30 days writing challenge, Day 1

I came across into @Ellehcim article few days ago about 30 Days Writing Challenge and I even commented that I wanted to join. Though I almost forgot it not until I check my saved articles. So here I am now.

Day 1. Describe your personality.

Oh, that was a hard one haha! How I will describe myself? (deep sign). Am I introvert or extrovert?

Well I can be both, it actually depend on my mood or the person or place. As I mentioned in my previous posts I am not fond of talking into people that I don't like. Why? I was known as someone who always says something straight to the point, no sugar coating. In short frank, lol! I don't pretend that I like you even though I don't. I am always genuine with my feelings and actions. So if I don't like someone I prefer to be an introvert rather that opening my mouth and say something not nice. Don't worry, I am can be civil if needed.

Extrovert? I can be too. I can go with anyone and its not a big deal for me who I am with. Gone are the days I am always on my comfort zone. Years of working had somehow help me to be sociable,lol!

Though most of the time people first impresion with me varies, yet seldom says I am kind. Most of the time they find me unapproachble. Haha maybe because I seldom smile, always wearing my serious face. What can I say? They just don't know me. I mean you need to gain my trust before you see the real me. I maybe have a strong personality physically but I have a soft heart. I always extend help to those who are in need as much as I can. I always felt guilty if I know I can yet I chose to not too. Haha that made me remember , how many people borrowed money from me with a promise to pay but got an amnesia after?😂. Well me and my husband were the same. That's one of the reason why our house was not yet done because we lend someone a money and didn't pay as back😬. Its okay, as what my sweetheart says, it is much better we are the one helping rather than we are in need. Right?

What more I can say? Oh I am someone who value your words. I mean the word of honor, promises. Why? Because I am always true to my words. I hate it when someone promise me but failed to do so. That hurts, lol! Still don't worry I am always trying me best to understand everyone as long as I can. However if it already reached my limit , it will be hard for me to forget. Yes, I can forgive but I never forget. What do you expect I got a zodiac sign of Scorpio, born in the year of snake.

If ever we are not in good terms you don't need to worry as I am not the one who would trigger an argument. Why would I do that, I hate argument as well as I don't nag. It's just a waste of time. Isn't they says, one word is enough for a wise man? Why waste my energy my effort and my saliva? I better keep my mouth shut and reserve my energy.

How I express LOVE?

I am not showy nor vocal. I never say I Love you to my parents or my siblings. That's because that is how we are raised. I can't remember I hugged them too aside from clinging in their arms😀. But of course I love them and I am always there everytime they need help, everytime they need me. Not only me but all of us. Our parents maybe didn't trained us to be showy but I am proud to say they they teached us to value each other. We grew up having a good relationship and always supporting each other in all aspects.

If there is one attitude that I am trying to overcome is my possesiveness. Haha I am possesive not only to my family, friends but also to my husband. Oh forgot to tell you. I have a lot of acquintances but I only have one bestfriend. I had three before. Let's call them, Mr. G, Mr. T and Ms. D. Sadly I lost the two Mr. Ahmm, Mr. G and I became couple but broke up after four years and now we are already strangers with each other. Mr. T? Maybe he was too good to stay here on earth and heaven needs more angles. He left me way back 2015😔. He is now in God's loving arms. I always miss him though and I am always dreaming about him.

So yeah, I no longer had a male bestfriend, anyone wanted to apply?😂.

As what I have mentioned I am always possesive of them and if only I can't share them to anyone. But that's not possisble right? Haha, they have their own lives too and I can't be with them 24/7.

One thing I am sure I won't share is my lover. Haha mine is mine no one should dare to interfere or else I gonna learn how withcraft works,lol!

Omg, did I make sense? I was supposed to write last night but I was so tired after work. I just decided to went to bed early. Just writing this in between my break at work so pardon the typo or gramatical errors😂.

Of all I have mentioned about my personality , let me give you a summary. My attitude will always vary on how you treat me. If you are good then were good. I may not like to have argument but don't expect me to sit and do nothing. It is just I know when and how to excert an effort to fight. Thus one thing I can assure you, I am GREAT FRIEND!

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