Trouble and 6 Understand how the intensity of suffering is 6 I came out and sat in a noise-free place I can't stop myself I want to cry big. Why I fell in love with this girl. Why? Why not another girl? I can't think The big trouble is inside the chest. The left side is heavy. At that time I saw Nira coming There is a criminal look in my eyes. Come closer and say,
- Please Sadiq!
I get up. Budd has to act in front of him. The performance should be made automatically out of pride What is perfect is 7 I left there Let's walk slowly towards to me.
The End.
Thanks for your patience.
One cup coffee
The fact is that I fell in love with him but the man may not know it. I see him from behind whenever I get a chance, I touch his finger in the name of giving a file whenever I get a chance. Ish his Mardala type pressure beard doesn’t let me sleep at night. I go to sleep with hundreds of dreams. He doesn't even know it. I have given him a name to match his name. Oops what a pain! What does he know that I didn't take a sip while making him coffee!
Singing in a voice full of sadness, I collide with him. Doesn't he understand this song and for him?
I made a mistake, I didn't just fall in love, I broke my arms and legs, Kunu was alone. Now I turn around behind her for medicine.
Today, when I see his girlfriend, I think I ate raw. How many times have I tried to punish them, aha, their love is the glue of Phoebe's call. It's been a lifetime. I can't run anymore.
That sir! God knows why he called.
- Do you have this thought in your head all day? How can I convince sir?
- So I have a tie. When will this ass guy understand why I turn around before him!
There is no point in eating, sir, will you fall in love?
- Sir, there is no need to read. If the two go after who will pick up! I'll just read
He walked happily to Miftah's room.
- Will you come, sir?
Don't look up,
- Yes, come on Miss Tushti. Have you completed the file that I gave yesterday?
- Yes sir, he raised his finger under the pretext of giving the file.
- Uhu, you don't know how to touch these touches. So use another technique next time.
Saying Allah, he kept his mouth shut and was satisfied.
- Hmmm, another thing from tomorrow, you will not give coffee.
He stood in shock of 420 volts. What did you say, sir? He is going to be beheaded in shame.
- You can come when your gossip is over.
If he is satisfied, he throws his hands and feet and cries. But nothing will do here. Jihan came from the side table and leaned down and said are you upset?
- Oops. Oh bad guy can read my mind.
--Who are you talking about?
- Nothing
- Hmm. Knock while leaving. I'll take you home.
Office Hour is over. Jihan signals that satisfaction will come out. As soon as Tushti came downstairs, Miftah came with a car.
- Miss Tushti, come on. I reached home.
Not satisfied, Jihan turned his face and looked the other way and came with the bike.
Before Tushti got up, Miftah said, "Jihan, you go. Miss Tushti will go with me."
- That means sir.
Look, I'll attend the meeting alone, he needs to be there. Otherwise I don't have time to play twelve hours of your romance.
Jihan stands ha and Miftah pulls Tushti into the car.
- What happened? Look, I can't go to any meeting fittings at this time.
- Very well. When I say so, it will go away. And yes, where is the courage to get on the bike with Jihan?
--I mean. It's my business. And you hang out in the cabin with your girlfriend.
- Do not interfere in my personal life.
--Wow. Don't show me these bosses.
Miftah grabbed the brakes in a hurry.
- You don't have to tell me what to do or not to do. And listen, I know very well how to take care of my own things.
Tushti did not understand the beginning of his words. He got down in front of the house and drove away.
The next day he came to the office and went to Miftar's cabin to fetch some files. Miftar's witch girlfriend named Annie is trying to delete something very close.
--Sorry I needed to get in with a knock.
Before Miftah could say anything, he ran and was satisfied. After colliding with Jihan, Jihan realizes that something has happened. Jihan and Sumi are very busy in the canteen at lunch time. As soon as Miftah came in a hurry, he threw the lunch box on the table. Everyone stared in amazement.
- Why are you crying when you come here and are having lunch too. Who will listen to my lunch ready?
Miftah grabbed his hand and brought him to the cabin whenever he wanted to get up quietly without saying anything. Holding it against the wall, he pressed it to his waist and said,
- All the ties you saw are wrong. So far I have not had a cup of coffee and stomach and lunch is being eaten on that side?
It's all your business to twist and turn. Why did you drag me in front of everyone like this? To be rude? I'm not a filthy girl like your friend Annie.
At that moment, Miftah left Tushti and hit the wall hard.
- Get out. And don't look at you in front of me. Go now.
Satisfaction has been lying on the floor since morning. No, I will not go to the office. Don't go in front of this guy. How about yourself !!! Who will take the resignation letter tomorrow?
As the days go by no one comes in front of anyone. It is impossible to forget Miftah. Satisfaction was announced at the dinner table at night. Fix the pot in a week. I will get married.
Yes, Mr. Hasan tried to understand the image of the girl.
Satisfaction is unwavering. He will get married. Someone more handsome and dashing than Miftah. Then he will go to the office and introduce himself. He will resign with the groom. Huh.
Honestly the marriage went well. Satisfaction has no interest in this. On the day of the yellow on him, it seemed that the executioner would come and tell him to bring a cup of coffee. Miftah K called Tushti himself with a mountain of pride.
- Who says hello?
--I'm satisfied.
--Oh yes Miss Satisfaction. You don't have to come to the office anymore. I would have informed Jihan.
Satisfied with silence, he said I would never come again. Tomorrow is my wedding.
Wow great. Congratulations. Be happy and the rest of your salary will be sent.
Miftah cut the line in a hurry. After wiping away the tears, he took a deep breath and said in a firm voice, "I will show you that I am very happy."
The farewell episode started after the wedding episode ended. Everything ended just fine. Tushti got in the car and did not look at the groom for once. The car is running fast. The speed of Tushti's crying increased. It seems that sitting in anger is making the ultimate mistake of life. Hu hu doing inside the chest. He froze instantly at the touch of an unfamiliar hand. The car left Dhaka on the way to Comilla.
Frightened, he shouted in satisfaction
--Where are we going?
Unable to get an answer from the other side, he sat motionless. Satisfied with the inquisitive look, Tushti was shocked by 420 volts.
--You? Why you And where are we going, where is he?
--Who do you want? I don't like it?
--What do you mean? Stop the car. Please stop the car. My head is not working.
Miftah grabbed Tushti's cheek with both hands and said why are you so stubborn? If you don't manage everything at the last minute, now be someone else's wife. Never again will you insist.
Tusti touched Miftah's hand and began to cry silently. I can't believe now that Mrs. Miftah is satisfied. Tears are flowing.
Miftah's lips touched the water and asked who was satisfied
- Can you take the responsibility of feeding coffee all your life?
Putting his head on Mifta's chest, he said in a tone of pride
- Only if the first sip of coffee is mine.
--Bah! Do you know complacency?
--What?
- Touch your lips in my smoked coffee mug.
Thank you 💚
Unexpressed feelings ||
Although Sajjad did not smile when he heard that, he smiled a little and kept pace with Mr. Amjad. Nira straightened her hair and said .. everything. Mr. Amjad got up and sat at his desk. Sajjad looked at Nira a little better. Then he said hesitantly ..
"Suddenly sari today?
"Omg, you don't know Pahela Falgun today, do you?"
Sajjad is a little quiet. Nira said again ..
"I'll be out a little earlier today.
"Why is the body bad?
"Would I come to the office if I was sick? I will go out with him this afternoon. He is Punjabi and I am wearing a sari.
"She is OK.
That's all there is to it. Sajjad is looking at the wedding photos of Niyasa one after another with a mobile phone in his hand. Then he called Mr. Amjad thinking ..
"Brother Amjad
Mr. Amjad says from the desk ..
"What happened?
"Suddenly my stomach hurts.
"Why what happened again?
"I don't know. It hurts all of a sudden.
Nira came a little closer and said ..
"Stomach pain is not good. I had it one day.
Sajjad said as soon as he came to Mr. Amjad ..
"Stomach ache is not good. Nira also had one day and she understands how it hurts. People need rest when they have stomach ache. Should I leave today?"
Mr. Amjad remained a little silent. Then he said ..
"Yeah right that's right. Stomach ache people need rest. You better go home slowly today. I'll manage everything."
Although Mr. Amjad has understood. Sajjad left the office saying nothing more. As soon as he came out, he would come to the corner of the road and get in the car. Then he went to the flower shop and then he came home with a garland of hyacinth flowers thinking about what flowers to take. Although Sajjad did not reveal everything to Niyasa. Sajjad doesn't let anyone understand his feelings like this. He told Niyasa that he had work to do at home so he took leave and forcibly handed over some flowers to Gul Gula. When it is fresh, Niyasa says to Sajjad with a cup of tea ..
"It's all of a sudden at home. What's more important than the office?"
"It means you don't understand. A lot of work.
"Can I be told? I didn't help either.
He took the cup of tea from Niyasa's hand and said with a sip ..
"The tea is good. You can make good tea.
Niyasa remained silent. Niyasa understood very well that Sajjad had turned the conversation around. Fifteen days have passed since the wedding and no one has been free with anyone yet. Although he wanted to be dressed, he could not. Niyasa patted the sari with the hem of her hand and said ..
"Say something?
"Say yes.
"Did you bring flowers for me?"
Sajjad sipped his cup of tea and said to Niasa ..
"You make good tea.
Niyasa is a little angry. He gritted his teeth and took the cup of tea. And why is the man like that? Then he said again ..
"Yes, he said a little while ago that I make good tea. But flowers?"
"You like it? Then you take it."
"No, I wanted to know, did you bring flowers for me?"
"I told you the baby was forcibly handed over.
