For those who have hurt me... Thank you
Hello everyone, how are you guys doing? I've been so very busy these days because just this morning I went to San Isidro Elementary School my old school for the final testing and sealing as a member of the watchers this coming election. Last May 4, 2022 we had our PPCRV seminar at banday LGU, and so just this morning we had our testing pf the machine and observe how does election works.
I went there at 9 am and the sun was so angry with me like haha burning the whole me, but I don't have a choice haha, just for this coming election I needed to sacrifice myself with the heat weather. Almost fainted haha I forget to bring a bottle of water, yeah because I am not used to exposing myself or over exposed to sunlight, I usually stayed home, and so If going out with a jacket or umbrella ohhhh common! My head hurts and my skin would go red.
So it is very important that we should apply a sunscreen guys, for the sun protection.
So anyways, got home from that old school, trying to relax myself here making this blog. I got this topic just now, I was just writing, a free writing you know something like, you don't have any topics but because of your hands, you had it free, so you can write haha. Just like that.
I just realized while laying, I see those people who have hurt me happy. I am not saying I am not happy, I am as well. I was just like questioning myself. Aren't they guilty? Aren't they sad or feeling sorry?
I was just wondering.... If those who have hurt me remembered me. If they are sorry or they have realized that what they have done wrong to me.
Anyways for you guys here's my message for you.
I thank you for the experience, I thank you because of the lesson and the growth. I have been growing and now I realize I was wrong in begging you from the very first place. I was wrong of afraid losing you when you were not scared of not having me. I thank you because you made !e strong, now I am ready to face the same and new pain. I thank you for the tears I have wasted because it proves that I can manage to comfort myself and heal my own pain. I thank you because you were one of my inspirations, because of you I am eager to fight with my own battle.
You guys made a soft hearted person into solid. And now that I am one, I am no longer needing you, yet you came, approaching me and saying sorry.
Forgiving is easy, but the memories and the things you have done is hard to forget.
So in the end I would always be thankful to you.
I am not angry nor planting eagerness with you guys, I am very much thankful as I said. You were once my friends, and I love you guys, and they said You can never unlove a person you once loved, so I guess I understand why I found it hard in getting over you. However I accepted the fact that there are people who came for lesson, some are for pain. And I know who you are, and I clearly understand your purpose. So I thank you all.
That would be all guys, actually I made this on my drafts yesterday since I'm very busy, and I finished it today in a hurry because I'm about to attend my seminar for the PPCRV watcher this coming election 2022.
Have a great day everyone!
SALAMAT ❤️
We shouldn't even bother to keep checking if the person that hurts us is sad or guilty, most people don't really care that they have hurt someone else, so I believe it's best to just move on and work on improving ourself