Should I have stayed home?
October 04, 2022Yesterday, early in the morning, an uninvited but regular-visiting guest paid a visit. I was not expecting her that early and that soon, but on Wednesday or Thursday. Anyhow, the uninvited guest caused me so much pain.
Usually, that guest stays with me for 5 days, though she has stayed for more days, except a few times. If my memories are supporting me, the most days she stayed was 10 and the fewest days she stayed was 4 days.
She bothers me so much. That is why last night I went to bed early...
Shhhh, come close. I will say slowly in your ear, "I was trying to ignore her presence and let her do her work." That is why I went to bed early.
Today, I thought I won't get any trouble from this guest. As yesterday, his company troubled me a lot and caused me so much pain and I went to the university. Yes of course, she accompanied too.
On the first day, the guest behaves like a good person, and doesn't give me any trouble or pain, but on the second day I usually can't bear her presence.
But yesterday it was on firet day she caused me much troubles and unbearable pain. I was expecting she will be so gentle today, but today again she given me a lot of trouble during my classes and I went to a madam office and rest their for more or less two hours.
I was thinking I should have stayed at home and given her some lessons and made her (the guest) understand my situation, but why would she understand..
I should have stay at home, once again I will have not asked madam to allow me to rest in her office..
Sometimes I think why these kind of suffering are only for girls?
Actually I don't mind the guest to visit me uninvited, I understand everything. But during study hours in the university, when she troubles and causes unbearable and lots of pain that is what mind.
When I am home, it is part of life, I can manage.
Nothing to say more, that's all for today. Gonna make notes from the yesterday and today's lectures.
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I do get bad dysmenorrhea too. And usually a heat pack helps ease the pain. But as you said it is harder when you have to do things like school and work.