Hearing that, Niyasa covered her face and went inside. Sajjad let out a sigh. What would have happened if the truth had been told? What I understand from these fifteen days is that Niyasa doesn't expect much, except a little love. Sajjad keeps thinking about these. But Sajjad thinks that there is no need to express love, if you express love, you have to suffer more from your loved ones. Sajjad got up from the sofa and went to Niyasa with flowers from the table. Seeing Sajjad, Niyasa said a little normal ..
"Say something?
Sajjad gestures yes with his head.
"Say yes.
"Actually ..
"A lot of work at home. Do you need help?
"No. This flower is Gula ..
"Yes, what is this flower?"
"I bought this flower for you. I came home from the office on leave in the name of stomach ache. I have no work at home. Today is the first falgun. I have never been with anyone on this day, I have not walked hand in hand, I have ridden in a rickshaw." No, I didn't go to the book fair, I didn't read Punjabi, I didn't eat fuchka, ice cream, jhalmuri, I came home because I wanted to, there is no need for anything if you don't want it.
Niyasa doesn't understand what to say. He turned to look the other way. Water has started to accumulate in the corner of the eye. He wiped his eyes with the sari and said to himself ..
"You stay in front of me. You know how bad a guy you are.
Sajjad's face became serious. Said hesitantly ..
"Actually, I didn't mean to. But ...
As soon as Sajjad left without finishing the whole thing, Niyasa grabbed Sajjad's hand and said ..
"I didn't just call you bad. Where are you going without giving me flowers? I'm telling you to go with flowers.
Sajjad does not understand what to say. She scratched her head and smiled a little, hoping to dream of unpublished feelings in a busy city with flowers. And the dreams of this unrevealed feeling keep revolving around us. No one publishes and no one
Thank you so much
Unexpressed feelings
Niyasa wiped the sweat from her forehead with the hem of her sari and opened the door a little surprised. Sajjad does not come home at this time. Seeing Niasa's look, Sajjad looked at him a little and said as soon as he entered the door ..
"It takes so long to open the door?
Without saying anything, Nyasa took the office bag from Sajjad's hand and closed the door. Sajjad puts the garland of hyacinth flowers on the table and sits reclining on the sofa. Nyasa left the fan and went a little closer and said ..
"Is your body bad?
"No.
"Didn't you go to the office? You came home so early, so I asked."
"I went. I took leave. I have a little work at home.
Niyasa said nothing more. Although the word is false, there is no work in Sajjad's house. Niyasa once looked at the decorators and once at the hibiscus garland on the table. Sajjad said taking off his shoes ..
"I was standing for the bus at the corner of the road when a few boys and girls came and grabbed the flower. I didn't want to take it. What should I do with it? I have nothing to do with the flower.
Niyasa sighed and said the sari was a little straight ..
"Well, you're fresh. I've cooked in the oven. Get fresh. I'm making tea."
Saying this, Niyasa went inside.Niyasa and Sajjad have been married for a long time. Fifteen days including today. After having breakfast at around 8 in the morning, Sajjad left the office. As soon as he came to the office and sat at the desk, Mr. Amjad came to him and gritted his teeth ..
"So Sajjad Mia took a day off from Aizawl.
Mr. Amjad has a habit of drinking. Everyone in this office knows that Mr. Amjad is a funny man. Say what you say directly. Sajjad was a little surprised to hear this. Can't understand what to say. If someone says ten words, Sajjad is silent saying two words. He is not in the habit of talking much. He does not express his feelings to anyone. What a silent type of boy. Seeing his silence, Mr. Amjad sat down in the chair and gritted his teeth again ..
"How much we are doing to be your age. Love has not diminished from the heart yet.
Yes, I understand when I see you.
Mr. Amjad can guess why Sajjad is saying these things. Shortly after that, Nira entered the office and asked him to sit at his desk ..
"Brother Amjad, how are you?"
"The news is Ma Sha Allah. Everything looks yellow today. You have turned completely yellow.
"Hee hee hee. Today is not a special day, so I dressed up a bit.
"So what's up with the special people?"
"Damn, aren't you? Sajjad bhai sees that he is always fighting with me.
Sajjad smiled a little without saying anything. Nira works in this office. Mr. Amjad looked at Sajjad again and then said ..
"I will be fifteen or sixteen years older than you. But I did not have so many days. And even if I had, I would not have celebrated so much. The days that have come out in these few years are Hug Day, Chocolate Day, Proposal Day, Kiss Day and many more. How many things I would have done if I was in the afternoon, of course I still don't do less, when I proposed to your fiance a few days ago on Propose Day, your fiance blushed with shame.
To be continued..
A Story of Getting Back
It's too hot. The shirt got wet because he got on the local bus. It seems that I just took a bath from the pond. I am standing on a bus pole. I feel nauseous after being pushed by people from the front and back. But there is nothing to do. I am in a hurry. I have to submit an assignment to college today. So I am forced to go to the bus. The only person pushing me is this unbearably hot. I want to overturn the bus. I controlled the anger and looked at the next seat. Suddenly my eyes went to a girl sitting by the window. Her open hair is flying in the air. A drunken smell is coming from her hair. It is driving me crazy. The smell is very familiar to me. This is the smell of Nilima's hair. The girl is looking outside. So I can't see his face. Anyway, I have to see his face. And why Nilima will come here. Seto lives in another city. Neelima is my ex-girlfriend. I'm blue. Honors is in the 3rd year. And Nilima is also in the 3rd year. Seeing him that day, a shiver awoke in my mind. Every time I looked at him with a smile. From then on I followed him. This is what he noticed. One day he came to me and said,
Nilima: What is your problem this boy? Why do you follow me every day?
I was silent that day. His words seemed very sweet to me. I walked back without saying anything. I used to follow him for about 6 months like this. Neelima used to call me occasionally and scold me a lot. I used to listen to him ha. With a lot of courage, I offered him love on a twilight afternoon. That day he hugged me and cried and said,
Nilima: It took so long to say this?
Me: Tell me what to do. I come every day to say the word but I can't say it.
Nilima: Why?
Me: In front of you, I actually forget everything.
Nilima: That's right.
Me: Hmmm.
Nilima: Will you never leave me?
Me: No.
Then Nilima hugged me tighter. From then on we walked the path together. But there is a saying that happiness does not last long. A Kalavaishakhi storm came and ravaged everything. Nilima can find out about us at home. Then his father took him to another city. He also broke his SIM. I searched for him a lot. But I didn't find him. It was not possible for me to forget him. I fell in a lot of tension. I used to stand in front of their house all the time. I died. Then I would come back. I gave up eating and drinking. My parents used to cry when they saw my condition. One day my mother came and said,
Mom: Dad, how much more will I hurt myself. Think about us a little. Tell me how we will survive if something happens to you? Please forget all this and start all over again.
I didn't change my mind after listening to my mother's words that day. I left my hometown to forget Nilima's memory and moved to this city. In fact, I tried in many ways to forget about her. But I couldn't. Even after coming here, I cried thinking about her. I couldn't think of finding her like this today. I'm still looking at the girl. Suddenly she turned her face towards me. I was surprised. It's really Nilima. Tears welled up in my eyes when I saw him. I saw salty water in Neelima's eyes too. She was much drier than before. There were black spots under her eyes. Neelima was looking at me with a smile. And I looked at her. It was very dark. The assistant said,
I have moved to Mirpur.
I'm getting ready to get off early. I see Nilima getting ready to get off too. The two of us got off together. But no one has spoken yet. Suddenly Nilima said,
Nilima: How are you Nil?
Me: Like you left it.
Nilima: Sorry, forgive me. Dad forcibly brought me here that day. I didn't want to come. Believe me, I really love you.
I: Absolutely.
Nilima: I only remembered you every time I knew you. I cried every night thinking about you. I couldn't communicate with you anymore because my father broke my mobile. You know I'm very lonely today.
I can't stand Nilima's crying at all. I am having a hard time seeing her crying. The inside of my chest is twisting. It is very hard to see the man of love crying. Then I said,
Me: Why can you be alone? Uncle Aunty is there.
Nilima: No, they died in an accident a few months ago. And I am left alone in this world. It is very difficult for a girl to live in this world. She has to pay a lot of tuition for tuition and other expenses. (Crying)
This time I started crying too. She has suffered so much. Didn't she try to tell me once? I said,
Me: Could you tell me once?
Nilima: How can I tell? I didn't have your number.
No, I will not let him suffer anymore. Maybe I still love him very much. More than myself. So I cried when I saw him crying. I will not let him suffer anymore. Then I said,
Me: Will you give me another chance to walk with you? Will you give me a chance to embrace your sorrow. I love you very much. Just more than before.
Neelima cried and hugged me like the first day and said,
Nilima: You would never leave me?
I will not go. And I will not let you go. Come with me.
Nilima: Where?
Me: In the office?
Nilima: Why?
I: To make you my own forever.
I called a rickshaw. I and Nilima are sitting in the rickshaw. The rickshaw is moving at its own pace. And Nilima is crying with her head on my shoulder. This is a happy cry. Don't cry any more.
(Finished)
May this kind of love last a lifetime.
Thank you.
Started from The End ||
- That's how life goes. This kid cheated on me too, I don't think they like my lap. No one wants to call me mother. So no one comes to me. And no one will ever come. He started laughing. What will happen to me now? I don't want to be called a mother, that's not a problem, but I needed to call my husband a father. Didn't you say? The kids don't like me so they say they can punish her father? My mother-in-law can't hear the call for me. Tell me what a horrible incident. He started laughing again. I think I turned to ice. I could not move a little. I just moved my lips
- What are you saying? Why don't the kids like you? Surely there is a problem somewhere, show a little doctor. Surely there is no better treatment for this.
