Finally, i complete another biggest mission of my life

11 September 2022

It's Sunday today

Every day isn't same in our life, some are the happiest day's of our life and some are the saddest day's of our life. But today is kinda different type of day in my life. It's a wiered feeling you can say it's mixed feeling of happiness and sadness.

I already told you that my bestie is going to be married and she invited me also in her wedding. She knows I'm an introvert person and i don't like gathering or function, parties. I feel comfy just one or two people and mostly i feel comfortable when I'm alone.

Mostly i made a lame excuses when someone invited me in parties or in wedding ceremony and people think I've attitude or i don't like to met with them but I don't care what they say about me. As i don't care about people. And my bestie know my this behavior too but she said you've to come on my wedding ceremony means you'll come and that's over.

It's a biggest mission of my life but I've done it and i become successful in this mission.

When I'll go there??

I had plan to go there on proper timing mentioned in wedding card and i plan that I'll go there on time. But my bestie ruin my plans badly. She called me earlier around 9am that you've to come to salon with me too as i need you there. Actually she has only one sister and her sister had to manage guests at home so she said to me that you'll come with me at salon.

When i knew that i became silent i know that i can't hurt her on this day so i said to her okay I'll go with you, so around 11am i went to her house and then we'll go to salon. Within one and half hour we both were ready and than i called to her brother he came there too and than he dropped us at marriage hall.

When i reached in the marriage hall than I'm shoked to see the gathering!!!!

You can't believe there's a few people present in hall. I was shoked to see this because in marriage ceremony there's a rush of people but there's only 50 people i think. And these are normal range of people. I think i can easily breath now.

Actually one month ago her grandfather was died so they did the marriage ceremony in a simple way and avoid gathering and that's a biggest surprise for me from her. She told me that her grandfather was died and they can't delay the wedding ceremony due to her in law's issues because they already delay it for a month but she didn't told me that they're not going to gathering there.

I asked her why she didn't told me this??? She simply said i just want to saw your love for me because she knows i never attend parties.

And than my eyes were filled with tear's and i hugged her and said "for you i can do anything mean anything. And you judge my love for you just like a boyfriend judge his girlfriend" And then we both laughing together.

The most emotional part of the day

Her in-laws are living far from our city. It's almost 8 hour's travelling to reached to her in-laws house. When she's sitting in the car, she looked into my eyes and there's so much word's there which she wants to say.

Ending words

I know it's the part of life. I'm happy that she's married now. I'm sad that she's so far from me, but i just prayed for her that wherever she lives, always smile and be happy. I've different types if emotions now and i can't define them,

but i really missed her.

I know she's only getting married and we'll have contact too in next life but i don't know why I'm feeling so alone now.

While writing this article tears come into my eyes and i even don't know these are of happiness or of sadness.

Actually when you're an introvert and you have only one best friend than this type of feeling are normal.

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Thank you for reading my article

And wishing her a best and happy life