Rusty's Disappointment

Hey readers. Hope your day was/is good? Well here in Nigeria, it's safe to say most people are already asleep, not me though.

Well, for me the day was hellish and tasking and killing in more ways than one. I woke up this morning knowing fully well it was going tho be one of those days I would want to forget in a hurry, but nothing would have prepared me for how bad it turned out to be (except for the words and encouragement of @Mhizutty ). My day was basically what I am going to be writing on the article; The Cabal 3. To understand what I mean, you might want to read https://read.cash/@Maxline/the-cabal-965278e5 ( not that I have written the episode 2. Sure will see to both tomorrow).

Ok, i don't know how much I was missed around here, or if I was even missed at all ( definitely not by Rusty😂😂), but I have been away for more than a few days, howbeit not by choice but due to my extremely tight schedules these days ( that's not to acquit Rusty at all, he didn't seem to have noticed😂😂)

What's it really about my busy schedule?

You might want to ask that, and I think if I was to answer honestly, the answer would be a definite no. As much as my schedule these days have been really choked up, I usually still try to make out time to do things that time do not permit me to, because they matter to me, I love them ( or the benefits😂).

That's begs the question, what then? Well, in all honesty, it all boils down to Rusty's rift with me. For reasons I still don't know, rusty stomped out of the house a few days ago after I looked at him the wrong way, but I wasn't bothered. He will come back in no time, I told myself. You can imagine my shock when he didn't show up for a number of day while I kept working, jist like my role models @bmjc98, @Princessbusayo , @HappyBoy, @Kushyzee , @Pearlkel , @George_Dee , @GarrethGrey07, @PVMihalache , @ZehraSky, @nheng1118 , @Jane, @FarmGirl etc. on this platform.

Even in those his days of malice, he still took out time to stop by some of his friends place (post), he just wasn't staying long. Fast forward a few days, Rusty was back in the hood and I was elated, thinking he will stop by at my place(posts) soon. But I guess I still don't fully get what I did to him or how much it offended him, because since he came came to the hood, he hasn't stop by at my place. I kept hoping and praying that he would, but he didn't and still hasn't; and that's why.

The why is I got demotivated after seeing Rusty go around, distributing his goodies and completely ignoring me. It actually got more dejecting when I realized that there seem to be no pattern to it,but yet I was been ignored. I decided to take a break and think about my relationship with him( if I want to keep doing this;doing read.cash ).

It took a lot of thinking, but I have decided not to give up on our relationship ( on read.cash). If I gave up at every first obstacle( not that this is the first 😂😂 considering I had to open this account after my first one was spammed) I faced in every journey, I probably wouldn't start any. So, I was highly disappointed in the manner with which Rusty handled and is still handling our little squabble, but I am really hoping that he doesn't give up on me, as I have not given up on him, cos that will be too bad, just too bad.

Closing thoughts

So, this is my way of publicly apologizing to you, O Rusty. I am sorry for whatever I did wrong, I miss your visits and I would really love to have them back. I want and need them. I am really hoping you see this and it make you come back to me ( more like my post😂😂). Please, if anyone of you cashers can get to Rusty on my behalf, pls do, I beg you. I really, really miss him