- Treatment? Seto has been going on for so many years. I tried a lot but to no avail. There will be no profit. This time all hope is over. The uterus has to be discarded. I am finished, completely finished. Understand, there is no hope. One for me my husband sat on the roof laughing out loud because my mother-in-law had ruined everyone’s dreams. Just then my mother-in-law saw me late and came up to the roof looking for me. Seeing me talking to Bhabhi, he got a little angry and said
- Jasmine, don't you have to put food on the table? Standing here and talking? You go downstairs. I'm shaking my clothes. He didn't let me stand. He hurried down from the roof. I just couldn't say goodbye to Bhabi. I couldn't come down and fix my mind in any way. I know why my eyes began to water with tears. I could not tell Bhabhi's words to anyone else. My mother-in-law went downstairs and told me clearly that I should never talk to Sima Bhabhi again. But why not say that. I asked my mother-in-law why not ask? But the nature of his order is such that my face is locked. I started to get very upset inside with Bhabhi. The mind was too anxious to talk to him. But thinking about the peace of his own house, he could not speak anymore.
Two days later it was too late to come to my husband's house at night. My mother-in-law and I are sitting for her. When he returned home, I saw his mood and realized that something had happened, but I did not ask myself. In this world of a few months, I understand that he tells me the essence of what happens all day while lying in bed before I go to sleep. But my mother-in-law asked a question
- What happened, Dad? Why are you so upset? And why was it so late to return home?
- And don't tell me mom, I'm coming just in time. But I couldn't come to the gate of the house. The people below were brave, and with it the police closed the gate on the pretext of controlling.
- You mean, like, cops? What happened?
- Putting the body down there, a woman on the second floor of the house next door committed suicide by taking sleeping pills. The police will also come in these cases. The woman's husband is being questioned now. There is a big problem. As soon as the words reached my ears, I knew why I could not bear it anymore. My head turned and my eyes suddenly blurred. I fell to the floor and couldn't say anything.
When I regained consciousness, I saw my husband sitting near my head. And my mother-in-law is blowing air in her face even though a ceiling fan was spinning above her head. Both of them asked together-
- What happened to you? Does the body feel bad? My mother-in-law said to her son again,
- Come and see a gynecologist tomorrow. I think there is good news. Let's just say that Antar was going to Nana's house with his mother. He got up and left, saying that he would get peace of mind again with some good news. My husband did not say anything loud. He began to say
- What's up, Jasmine? You must have fainted when you heard about that woman's suicide? Why take all things into your mind? Accidents like this happen all around us all the time, in the meantime we have to survive. Strengthen your mind a little. Don't wear them.
- Is it really suicide or a form of murder?
- Shut up, shut up! I don't want to hear any reversals. Whatever it is, the police will see. You don't talk about these at all. I really couldn't say anything more. I became silent only then, not for anyone but forever.
Then several more months passed in this way. My Ja treats me like a pretty good friend. The mother-in-law had stopped waiting for the first day or two as she had broken her expectations in that incident and then started behaving as before. Sometimes when I go to the roof, I remember Sima Bhabhi very much. At one point the recollection began to wane. Suddenly one day I saw a new person sitting on the roof and later I heard from my mother-in-law that a new person has come in place of Sima Bhabhi. Doubt whether a man can change his clothes as fast as he can change his life partner? I know why my own man began to have a little doubt. Will this man be able to bring someone else in his place so quickly? Just when I was busy thinking about all this, my mother-in-law called me mother
- Jasmine, it's been two years since your marriage, now show me the face of a granddaughter. You need a playmate at heart. Suddenly my insides trembled a little. I did not answer him then. I just bowed my head and went to my room. When my husband came home at night, my mother-in-law spoke before I could say anything.
- Dad, I have been waiting for a long time. This time I want to see the face of a granddaughter. What do you say
- What do I say? Tell Allah that He is the Owner of children. He will get it if he wants. He finished his meal and went to his room. I left the table and went to my room. I came to the room and got scared when I saw my husband. He is sitting still. I approached and sat down beside him and gave him a push and said,
- What happened to you? Why are you sitting on such a pillar?
- Jasmine, I haven't told you for so long. I think we need to go to the doctor. For the last one year we have been trying for a baby but to no avail. Today my mother said in such a way that I could not answer. After hearing that, my whole world seemed to shake with a loud jolt. My fear trembled inside an unknown fear. What do these say? Trying for the baby for the last one year but I can't conceive the baby. But why? What is the problem? I immediately said,
- Why didn't you tell me anything? Let's go to the doctor tomorrow. How do I know I'm scared, my hands and feet are getting cold.
- Don't be so scared before. First go to the doctor, then you will know what the problem is? Sleep now and no one at home needs to say anything now. I will say whatever you want to say. You will not say anything.
I fell silent, just telling God, just asking him for a baby.
Then my husband and I started fighting. Today this doctor, then tomorrow that doctor. Today this test, tomorrow this test. I got absolutely tired of running. Although he was able to hold it at first, later everyone in the house came to know about the incident. My mother-in-law's cries made the sky heavy. Relatives came and started asking various questions. Who is the problem? Who is the problem? My husband became very depressed and said that the problem was his. In an instant, everyone's throat went down. Pinpatan silence filled the house. My mother-in-law was listening to me again and again because she could not be a grandmother for a few days. She seems to have calmed down more. From then on, it was my turn to comfort each other. The new harassment started for us from our home. Mother and brother-in-law came and started begging me to take them. I heard that my younger uncle had also prepared the pot for me to get married. My husband just said, whatever else you do. Don't marry again. If you want to stay with me, if you don't want to stay, leave. But don't give my place to anyone. I know how to go through a dilemma. I tried to understand the whole incident by combining several events. But I did not understand anything. I returned my mother and brothers. I stayed here. My mother-in-law was very happy about that. He treats me very well, I have no problem staying here
A few days later I went to the roof and saw Sima Bhabhi's replacement sitting with a small child on her lap. And the baby's father is sitting next to him. I feel a little embarrassed to see me. I didn't stand on the roof anymore and immediately came down. Sitting on the stairs, I thought that Sima Bhabhi hurried away for fear of seeing this scene. Unbeknownst to me, my mind was filled with trouble for my husband. I don't know if that man is holding my chest tight, I cried a lot thinking about it.
A few days later I went to a hospital again to have my baby Jay. I think we are in the labor room and we are sitting outside. At that time a nurse came forward and saw me and smiled and said,
- How are you, sister?
- Good. I wanted to remember exactly where I saw him. Then the nurse took my hand and said again-
- Why here?
- Yes, I will have a baby, you are in the labor room.
- He's very good, very good. I thought something else.
- No, brother, nothing else. I will never have a child again. I recognized the nurse and said the words. He then came a little closer and brought his face to my ears and said.
- Husband still doesn't want a new marriage? Want a baby, don't want a baby? I was a little surprised and said-
- You mean?
- We are talking about the day the reports were taken away and a few days later another will get married on the pretext of having a child. That's how it is. Have you been watching for so many years? The next step is to memorize. Be careful, Thaiken Apa. The nurse went to the labor room to say the word.
Onito left and took my knowledge with me. I tried to understand what he said. Where can I find an exact address? What to think? If the problem is hers then why can she go crazy with baby again? Was there a report that they had just decided that my husband would remarry? I couldn't think of anything else. Who is my mother-in-law? I came home. My head is just spinning. When I came home, I lay down for a while and started thinking coldly about what was happening. I couldn't really think of anything like that. I got up, opened the cupboard, took out the reports and started checking them one by one. Where is it?
My husband returned home at midnight. When he entered the room, he saw that the lights were off. He turned on the light and ran to me.
- Did you do that? Jasmine, why did you drop these papers?
- Why did you tell such a big lie? Are you kidding me?
- What are you talking about, Jasmine? When you blamed me, did you not go and have mercy on me?
- Why did you lie?
- Fear of losing you? Our society cannot digest the guilt of a girl as easily as it can digest the guilt of a boy. They blame girls and create an environment where there can be no happiness. I want happiness, I want you. Don't talk about this anymore. Forget all this for life. And one day we will not talk about all this. He pulled me and pressed me to his chest. But I know why I could not match any rhythm, rhythm, melody.
Two days later, everyone returned home with a new baby. My husband was playing alone with his new baby on his lap. As soon as I saw this scene, it seemed that I was cheating on him in one way or another. He has the right to be the father of a child but I am depriving him of that happiness. I started to break down inside myself. A fear gripped me and how long will he be able to hold this truth? What will happen when everyone knows the real thing? If everyone forced her to get married, would I have to watch the scene on the roof again? Can I bear it then? My day became unbearable with all such thoughts. I can't sleep. As soon as I close my eyes, I see that the truth has been revealed to everyone. Everyone is scolding me. I am silent for my own interest even though I know the truth. Everyone is pressuring my husband for marriage. My husband is going to commit suicide because he can't stand all these pressures, and then he gets up and sits on the bed. I can't sleep anymore. I don't know how I got sick while walking like this. What should I do? So I started thinking. One day I hurriedly thought that if I survived, my husband would not be able to move forward anew. Will not remarry. What will I do but I will commit suicide like Sima Bhabhi? Will I let him go? After a while, I became very fond of my own life. Why do I have to commit suicide to free my husband. There must be another way. I started thinking what to do? When I go back to my father's house, I will see my husband's new family again. It is never possible for me to endure. And when I go back to my father's house with my guilt, their attitude towards me will change radically. Then my mother's pain will increase with me. So I decided that whatever I do, I will not go back there. I decided to solve this problem not by ending my life but by enjoying my own life. For some time I quietly began to make my own arrangements. For this I used all my jewelery and also had to give my husband and some money. About two months passed while processing. I was successful till the end.
