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I've always felt that I should be an inspiration to myself to live life better and happier. I never thought that another person so far but so close to my heart will serve as an inspiration, my love and my life.

This might be a little bit timely and I want to dedicate this to my husband who's sleeping beside Lil B.

Aside from the fact that I am having a hard time writing about this topic, I can't sleep because he's about to go back to work tomorrow which kind of makes me sad.

Well that's life but I know that our set up will change soon.

Now, here's my day 3 entry to the 30 day writing challenge.

Write about someone who inspires you

Take note that this may be a celebrity, an artist, singer, president, a friend or family member. Let me pick someone who made a great impact on my personality and helped or made me realize about things that I should or shouldn't be doing in my life.

This is none other than my husband.

To be honest, I think most people get inspired by other people when it comes to career, love life, or family. Comparing status of one's goal or life may also serve as an inspiration but we all know that there's always something behind those successes.

As for me, I grew up confused to choose or think for an inspiration because I wasn't an inspiration to myself either. I was never inspired to do things that will make me happy or would help me in other ways that I can be me.

All my life I've been a shadow copying, trying to be what they like. Trying to be what I should be, but not knowing who truly I am.

Until one day, I took a chance and met a guy.

Some of you might already know that I met my husband from a dating app. Months of talking and getting to know each other made me feel like I am the person that I never thought I would be. We got pregnant and married and now starting our own family.

Yes, my husband serves as an inspiration to me as he made me realize that I can be a better person. That being a good person will not hurt. That life is always gonna get better if we put our heart into it. That happiness is being selfless. Happiness is simplicity. Happiness is me.

I've never felt more human, more me until I've met him. Now we're stuck to each other forever. He's my daily inspiration as a mom too, he's making sacrifices as a father and that makes me stronger to be a mother while being far away from him. We'll be a team and we'll be each other's enemies and ally, just like what we promised.

My husband is my inspiration and Lil B is our motivation

Just a little drama because the husband will go back to province for work. It was nice to have him home a little bit longer than his usual schedule.