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Who are you? Find yourself.

*Dig deeper.* *Go beyond the surface and explore.* *How much do you know yourself? Let's get to know each other.* I was just reading articles in my homepage. I was hooked in reading controversial ones but I don't like chaos so I just didn't finish reading. I clicked the notification bell and found someone tagged me to do another challenge. Yay! Great! I immediately clicked on it and read the article to see how the challenge goes. The challenge was to say something about yourself depending on the question of your choice. And I was like, oh well, this is about my life again and wonder if it will interest others or if they will read it perhaps. But nahh, whatever, I will write according to what I like as long as it conforms to the rules and as long as it's non-hurting. Let's just all be happy. Shall we? Alright. Thank you for the tag mamshy @Janz To you dear friends, you can try this challenge too. Just click, Find yourself. https://www.pinterest.ph/pin/708120741412256330/?fbclid=IwAR2LG5CCuZH2sppEyNdaUZ74Vp9GLXkSIks37E_lJK2StdT2O18T8heNrSc Basically there are 50 questions to find your best self.

All of the questions are interesting to answer but I can't choose all of them or else you might be like reading a whole book. 🤣 I will just choose 5. So let's start! What do I love about myself and my life? *I just love myself the way I am. Since birth until now. My life is my biggest blessing and being me is the best choice I would ever choose if ever we will be given a chance to choose who and what we like to become before our mothers can give birth to us. Isn't it amazing? But yeah, I will never do that. Everything that's in me completes me.*

*I love myself for I am the granddaughter of my grandma and grandpa. I love myself for I am the elder sister of my siblings. I love myself because I am a friend to everyone who knows me real. I love myself for God created me. I don't want to be anybody else though I know they got the best life. After all they don't have what is mine and I don't like what they have.* Am I practicing enough self care? *Yes I do but I don't think that's enough. Lol. But I'm pretty sure that I am taking care of myself since this is where my soul lives. In every thing I do, I always think if this or that might hurt me or what is it for me. But there are sometimes when I forgot how to take care of myself accordingly. Those are the times when I stayed up late at night or not even sleeping because I was on party. And being on a party for me is to drink. I drink so hard and too much when I know it's bad for me. There are also some times when I chose to be sad rather than be with people who make me happy. I don't know but there are just some times that I'm not aware I'm not taking care of myself. My boyfriend even told me to have an exercise and get some heat from the sun since I am always at home, seldom going outside. The bottom line here is that I or we should practice enough self care for our body or our health is our real wealth.* What am I grateful for? *There are a lot of things to be grateful for. First one is my family. I would never ever trade them for a million dollars. They are my home and without them, I don't think I will be here, writing this article. We don't have a luxurious life but then my family especially grandma and grandpa don't let us feel that we are the poorest of the poor. Yes, they did not finish their studies but they manage to raise us with their dirty hands. And when I say dirty, it means that they are working through labor. My grandma always has dirty hands since she's a barbecue vendor wherein she needs to get in touch with the charcoal, the dust coming from it and the heat. My grandpa also had his hands dirty because he works in a farm wherein he needs to plow the field, plant seedlings, fed the swines and other things to do in a farm. Their dirty hands raised us well and for that, I would be forever grateful. 🥺* How do I describe myself? *I can't describe myself in one word since I am ball of attitudes. Haha! I am hardworking most of the time, char! And sometimes not. I am also easy to be with depending on the people also. If they don't like me, it's fine. I am also talkative and silent. I am friendly but most people say I'm not. Maybe because of my face. Not sure tho. My sisters also said that I am mean and caring at the same time. Some would also said that I think so highly of myself because I did not mingle to them. And I was like why would I mingle with the people who only say negative about us? No way. They think I don't know everything but little do they know I have someone who reports to me. Hahaha! Mga chismosang kapitbahay.* *That's it. To sum it up, I think my attitude depends on the people. Who I am for them depends on who they are for me. Sorry but I don't tolerate or show kindness to someone who mess with us especially if they're hurting my grandma. I'm neither martyr nor saint.* What can I forgive myself today? *I forgive myself today for being the cause of pain to someone. To someone who only showed love to me. I wish to talk to him but I don't have my ways to talk and I'm much too shy to ask. You know it's really hard to forgive yourself when someone you've done wrong is out of reach. I mean if your are not sure if that person is okay now and is doing his life well. I just want to make sure he's fine now only then I can be at peace. But now, I'm slowly accepting that I cannot change what has been done and I cannot be guilty my whole life. I am letting myself free slowly and slowly. I am just really looking forward to talk to that person if time will let us. Maybe he has forgiven me but I believe it's really hard to forget.* **Thank you so much, Steve. My heart still aches.**

Thank you so much guys for reading! You've been so kind to me since day one. Anyway, can you please help me welcome my friend? I guess he already published an article. He's @gwapojohn Just don't mind his nickname for he said that's just a product of his mistake. Hahaha! https://read.cash/@gwapojohn/hello-readcash-e763242e Thank you so much again for your time! To my sponsors, upvoters and to those who comments, I am sending you my warmest gratitude! Let's talk and get to know each other well. You can also reach me at marianovylhyn@gmail.com `Lead image source`

Ciao! ❤️

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