Hmmm, today I flew Bangladesh to my new address. After knowing this news, many will say that I must have run away with someone new. Some days some blinds will be punched, let's go. Yet my life survived! I will live, I will not have some disability. Even then I will live. I will redefine my life. Why should I end my life to cover my disability? So I ran away with my life to an address where no one would recognize me. I do not know anyone. I can breathe in peace without any hesitation! At first my mother will have to endure a lot of hardships, then she will endure. Better a poor horse than no horse at all. I will start my life anew from where Sima Bhabi has finished or not. I just left a note for the best man in the world
"If you're really in love, don't look for a day. You're free. Get married again. It's your right to be a child. I couldn't breathe a sigh of relief. I'm not really worthy of you, I don't have the morale like you. Forgive me. "Jasmine.
Finished..
Thanks for your patience
Started from The End
A week after my marriage, the day I first went to the roof to shake wet clothes, I was introduced to Sima Bhabi. Sima Bhabi lives on the second floor of the next building. She was four months pregnant. As a rule, he came to the roof in the sun, filled the vitamin D deficiency by sitting alone on the roof. He was calling me and talking to me with great interest. I also felt very good talking to him. How do I know her eyes are enchanted. There is a sweet smile on his face. I came to know that her three more children have been lost before. After four months and five months, the babies can no longer survive and die in the womb. And so it could not see the face of a single child even after it was her number four pregnancy. He said such a difficult thing with a smile. I was very upset by his words but he went on to describe how all the children were. Suddenly, I know how, he calmed down a bit and grabbed my hands and said
- Sister, tell me something, will you keep it? I was a little scared by his words. What happened suddenly like this. So I calmed myself down a bit and said
- What are you talking about?
- Get a baby now. After enjoying married life, give up the hope of having a healthy child and take a child right after marriage. Take one or the other late. You can take a child for a walk. You can go to different places. A child is no problem. Take it, please listen to me.
I was not surprised by his words and could not. What is this? And why is he thinking like this? I wanted to know directly without sticking the question inside, I said
- But why? Why is the future asking to have a child after marriage?
- The baby is a ticket for a girl to stay at her father-in-law's house. If you have a child, your stay in this family will be mature. And if not, then at any time you are out and in your place a new baby foot machine. Bhabhi started laughing in pairs. Bhabhi is smiling but her eyes are saying something else. I know how I was very scared to see the future. In the meantime I got a call from below "Jasmine" "Jasmine" my mother-in-law is calling. I said goodbye to Bhabhi and went downstairs.
I sat in my room and started thinking about Bhabhi's words. Does a child really act as a ticket for a girl to survive in her father-in-law's house? Thinking about it, I started to feel a pressure inside my chest. I think I made a new turmoil in my mind. I didn't say anything to my mother-in-law or my mother-in-law. I couldn't help but question my husband before going to bed at night. So I said
- Say something?
- Hmm, tell me.
- Does a child act as a ticket for a girl to survive in her father-in-law's house?
- Suddenly this question?
- Don't say the answer.
- What nonsense are you talking about? Where do you get these questions from?
- The future of the house next door is telling me.
Which future? Hey, is there any work for the future of this house, just talking about adulteration? Exclude these things. Don't worry about these. My husband stopped me. I also decided in my mind and I will not bother with this.
After that some more time passed and after marriage the new life started to be cut off with great happiness. I think my husband said something to my brother-in-law that prevented me from going to the roof. He would take my clothes to the roof. I used to do other work at home then.
One day I saw Sima Bhabi standing below from the window of my room. Looks like going somewhere, standing at the gate waiting for CNG. I wanted to call and talk to Bhabhi but it was very indecent and I didn't talk to her anymore. Then I went to my father's house to visit for a few days. I have to visit my own house now, it's fun to think. The fun of going to my father's house with my new son-in-law is different, everyone is very caring and doesn't allow me to do any work. Your thoughts are completely different. After walking, I came back to my father-in-law's house. As soon as I arrived, he went to visit his father's house again. Now all the work of the house is on me. But my mother-in-law did not scare me. He himself assured me that he would help me a lot with the housework. I continued the first day quite well with some courage. The next day after finishing cooking, I took a bath and went to the roof with the clothes to put the clothes in the sun. As soon as I got on the roof, I know why my eyes went to the side roof. And then his eyes were fixed on Sima Bhabhi. Not exactly towards Bhabhi, towards Bhabhi's stomach. Kenzani dropped the bucket from my hand. At the sound of the bucket falling, Bhabhi looked at me, shouted loudly and ran to the cornice of the roof. I managed myself and moved towards Bhabhi. I did not understand what to say. Bhabhi said
- How are you sister? I haven't seen you in a long time.
- I'm fine, I went to my father's house for a while, so maybe you haven't seen. How are you, sister-in-law? I stopped asking the question.
To be continued..
A Story of New World ||
He just laughed and said ...
"Hey, get up, brother. Let's start the morning journey with you.
And the rickshaw driver is Azad Bhai. I got on the rickshaw and talked to him. And when I came here, I was standing for a while and drinking tea and biscuits. I just felt hungry. There are some people like Azad brothers who can mix with people very quickly. I looked at Alisha a little better wearing a green sari. The hair is loose. Bangles in hand. There is also a sheet. After looking at the watch for a while, I said ..
"You look ugly.
He said nothing. I'm just walking beside him. Alisha also bought the reading Punjabi yesterday. I never thought this girl would get involved with me like this.
After a while at the Shaheed Minar, he brought me from there and had breakfast at the hotel again. How he looked at me as I ate. He looked at me as if to say "I'll feed you" but didn't say. I ate and said ...
"Seems to say something?"
"What can I say? Why do you think so much?
"No, you don't eat right.
He said nothing more. I started eating just like that again. I said after a while ..
"Do you want to feed me?"
He looked at me silently. How the two eyes are doing. I'm sure tears will come to his eyes if he says anything else about this. He said ..
"You don't understand me, do you?"
Saying this, he got up from the table. I know why he talks to me like that. I can understand his thoughts. But he tells me the opposite. I am a bachelor. Let's go through how many tuitions I do. I don't go anywhere with him. I can't give anything good. On the contrary, if I go somewhere with him, he will waste a lot of money on me, which I don't want at all. His girlfriends talk to him about me. Why are you in a relationship with me.
One day he even had his girlfriend in front of him ...
"Are you still in a relationship with this boy?"
I looked down silently. Although he never told me or I love him. But everyone knew about us as a relation. The only reason was that he used to talk to me about his girlfriends. I felt very unwell then. His girlfriend said again ..
"Think about where you are and where he is. Honestly, he can't go with you.
I then looked at Alisha and got up and said a little louder ..
"Enaf. Tell me whatever you want about me. But if you say anything to Jahed again, I'll forget you are my girlfriend."
"Strange we are talking for your good. You have a life. You have a future. If you go with him, what will you get in life?
"Let me think about my life. Don't gossip about my life.
"You ...
"Shut up. I'm not going to talk about him anymore."
He said it out loud without letting his girlfriend finish the whole thing. I was scared then he looked at me and said ..
"Can't you say anything? Why are you silent? How much more tuition will you do? What happens with a couple of tuitions? Now do something.
I still can't figure out how Alisha got involved in my life. I used to teach her younger brother. At first he could not see me. It was as if he saw the face. I would read his brother and go straight. One day he came to me and said ..
"Asif is calling you mother.
Asif is his brother. I used to study in class five then. Alisha looked at me as soon as she went into the inner room. I sat up a little shaken up. He said ..
"You don't have any more shirts? You wear a shirt every day. Do you see the condition of the shirt?"
I didn't say anything. I was silent. He said again ..
"Don't even put oil on your head. Where did you find your mother? Didn't you find anyone else? Listen, you have to change yourself to teach here, otherwise ...
He didn't finish the whole thing but I understood what he meant.
From that day on, I used to wear room mates' clothes. There was nothing to do. I didn't even want to lose tuition. I used to listen to my roommates talking about why I wear clothes again and again. I would say with a smile, brother can not read the brother? Then how did Alisha know about me. From then on he used to talk to me every day. I didn't see him behaving like he used to when he saw me. He used to tell me to eat something after teaching at home. I didn't understand anything. He would not let me go without eating. On the day when I did not eat, he would give me food in a bowl. I still do not understand what happened after that. Although I haven't read to my brother for a year now.
After eating and drinking, he brought me somewhere. Plants around. A field in front. Next to it is a lake. It's seven o'clock in the morning. The fog hasn't cleared yet. He looked at me and took off his shoes. Then he told me to open it. I opened like an obedient boy. The two are walking on the fog-wet green grass. I don't know how it feels. I'm just staring at him in silence. He looked the other way and gently touched my finger. Which is what I needed to do. What a fool I am. He wants to slap himself on the cheek. But will I really get him? To this day, I have never held his hand. This time I took his hand with real courage. He touched me and stopped walking and looked at me. It was as if his eyes were telling me ... "It took so long to hold this hand of Azbuk?" I laughed at the language of his eyes. He was surprised. He said ..
"Why are you smiling?
"Like that.
"No, you're not smiling like that. I know very well what my mind wants to say. Can you guess a lot? And now you're smiling guessing what I wanted to say."
I didn't say anything. Not much to say. Seeing my silence, he started walking again. I don't know how to spend the whole day today. I'm just wondering if this feeling will last forever? Now something needs to be done. The girl who wants to be a part of my life despite knowing so much cannot be lost. He has a new world for me and losing this world would be a big mistake. And I don't want to make this mistake, not at all ...
(Finished)
A Story of New World
Today i will tell about a love story. So be patience to read my story.
Alisha came and looked at me and said "How much is it?" I haven't finished eating yet. I soaked the biscuit in the cup of tea and put it in my mouth and started chewing. He gave me a look as if to say "What rude. Does anyone eat like that? I haven't learned how to eat." Although Alisha did not say that. But I can understand a lot by looking at him. I started chewing the biscuit with a smile. When the biscuits inside the cheeks and the work of the two teeth were finished, I put them inside the stomach. I drank a glass of water and drank the tea in an instant. The tea went cold as I dipped it with biscuits. When he saw me eating like this, he said again ...
"How much money did you swallow?"
I feel like talking about him. How much money I swallowed means how much money I ate tea biscuits. I looked at Azad Bhai and looked at Alisha with a smile ..
"Not more than twenty rupees.
"How many biscuits have you eaten?"
"Two.
"So how is it twenty rupees? If two biscuits are two rupees, four rupees and" tea "six rupees, a total of ten rupees.
If I get married to him, then I have to settle accounts for the rest of my life. Although I do not know if I will marry him. I said ...
"Azad Bhai also ate with me.
Alisha looked at Azad Bhai and then took out a note of fifty rupees from the bag and gave it to the shopkeepers uncle. As soon as he gave the money to his uncle, Azad Bhai said ...
"Uncle Bill keeps ten rupees. I'll give mine."
The shopkeeper returned the rest to Uncle Alisha. I got up from my tea and told him ...
"The car rental is twenty-five rupees.
He said nothing and paid the remaining forty to thirty rupees. I took the money and told Azad bhai ..
"Leave thirty rupees. You don't have to return five rupees.
Alisha looked at me with a frown as I said I don't have to return five rupees. I must be saying in my mind, "Does money hold the tree?" In fact, Alisha called last night and said that she had to leave home at 5 in the morning to come to this place. I was silent and did not understand what to say. Then I said ..
"What if you don't go out so early in the morning?
"Where is the problem to get out?
"No, that's not a problem.
"Then where is the objection?"
"Actually, it's so cold this morning. And I'm wondering if I can wake up so early.
He let out a sigh. I could understand from this side of the phone. Then he said ..
"I don't want to hear so much. You'll be out of the house at 5 o'clock. And yes, the Punjabi will fall.
That's why he left the phone. Before going to sleep, I set the alarm on the phone at 4.30 am. At exactly five o'clock I was walking straight out of the house. My roommate Shawkat Bhai was a little surprised to see me go out so early in the morning. Although the rest of the room matara no one noticed. After walking on the road for a while, a rickshaw puller came out from behind and came to the front.
"Where are you going, brother?"
I didn't see anyone on the road except one or two. I straightened the sheet and looked at him. Seeing my silence, he said again ...
"Where are you going?
I said the name of the place. When he asked me to get on the rickshaw, I remained silent for a while and said there was no money in my pocket. But when I get there, I will take it from someone. He just laughed and said ...
To be continued...
A Love Story of such Negligence ||
Fahim said again in a sharp disgusted voice,
- Listen, like last time, I'm warning you, and you'll never come in front of me again. Don't disturb me. Even then, if you cause any disobedience, I will be forced to misbehave with you. And my bad but very bitter, in the rare-poisonous burning of bitterness but thou shalt be utterly silenced. So Mind It's OK.
When I heard him say that, I said in a firm voice,
- Why don't you love me?
Fahim then looked at me with purple eyes and said,
- I'm not obliged to answer all your questions.
With that, fahim left in front of me like a gust of wind. And I was standing still in my previous position. I was gradually merging in the smoke of the poisonous fire, in the deep forest of fire! What a heart-wrenching long-torn firestorm! But when did you realize the harm? The bloodshed in my heart increased even more uncontrollably in the aftermath of his separation. Tears welled up in my eyes. Every day of my life was spent in intense tension.
How many dreams I had woven only with him, I used to walk with him on that long path of imagination in an endless way. I thought of hundreds of such absurd thoughts about him! His cut or full? These are my dreams that will never come true. He is soon out of reach, beyond my grasp.
A few days passed like this. Twilight logs, lonely quiet surroundings. Autumn appeared in nature then. A gust of wind was blowing around from time to time. Hundreds of birds were flying across the blue sky, that enchanting scene! What a fascination the whole nature has. I was on my way home after some shopping. Suddenly my attention was drawn to the corner of the road on the left. There is a boy and a girl sitting on the bike. The girl is sometimes pinching the boy, sometimes ruffling the hair on his head. And the boy immediately looked at the girl with an angry look and laughed instantly! The girl put her head on the boy's shoulder and laughed. What a naughty deep love between the two of them!
No, no, I can't stand it anymore, this is their love story! The boy's behavior and the girl's crazy love, the boy who is trying to end me. I hate that boy very much. That man is no one else, he is mine, my love is harmed! How could I forget my love and fall in love with someone else? What did I do wrong to love fahim? That I have to get such a big punishment for that guilt? All my hopes and aspirations if broken in this way! The mere intention of surviving is not in my mind. It hurts me to lose all my desire to survive. How can I leave you, forget you, or spend the rest of my life with someone else?
Like the water of the lake, when my two eyes trembled. But alas, my tears flowed deeply, you never saw those tears. If you look at me without those sad eyes? Then you have to keep me captive in your book forever. That day I came out of their eyes crying silently. I promised myself that I would never come forward again. Be happy with your sweetheart, I'm either a little sad. After that a lot of time has passed, many days many years. I have spent a fiery moment in my life. I have crossed the endless long way of that far-reaching sneer! But in the long run, there was no one by my side. I was a lonely buddy lonely! I left my family life forever. My parents told me many times to get married, but I did not agree. Some people come to this world in solitude, and they spend their whole lives in solitude for the rest of their lives. Marriage may not be written in their destiny. Maybe I'm a lady too. If I had been lucky, I might have got Ahit as my life partner. But luck was not on my side, and so maybe ....
After completing the study, I am now working in a national company. Salary is quite good, how much does it cost people alone? I was about to get out of the office and into the car, when a male voice addressed me and said,
- Listen to the recitation.
I immediately looked back and saw famous face, but today he looks very tired. In the gloomy look on his face, his beauty is enhanced even more! I said in a low voice like a deep meditator,
- Harm.
He then came a little closer to me and said softly, with a white smile on his face.
- Hmm, I am. How are you?
When I heard such an absurd statement of harm, I smiled contemptuously and said,
- After so many days, you came to know, how am I? Look I'm so happy.
- Everything is a lie. I know you are not good at recitation.
- All right? So why shouldn't I be fine?
He then looked at me strangely and said in a different voice,
- If I say only for me.
After hearing one of his words, I did not even have the intention to say anything. Fahim then said in a dull tone,
- Is there nothing more to repeat now?
- I mean! What are you talking about?
Fahim then smiled and said in an exposed voice,
- Can't we start all over again, or can we be one again?
- I can't. Feeling we have 'Run out of gas' emotionally. When I loved you, I wanted to make you mine. Where then you did not pull me to you for a second, but why come today at such an inopportune time and say love me?
Fahim then looked at him with wet eyes and said in a cool voice,
- Believe me, I didn't understand you that day. I could not feel your love, I could not realize your anxiety and restlessness. But after losing you, I realized just how much you loved me! So many days that I have been looking for you in exactly how many places, I do not know the exact account! I too have slowly fallen in love with you, I promise, and I will never let you suffer a little. I will hold you in my arms for the rest of my life.
Hearing the words of the victim, he hid his sigh and said firmly, in a voice mixed with difficulty,
- But now I don't need your love so much anymore. Burnt in the intense tension of your love, when I cried endlessly, where did you not come to me even once that day? Oh how come? You were very busy with your sweetheart then. When I wanted to love you, you didn't love me! But why did you come today? Abella's reunion is never going to happen, it's impossible!
With that, the recitation moved forward slowly, and fahim stared blankly at the edge of the recitation. (Finished)
Thanks for your patience
A love story of such negligence
As soon as I saw fahim, I fell in love with him! Without realizing it, I immediately went to him and said in an exuberant voice,
- I love you.
When he heard what I said, fahim with a half-smile on his face, said in a clear voice,
- Are you crazy?
When I heard his ridiculous words, I said firmly,
- What did you see crazy about it? I love you so much, and I fell in love with you at first sight. You stole my heart at the first sight, you stole me from me. Moreover, my deep love for you has been created in a hurry. So I thought you should tell me about my love, and that's why I told you about my love without a moment's hesitation. Dia and I went crazy?
Injured, without giving any response to the words I said, unexpectedly, he took the bike from there and went to Nakshatra Speed outside the field of vision. And I stared at him in despair, and said to myself,
- What the hell, Dad! No problem dear, I'm not easy to give up. I'll see how long you have this ego? I will say the word of your love for me through your mouth. And you'll be mine, it's my mother's challenge.
As the days passed, I became weaker and weaker towards him. However, he was not paying attention to me, but he was avoiding me more and more day by day. I could feel a tremendous amount of pain in my heart at his rude behavior. Why is she not realizing my love? The pain that continues to haunt my heart day after day! I can't stand it anymore, this burning of lovelessness is his negligence. He is constantly neglecting me in his negligence moment by moment, moment by moment. What is his obstacle? Love me a little? To keep him very close in love all his life? To fill me with the touch of His love? Despite his neglect, I tried my best to convince him every day that I loved him. But even then, when fahim did not understand me, he did not feel my unconditional love. Then I myself went and stood before him and shouted in a very unrestrained manner,Why are you doing this to me? Why are you deliberately bothering me so much day after day? Why don't you understand, how much I love you?Even after hearing those words, fahim was just staring at me. Even after a long moment, fahim did not reply to my words. Seeing his unnecessary uninterrupted silence, I said again in a voice mixed with difficulty,
- Why are you silent? Give me the answer to my question?
Surprised, fahim shouted loudly and Bajsaki said in his voice,
- What do you want to hear? What else is left to say! How many times have I said, I don't love you. Then why are you disturbing me like this?
When I heard what fahim had said, I said in a very anxious voice,
- But why?
Fahim said again with disguised voice..
To be continued....
Slap- Story of walking alone part ||
If you didn't read the first part then plz check out soon and then start reading.. Let's get started
I have to work with something that very few people do. Suddenly I remember the fruit pickle I made. Ian doesn't eat fruit at all. So I make this pickle with a lot of fruit to feed him. After eating this thing, he can't eat rice without it. I have to make this pickle every month. Everyone who eats it is a fan of it. Done. She is also very supportive of her younger sister Iraq.
My online business started. In the beginning the path was not smooth at all. I was disappointed to get so few orders. I could see that my acquaintances were taking it. I wanted to close the business. Later I thought again that I am not losing anything. I give orders in advance. I don't see what happens. But the thing that inspired me was that someone would play my ritual and order it again and again. I had to wait a long time to get success. Once an old customer of mine took a lot of pickles for his daughter Gayehlud's ceremony. That was a big turning point for my business. Many people eat that ritual of mine that day. Later they order it on my page. Later, my ritual took its place in many more occasions. So many orders kept coming that it was not possible to manage alone. I hired two people to help.
Minhaj, however, did not notice anything. He returned home many nights. And his behavior is more oppressive to me than ever before. I must have eaten that slap and fell into this house. He realized I had nowhere to go. I can be hit as much as I want. Sometimes he used to come near me but now it doesn't happen. Of course, I have no regrets. It's hard to have this relationship with so much hatred. I would be more relieved if he didn't come. Ian and I can understand this coolness of our relationship very well. His relationship with his father has never been easy. And this distance of ours takes him further away from Minhaj. For Minhaj, however, the relationship thing is not very important.
It took five years to see. Ian was admitted to the college with very good results. And my business is no longer that small. It is very big. It has its own factory, it has an office. This organization is the employment of many people. Besides pickles, some other products are also popular now. The soil on my feet is very hard. This is the perfect time to deal with Minhaj. I packed my things and waited for Minhaj. I sent the boy to a new flat of 2500 square feet that I had already bought. He was busy tidying up the new house with his aunt Ira and Nani. Minhaj entered the house many nights. When he saw me sitting neatly, he looked at me with a crooked eye and asked, "Where are you going so neatly at night?"
- I came in front of him and handed him the key to the house - keep the key to the house. I am leaving this house and going to my own flat. Divorce paper is kept on the bed guide table. Sign it. Even if you don't, it will be divorced after three months. Minhaj, trembling with rage, raised his hand to slap me. I'm ready today, the ground beneath my feet is as hard as stone. I grabbed his hand and with the other hand slapped Minhaj on the cheek with all the hatred that had accumulated in my chest. His face became ha. I came out of the house in this condition. You're loves one is so precious don't neglect try to hug, kiss everytime. Thanks for reading
Slap- Story of walking alone
The moment Minhaj slapped me on the cheek with all his might, I realized that there was no such thing as hard soil under my feet. It was my fault, I had been smelling feminine perfume in Minhaj's shirt for a long time. In return he slapped me. He also said that I should stay within my limits. Although I did not understand the limits well, I clearly understood my limitations. I should have left the house as soon as I ate the slap. I wanted to do so, but I said that the soil is hard. I remember the certificate that fell dust in the cupboard. But the age of the job is no more. I have never felt helpless like that before. I went to the room without thinking loudly, thinking about the sky and the abyss. The boy was reading in his own room. I didn't want him to know anything.
Standing in front of the mirror, I noticed myself feeling good. How the shiny look of one time has become careless. The hair is rough and fine. Excess fat is evident in some parts of the body. But in the midst of all this, I was terrified of my existence. In this world, everything is fine with Minhaj's words from the very beginning. He even decided to have a child. I really wanted to be a mother for the second time. Babur is a beautiful girl. He gave Minhaj a look that made me think that I was doing something wrong. In fact, he agreed to be my son's father just to prove that there is no problem in his masculinity. One by one I remembered a lot of things that Minhaj had imposed on me. I was breaking my chest and crying. I managed to knock on the door. My son Ayan came for dinner. I ate at the table with tears in my eyes. Ian is an intelligent boy. Repeatedly looks at my face, whether I say anything. He doesn't say anything on his own. After eating, he hugged me and went to his room.
From that day onwards, a thought kept me restless about how to strengthen the soil of my feet. I share the matter with my younger sister. He gives me a lot of intelligence. I like the idea of food business the most. From a young age I have loved cooking and feeding people. And it's easy to continue online. I don't have to go out. I told my little sister to take these orders, you will help me to reach the place. She agreed without hesitation. She said she will take the order online and people will fix it for delivery. I will work with it and I was in a lot of dilemma. Eating frozen, polao biryani, there is no shortage of these pages.
To be continued...
Let everything happen to you terror or sad because no feelings is final -Jojo Rabbit
The boy had no sin in his mind
Every loves came from god. But some people don't give the value of loves. So i will tell about a love story. Lets get started -
I first met the boy in a Punjabi showroom. I went to the Punjabi showroom to buy a Punjabi for my brother. I didn't notice the boy, when I was coming out to buy a Punjabi, the boy said, "Will you buy me a Punjabi?" I saw a young man of 21-22 years. I frowned at the boy. Because I was very surprised to hear the boy's words, I did not understand why a stranger was asking me to buy a Punjabi! The boy then said with a simple smile, I can't do it, I would have bought Punjabi with him for so long. "
Realizing this, I said, "Didn't he come today?"
"Nah, her wedding next week didn't come."
"You can bring the person you are marrying with and go shopping."
The boy said again with a simple smile, "Marriage is not with me, it is with someone else."
This time the boy felt a little stupid when he heard about it. How easy it is to share personal information with a stranger. I was also a little curious to know everything.
I asked, "Then what will happen if I buy Punjabi?"
"He said he would meet me tomorrow. I told him to go after Punjabi. And if we never get a chance to meet!"
Listening to the boy, it was not difficult to understand that the boy was really simple and very stupid.
I asked, "Aren't you in trouble, the man you love is getting married elsewhere?"
"No, I'm still unemployed, I can't afford to marry her. And she said she'll love me like she's after marriage. And I want her to be happy. I'll be fine if she's fine. I'll talk to her future groom. I told him, he is also very good. He told me that he will keep Urmi very well. Urmi's well being is all mine. Urmi's father is also very ill, so he has to get married. No options. "
I wanted to know what is the most disliked color of Urmi. The boy said red. Then I told you to do one thing, take a red Punjabi.
"Emma is telling you the same thing, it will hurt her a lot. I haven't done anything she dislikes in her 6-month relationship. And my last meeting with her tomorrow. Nothing can be done that will make her feel bad."
"I told the boy, if you do everything you want him to do tomorrow, he won't be able to forget you, so how will he be happy in his new life? They will have family troubles, their relationship with her husband will not go well. Then Urmi will not be happy anymore." . "
After listening to me, the boy took a red Punjabi from silent for some time, I chose it, not bright red at once, Maroon. The boy went with the number on purpose before leaving.
Why did I want to talk to the girl in bed at night. I called the boy without thinking and took the girl's number. I called the girl without any thought. The first time I did not receive, but the second time. The girl greeted very nicely. I told my identity and the incident. I was surprised by what the girl said.
The girl said, "Honestly, Apu Turya is a junior of my varsity. When I was in the third year and in the first year in the same department. I was introduced as a big sister in that respect. He didn't come to the front and talk so much. After talking to him, I realized that he was not only shy but also a little stupid. But you can't be angry. Then I said I won't do it. He didn't tell me what he told me. He said in a frightened voice, I love you very much. If you reject me, maybe you won't live on earth anymore. If you don't believe me. I'm making a video call, you see. After giving the video call, I was surprised, he had a three-leaf sleeping pill in his hand! It is very difficult with this type of simple man, he can do everything under the influence of emotions. So after thinking for a while, I said yes, I did not want a life to fall prematurely for me. The marriage was fixed a long time ago, which I did not tell anyone. Even Turya did not know, I look at him like a younger brother. My relationship with the person I will marry next week is about 7 years, about cousins. With his permission, Turya had to speak in such a way so that he would not do any harm to himself. Now Turya has accepted my word, it has only been possible because of my caress and affection. I have always looked like my younger brother. I knew I could do it. "
I can't blame the girl for listening to her. I was tempted to look at her. I asked her to send me a picture with her WhatsApp number. She sent me a picture the next day. In a word, any boy is bound to fall in love with this girl.
I forgot all this over time. After being busy with my own life, I never got a chance to think about this incident again. But I met them again 4 years later. At that time I forgot the boy's face. When the boy came forward and said, how are you sister? I looked a little surprised. The boy then reminded me of everything. Four years later, the boy still has a simple smile on his face and a simple expression on his face. Not a single change has taken place. The boy pointed to the girl standing on the side of the road and said, "What can you guess?" Who is the girl? "
I noticed a beautiful girl in a silk sari holding the hand of a two and a half year old girl. I laughed and said, "When did you get married?"
"It's been 6 months."
I was quite surprised to hear that the marriage has been going on for seven months and how is it possible to have a two and a half year old child there. I asked, "Who is your baby?"
Said he is our daughter Sinha.
The boy then said, "Apu and Urmi, her husband died in a plane crash after 3 years of her marriage. After knowing this, I brought her to me. Because now I have the ability to keep her good, then why would she be bad! I didn't agree with anything. For a while, my insanity meant losing, and now we're together. "
"Did your family agree?"
"Only mother to say family, at first my mother felt a little bad. After seeing Urmi, she accepted everything."
The boy's simple confession fascinates me.
I talked to the girl. The girl just said, "I didn't get over her madness in the end."
As much as a man gets complacent after conquering the world, I can see it in the boy's eyes.
I didn't say anything, I just left with a smile in return. Sometimes in life there is a need for a madman who will come and hold your hand in the day of danger.
Thank for reading i hope u like it
Take care of your loves one
We all know this loves came from god. But some people take it like nothing and they did something horrible. I'll tell you that's kind of story. I think you all should love this-
Give me a nude.
- What did you say?
- I don't mean ,,,,,,,,,
- How dare you say that?
- Don't you love me?
- What do you mean? Do I have to be naked to love? What love means is nudity.
- Everyone gives a damn.
- Do you have the least respect for girls? You too were born from a daughter and a mother. You also have a sister, can you see your sister's naked body?
- Break up with you.
- I can't hold you when you're gone. I hate myself for thinking that I have been in a relationship with you for so long, seeing your mentality.
Alisha broke up the relationship for two months. She loved Raihan like crazy. Alisha could never imagine that Raihan would use her like that. Alisha saw the real face behind Raihan's good mask today. He did not throw his body over the current. Love does not mean the body. Do you have to give up your body for love? No it never happens. A man who loves the body can never be a lover. He is also a petty rapist. The monster who constantly rapes his girlfriend with his eyes. Girls give this opportunity. After hearing a few good words, he fell in love. Don't try to understand what is inside him. The boys have to give half the credit for not understanding this. How many people fall into the trap of mothers and sisters wearing the mask of good people like rupee hyenas. Realizing the opportunity, one day he put his poisonous claw.
Alisha is walking on the college field. Today his mind is very bad. Tomorrow night's events are moving in his mind again and again. He hates the male race. Walking anxiously, Muntaha suddenly came and grabbed him. Muntaha is a very close friend of Alisha. Muntaha means Alisha, Alisha means Muntaha. They can't go without each other.
'Why are you so happy, Kiri?' Forgetting her own grief, Alisha was very surprised and asked Muntaha.
- I'm very happy today.
- Hey, I can see that. But I am saying why I am so happy.
- You know, today is Nayan's birthday. He invited me to the party. Will he introduce me in front of all his friends?
- Oh well. So when is the party? Where will the party be?
- There will be a party at the house of Nayan's friend Hamim this evening.
Alisha was a little shocked to hear at a friend's house. Party at a friend's house in the evening!
- So will you buy a gift for your boyfriend?
- Blue Punjabi suits the eyes well. I will buy a blue Punjabi for him.
- Wow, I love seeing my boyfriend.
- Yes, very, very much.
- Dude, I'm so upset today. Will you take me with you?
- At Nayan's party? Will you really go?
- What else will I take if you take it.
-If Nayan Minds?
-Hey, will you mind? Don't tell him I'll go with it. He will be surprised to see the two together.
- Great idea.
- I'll be out of the house in no time.
- Nayan told me to go out at six o'clock in the evening.
- We'll be out at half past five. I'll leave half an hour earlier.
- All right. I'll call you.
The two came out in time. Muntaha took a Punjabi from the market. The pressure of thought in Alisha's eyes. But that doesn't make Muntaha understand. Ten minutes by rickshaw.
Two in front of Ruhan's house. Muntaha was happily rushing into the house. Alisha grabbed his hand.
- Hey, teeth. You didn't say party? I don't see any arrangement anywhere.
- Yes, that's right. Everything is normal here. The party has no ambiguity.
- Not really in the wrong place.
- That's not it.
As soon as you go to the front door of the house, you can hear humming from inside. Sounds like a few boy voices.
- Mamma Shikar will appear shortly.
- Is everything ready? After a long time today will be fun.
- Everything is ready. Yet just the turn to enjoy.
- First let the mother **** come.
Hearing such talk, Muntahar's eyes went up to his forehead. Alisha is very normal, because she was able to antaj long ago. Muntaha was not allowed to move forward. The real two left quietly.
Muntaha is crying a lot. He never imagined that something like this would happen. What would have happened if Alisha was not here today?
- Candice or friend. There is nothing to cry about. These are the destiny of girls.
- Nayan was going to destroy me so much!
Alisha took a deep breath,
- Actually, I did it in the morning. I was afraid to leave you alone, so I planned to come with you. No one can be trusted at present. I went out 30 minutes ago so that I would not fall in the face of the victim.
Two people under the banyan tree in front of the house. Muntaha is shedding tears with her head on Alisha's lap. Alisha is also silent. She cries, today's tears may be tomorrow's lesson. Alisha looked around once. Isn't it hiding in the hope of a rapist victim?
Life is not for negligence or drama. Always think about what you going to do. Thank you all
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How to find a lost smartphone?
Guys this article may save your day. The most important device in daily life is smartphone. Apart from banking and other transaction apps, all personal information of life is saved on the smartphone. So if the smartphone is expensive, there may be a problem in personal security. Security can be a problem if everything from private messages to pictures is expensive. Google has a special service to find out if the smartphone is lost or stolen. You can download Google Find My Device from Google Play Store.
If this service is installed, the lost smartphone can be found.
Although not only is the smartphone stolen, it can also be found using this service even if the smartphone is suddenly lost. With the discovery of the smartphone, there is a system to delete the data of the smartphone from the computer and give a new password to the smartphone.
How to install google find my device app?
First of all watch my screenshot carefully.
Boom. Just write it and install as simple as water. Google Find My Device can be installed from the Play Store. The size of this app in the Play Store is 2.3 MB. After downloading this app you will be asked to log in via email. You can log in using the email that is logged in using the email on the Android device. Later you have to log in from the same email from the computer to find the smartphone.
Then how to find a lost smartphone?
After logging in, you will see a list of all your devices. If you log in without email, you can see all the nearby devices. It will be known when the smartphone was last seen using this service.
Others features
Lost smartphones can be ringed without seeing the location. Even if the smartphone is in silent mode, it will ring. It also has the advantage of setting a new password on a lost smartphone. Also, all the data of the phone can be deleted if the smartphone is lost. Thanks for your attention.
What are the children watching while watching tv
Tomorrow my aunt told me, That day my little five-year-old son came to me and said, ‘Mom, how much work boys do for us all day, but we don’t give them any rewards. We should reward them. ’I stared at the boy in surprise, not understanding anything. He saw my eyes and understood what I did not understand. Then he said again, ‘That ad, you didn’t see, the real male panther? The woman is giving the boy a medal for a very good deed. 'I looked in amazement and saw that my little boy had used his little brain to come up with a good explanation. Since the working boys do a lot of work all day, the girls of the house are putting medals around their necks as a reward, so that they do not get upset. I couldn't help but laugh, but I was more upset than laughing. Our tender-hearted children are growing up watching different kinds of programs in the media, especially on TV.
Adult advertisements, programs may be on certain channels at certain times, if children watch it, the channel has no responsibility, its responsibility to their parents. But in a country like Bangladesh, where all the domestic channels are watched by the family in prime time, if advertisements of birth control products are shown there without a specific time, then it is definitely inappropriate. Not only advertisements, but also dances or songs should not be sung with children that have a commercial sexual flame. We can't arrange a park for our children to play, we can't give them a field to run around, we can't entertain them, but we can leave a scar on their minds why show such alarming advertisements! We allow children to watch TV for entertainment, but if it has a detrimental effect on their minds instead of entertainment, then the responsibility will fall on us. Our electronic media is letting them see this, and they can be affected by it. In the present age of technology, the more we can keep children away from the bad effects of technology, the better and healthier they will grow, the better their development will be.
Normally, advertisements are shown in the gaps of these programs and if any advertisement of adults broadcast in this prime time comes to their notice, we as parents should understand how it can have a detrimental effect on them. Such advertisements for such adults may raise many tender questions in their tender minds, which need not have been. As tender as children are, they are also imitators. So if they want to imitate these adult ads, how can we stop them? Our children are growing up trapped within four walls, they have no open sky, no open field, no opportunity to fly like birds. They exist in the virtual world on TV today. And if this world of theirs is not safe, instructive, pleasurable for them and evil, harmful for them, then we feel that it is possible for everyone to understand what a terrible catastrophe we will be heading towards.
Therefore, if the television authorities, considering the plight of these children, give various advertisements and programs to the adults at specific times, it will be beneficial for all. We can’t give kids anything good, at least keep them away from the bad. Even in Western societies, where attitudes toward human sexuality are very different from ours, there are specific policies on what kind of programs or advertisements can be aired in prime time. And these policies are not just on paper, they are strictly monitored. I think our policy makers also need to pay close attention to this issue. None of us have the right to destroy the simplicity of children's childhood.
Thanks for your attention
Let's deep into somewhere
It's a love untold story. This time I am leaving Ira alone on this road. Ira is soaked in a feeling of unpreparedness, watching me leave ...
I was shivering in the cold, standing here with a bunch of fresh red roses for Ira in a very foggy morning. This is Krishnacura Lane.
The first private meeting, the first beginning and the formality of first love. It was a strange shiver. I was standing with so many plans!
Ira left her top and put on a red shirt without any winter blanket, piercing the fog like a fairy and standing in front of me. Then the rays of the sun from behind were slowly matching its wings. I could not look at him that day in shame. I forgot everything about what the plan was. Ira was smiling when she saw my condition.
Said,
'It's been a fool, there's been a lot of formality.'
He took the rose in one hand and wrapped it around my arm and said,
'Let's walk this path. We became very close while walking. '
What a smooth start we had!
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That street is the epitome of our love. The name of this road was Krishnacura Lane. A long straight one kilometer road with lots of black-crowned trees on either side. We used to take this path every day to the end and once we would come to the beginning from the end. This is Ira's favorite way.
The black-crowned trees on both sides bear witness to the fact that this path holds so many memories of our love. I memorized how many trees there are on both sides of this road, how many buildings there are, what color the building is, what has faded and need to be painted again, and so on. Then ...
(2)
After a long time, one day Ira suddenly called and said;
- How are you, Robin?
- Who said that?
- Forgot Oma? I am Ira.
- What do you think after all this time?
- See you?
- Where?
- Krishnacura Lane?
- Hmm, okay, when will I come?
- Very early. At the time we first met.
It had been raining heavily since dawn that day. I ran to a tent on one side of Krishnacura Lane and stood in a daze. Ira ran and stood on the other side of the road. I could see vaguely for rain in Iraq. After an hour of continuous rain, the black-crowned trees spread their flowers like red carpets on the road. As I was in the middle of the street, Aslam Ira ran from the opposite side and hugged me and said,
'I'm sorry Robin, please forgive me. Hug me a little harder again. I will never leave you again. Never, Promise ... '
(3)
The last time we met in Krishnacura Lane, it was the scorching sun of Chaitra. Sweating and running alone, I grabbed Ira's hand and cried a lot;
- What happened to Ira all of a sudden? What does it mean to avoid me like this? What's wrong with me We haven't seen each other for a long time. You know how much I'm suffering from shortness of breath? You do not know how much I suffer without you? Why are you doing this to me?
I will die without you. Everyone is saying that you are in a relationship with Mamun Sir. Say it's a lie. I don't believe it, Ira.
- Release Robin. One thing I thought about too. In this random life of yours, I am also squandering my life. Life will not continue like this. Come to the reality, we have to come to reality. You have to understand too. And it's not like I'm in a relationship with Mamun Sir. Only he sent the marriage proposal home. Everyone agrees.
- Do you agree?
- I said Robin, how long with emotion? What do you think is the benefit of living in your boundary?
- Profit loss is in Ira business trade. I still have one more year left to study. You have three years left, but why are you in such a hurry? Give me some time, I'll fix it myself.
- Please try to understand Robin. Everyone in the house agrees. Forgive me Went.
Ira was gone. Didn't turn back even once. I stood soaked in an unprepared feeling watching Ira leave.
(4)
The relationship with Ira is at my varsity. I used to stay in the vicinity of Ira all the time, taking Divya studies in the sky. A friend suggested that if you are not a little arrogant, the girl will not fall. So I went to creepy forest too. Then one day he bribed his girlfriend and brought Ira's phone number. Then talking, slowly starting to feel better, one day closing my eyes and saying 'I love you' and finally this relationship was born after meeting in private. How fresh my feelings are still.
Ira's behavior changed a bit after our relationship was cut short. Then I noticed a new desire in Ira. Ira was changing. He started making various excuses. Was slowly creating a gap with me. Finally I came to know that Mamun Sir has become a new obstacle in my life. Favorite face of the department. Faculty. I couldn't believe that his eyes would turn to Ira. Mamun Sir knew and knew me well. He knew about Ira and me in the air on campus, but he still wanted to know why.
After hundreds of attempts, I could not return to Iraq ...
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One evening I suddenly found Mamun Sir in this Krishnacura Lane, he came to jog. I said the road is blocked;
- Sir, there was a little talk.
- Robin, how are you?
- Sir, I love Iraq very much, very much. Don't know? I know you knew that. Is that so?
Mamun paused and took a deep breath, took a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket and said as usual;
- Hmm, calm down. Cigarettes? Don't mind eating. This is not the switch, cold play will come. Let's sit somewhere.
That day I was sitting on the sidewalk next to the lane and smoking a cigarette with Mamun Sir. It is clear that I was not in the normal thinking.
The girl would suddenly leave me like this and I couldn't take it easy.
Sir said;
- Look, Robin, I knew that. Then I realized that Ira would not go with you. His target is a little different and different, which caught my eye. You may think that I want to take her as my own or I have proposed marriage to her. But things are different, he has been giving a positive signal for a long time. I have only socially informed her family, they are all ready and Ira is probably the most ready of them all.
Better yet, forget all that. Don't worry. There is no benefit in thinking.
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Hmmm then I forgot everything. Ira also forgot about me. Maybe he fell in love with me in a fantasy. Little by little the days passed, maturity grew, demand changed and took me out of his life. I loved her so much too that she probably started to feel me unworthy of her.
Anyway forgot. However, I am the only one who knows how much I have to fight to bring normalcy to my thoughts. Surviving without Iraq was like dying of suffocation. Last time I met Mamun Sir. The time that day gave me a new birth ...
(5)
The news of Ira's marriage came to my ears about a month and a half after her marriage. I mean, it was lost from me. How many times have I searched to meet again. I have been fidgeting all the time. He was cheating on me in such a perfect way.
One day I ran madly to the government college quarters to see him. After standing in the sun for a long time, Ira was suddenly coming to the verandah. How happy and smiling is my Ira!
As soon as I raised my hand, he saw me, closed the door and went inside. Well, what is the sin to see him today? What was my crime, if Ira said once!
In this way, I used to stand under his house all the time. I felt mentally unbalanced. One day I found him under the house. As soon as he saw me running home, I grabbed his hand. She was screaming in fear and calling her husband;
Mamun save me! Save me I held his hand tightly and looked at him and wondered if I was going to kill him. I just held his hand and made him stand. Ira was trembling with fear. Well, am I an inferior animal? Why is Ira so afraid of me today?
Thinking like this, Mamun Sir ran and grabbed me and said;
'You bitch, you have so much courage!' Saying this, he punched me hard in the nose. It was as if an electric line was drawn in my eyes. I fell away. The nose was bleeding profusely. I also kicked a few times that day. I fell to the ground and watched with great difficulty as Ira hid her face in her husband's chest, sobbing and how scared she was. As if he had finally found shelter to live. What a strange sight! ...
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One day I hid in Iraq and took him out of the house for five minutes on a moonlit night. It was Ira's birthday. I didn't get him for a moment all day. So I came in the evening to meet him. Somehow I got down and told him to get up immediately. Krishnacura lane on a bicycle. There was a match with a candle and a small cake in his hand.
Somehow I put the cake on the seat of the bicycle, lit a candle and told him to blow it out quickly. This girl looked at me strangely. I said again; Blow the key. Somehow he blew out the candle, hugged me and cried. The cake was spread all over my body. He hugged me tightly that day too and said that all the shelter of happiness is in his chest. If he is wrapped in this chest, he does not care about any fear of the world. I had all his fears in my chest!
Ira hugged me from the back of the bike all the way home.
He himself did not know how high Ira had taken my dream.
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Three years later, Ira suddenly called me and asked me to come to this Krishnacura Lane. It was as if I had fallen into a trance.
Ira is still hugging me. Apologies too. The drizzle has started again.
I said to myself that I had forgiven him the day he jumped on someone else's chest for fear of me.
Let's start the relationship again. I don't know if I fall in love with him again and again in a strange illusion. There is a strange Maya in his eyes, a very deep Maya! As soon as I saw it, I drowned.
I did not want to know the reason for the divorce with Mamun Sir today. Didn't want to. He is making various allegations against Mamun Sir. I used to touch him very much. Every day. I can't even imagine that someone is killing so many Maya people.
These days, Ira is saying that she has realized her mistake, that she was in love with the wrong person, and so on. Didn't tell me if he ever loved me.
However, this Krishnacura Lane seemed to come back to life. The two of them are walking this path again. Love again, my dream woven. This time Ira's dreams seem to have been shattered. We will do this after marriage, we will wear that, we will go here and there, what a dream! I just look at him in amazement. Ira told me to walk that day;
- Robin, how are you?
- How are you?
- Hey, quietly tidy.
- Hahaha that's what you complained about.
- No, I just want Robin. I want you to love me like crazy again.
- Actually, maybe that's why I'm a little quiet.
- Well, Robin, do you love me?
- Hmm, of course.
- How do I know?
- Here's how.
- How so?
- Suppose I'm eating rice. You suddenly saw me and said, 'Robin, are you eating rice?' What should I answer then? Even though we are walking hand in hand, if you ask this question, what should I answer now?
- Hahaha that's the example!
- Hmm.
Well how much do you love me Ira?
- I love you so much.
- Like before?
- Yes and more than ever.
Ira is walking with her arms around me. How easy this girl is indifferent. There is no room for a little remorse or a little guilt in his eyes. How easy life is. She loves me as much as before.
(End)
Six months later, Ira is very happy today. He called me and said that everyone in the family agreed to marry him. When a girl gets a chance to marry the person she loves for the first time in her life, or the feeling of first marriage, she is just as happy and excited now. I'm always surprised.
Tomorrow we will meet in Krishnacura Lane in the morning. There will be a final discussion about marriage. Ira has made it a condition that I hold her hand tightly tomorrow. Never leave. I also promised not to give up.
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Early morning. It's too cold. Fog all around. Even today Ira came after red sari. He is happiest today. Going to get me for life. I should be happy too.
But surprisingly, I can't be happy with hundreds of attempts. Not at all. I swear today, wearing this red sari, Tuktuke Irata looks like the ugliness of the world. I have never seen this Krishnacura Lane feel so dead before. The rays of the sun rising slowly through the fog seem to catch the eye today. Ira is walking with her finger on my finger, I asked;
- Well, everyone at home agrees?
- Hmmm, everyone.
- Your father couldn't see me. He shouted that he would turn me red when he saw me in front of him, you were the one who said that.
- Hahaha aha listen, you didn't do anything before.
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